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↳ ❝YOUR HEART IS
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RIGHT NOW.❞

Throughout her time dating Chris, Lovette discovered that his love language was undoubtedly physical touch. At first, he approached it with a certain timidity, as if unsure about crossing certain boundaries. She could see the internal battle playing out on his face, which she found endearing. He clearly wanted to touch her but seemed hesitant.

In those moments, Lovette couldn't help but smile at his shyness. It was evident that he cared deeply and didn't want to overstep any boundaries. Yet, she also sensed how much he longed for that physical connection, just like she did.

Determined to ease his worries and convey her openness, Lovette decided to take the first step. She reached out, gently taking his hand in hers. It was a simple gesture, but it spoke volumes about her feelings for him. She wanted to show Chris that she was more than okay with physical affection; she welcomed it wholeheartedly.

The moment she held his hand, she could see the relief in Chris's eyes, and a smile tugged at the corners of his lips. From that moment on, they both embraced physical touch as a natural way to express their affection for each other.

At this moment, as Lovette's sweet kisses leave Chris feeling as if he's in heaven, her hands glide smoothly up his clothed chest, sending a flurry of butterflies fluttering in his stomach. Reluctantly, they parted, but Lovette's smile kept the warmth alive.

"Your heart is beating so fast right now," she whispers, their lips still teasingly close.

Chris couldn't help but grin, his fingers tracing delicate patterns on her hips. "Probably cause my pretty girlfriend is kissing me."

Her laughter is like a melody, and it instantly melts Chris's heart. Unable to hold back, he leans in to capture her lips once more, tilting his head to deepen the kiss. But to his surprise, the moment is cut short as Lovette pulls away.

"I need to tell you something important," she begins, her voice carrying a hint of seriousness.

Chris simply hums, his fingers playfully toying with the firefly pendant hanging from her neck. It has become a habit of his, taking comfort in the fact that she wears the gift he gave her with such fondness.

"My friends are visiting next month, and I want you to meet them," Lovette reveals, her hands gently dropping from his chest.

While he was thrilled that she wanted him to meet the people close to her heart, he couldn't help but worry if he would fit in or if they would like him. Meeting her friends felt like a significant step in their relationship, and he wanted to make a good impression. He brushed a stray lock of hair behind her ear, wanting to show her that he was genuinely interested in getting to know the people who meant so much to her.

Gazing into Lovette's eyes, he found comfort in her warm and inviting expression. She had this uncanny ability to make him feel at ease, to soothe the doubts that plagued him. With her, he felt like he could be himself, unfiltered and without pretenses.

Chris mustered a smile, hoping to match the affectionate one Lovette bestowed upon him. "I'd love to meet your friends, Lovie. It's important to you, so it's important to me too."

Lovette's smile grew, and she leaned in to plant a soft kiss on his cheek, causing a surge of warmth to spread through him. "You're the best," she murmured, her affection evident in her gaze.

He wished he could push away his inner fears and simply enjoy the joy of being with Lovette.  But the struggle with commitment ran deep, and he feared that his hesitations might one day hurt her.  He didn't want to be the one who held her back from experiencing the happiness she deserved.

As they sat together, bathed in the soft glow of the evening light, Chris realized that he cared for Lovette more than he ever thought possible. And that frightened him. He feared losing himself in her, losing his own identity, and eventually hurting her in the process.

He didn't want to let Lovette down, but he couldn't deny the fear that plagued him.

As Lovette talked about her friends, excitement and fondness lighting up her eyes, Chris forced a smile, trying to suppress his anxious thoughts. He wanted to be the person she deserved, the one who could share in her joys and make her laugh. Yet, he couldn't shake the nagging doubt that he might not be enough.

The room fell silent for a moment, Lovette's hand reaching out to gently cup his cheek, drawing him back to the present. "You okay?" she asked, concern etched on her face.

He nodded, forcing a small smile. "Yeah, just thinking."

She nodded in understanding, her fingers gently brushing against his cheek. "Whatever it is, you can share it with me, you know."

Her words held a promise and it both terrified and comforted him. He leaned into her touch, seeking solace in her presence.

"I know," he whispered. "It's nothing, don't worry about it."

He was lying right through his teeth.

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@chrizz: Do not get a gf she will eat all of ur frito bbq twists ☹️

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lovettejarmon: you offered me one of ur SEVEN bags of fritos 😒
╰─▸ chrizz: And you ate 4 bags...
╰─▸ lovettejarmon: we ate them together 😭

matthew.sturniolo: this is so true cause lea always uses all of my sweet and sour sauce for my chicken nuggets
╰─▸leannalawson: this is slander

leannalawson: you guys are so cute !!
╰─▸ chrizz: I know 🤭

AUTHOR'S NOTE:

ACT TWO IS HERE !! YAY!!

also what's everyone's favourite track on
guts? i think mine is get him back!

also this is barely edited so if there's any mistakes please let me know

until next time <3!