So many years

I wished I knew

What it is like

to be with you

Now I think

I wish I didn't know

how easy it can be

to love you so

My dreams have all

then some come true

as I glance back

and see you smiling too

These are things

I can never tell

but I've never kept

my secrets well

So I'm sorry

when sometimes it may show

and you didn't want

to ever know

How you're special to me

in so many ways

without a single word

you brighten my days

That said and done

now that we're here

I know I should have

nothing to fear

Because in the end

we'll be just fine

I can't lose something

that was never mine

It's just feelings

are hard to comprehend

as My Lover

but just My Friend