Wanna feel alive outside, i can't fight my fear

This time I wasn't staring at the clock, the glass, the shoes, or the walls.

This time I was staring at the window covered in a thick sheet of metal preventing me from escaping or catching a glimpse of the outside world.

I wished I could go outside.

I could have probably found a way to escape but I couldn't shake the feeling Calum would find me and hurt me in ways beyond the human imagination.

I wished I could bite fear in the ass and tell it to fuck off.

I heard the sound of the door closing.