⚠️ This chapter contains abusive behavior. Reader discretion is advised. ⚠️

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'Cause every time I see you, I don't wanna behave. I'm tired of being patient, so let's pick up the pace, take me all the way. Ain't nobody gonna touch it, touch it, touch it. — Ariana Grande, "Touch It" (2016)

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Han Seokjin was standing in front of the en-suite bathroom door of his and Meredith's bathroom. Meredith was inside, taking a shower after the long day of being in the sun and sweating buckets—as she called it.

He was mad at himself.

He approached the topic of their possible intercourse completely wrong. He slowly understood that being the aggressive and possessive type didn't work with Meredith Seo. And it made him mad. Every other woman he was slightly possessive towards melted into his palm like putty.

But Meredith?

She said no, she got mad and she would sigh annoyingly and roll her eyes. She was definitely a challenge. But Seokjin wasn't one to give up. He sighed and leaned his head onto the white door. He could hear her singing some Ariana Grande song, or was it Taylor Swift? He had no idea.

He only had to open the door, barge in and surprise her... she wouldn't have a chance to say no to him. Plus, maybe she felt aroused seeing him in only his pants. His hand lingered above the door handle, when he heard a knock on the bedroom door.

He groaned and took a step back from the bathroom. Meredith's singing became quieter as he walked over to the bedroom door and opened it harshly. In front of the room stood Yaeeun.

Her cheeks were pink and she looked from left to right and back to Seokjin. Her eyes lingered on his naked torso a second too long. "Hey" she whispered and took a step closer to Seokjin. The Libra looked over to the bathroom door.

"Hey" he answered as Yaeeun closed the distance between their bodies and hugged him. She was smelling like lavender and her blonde hair was still damp. "Mer's in there" Seokjin said quietly and Yaeeun nodded. "I know" she whispered, "are y'all okay?", she asked, slightly worrying about her best friend.

"You weren't talking to each other on our way back from the hike. Did you fight?", Yaeeun look at her best friend and gently intertwine their fingers with each others. Best friends did that, right? Seokjin sighed and looked at Yaeeun. He immediately switched into Korean.

"We fought about having sex" he said and Yaeeun tilted her head and answered in Korean as well. The chances of one of the housemates understanding them was slim. At least the two best friends knew that Meredith couldn't speak Korean that well.

"Again?", Yaeeun asked and Seokjin nodded. "She keeps pushing me away. Last night we were this close on fucking but she chickened out." He rolled his eyes. "I don't believe she ever had sex at this point" he shook his head. "She makes cheap excuses and whenever she feels me getting hard she literally runs away from me." He pressed his upper body closer to Yaeeun's and took a sniff of her scent. "You smell good" he whispered and Yaeeun chuckled.

"Thank you" she grinned, "Mark didn't say anything about me smelling good when I 'accidentally' burst into his room earlier" she laughed and stopped in her tracks when they heard the water in the bathroom turn off.

Yaeeun gave Seokjin's hand one last squeeze and pressed her chest against his once more. "I'll see you later" she said and nodded towards the en-suite bathroom. "If you ever need someone to talk to, I'm here" she lifted Seokjin's hand and gently kissed his knuckles before rushing out of the room.

Best friends did stuff like this. Surely they did. Seokjin was sure of it.

He went to the bed and laid his back on it, when he heard the en-suite bathroom door open. His mind was hazed by Yaeeun's lavender scent. Yaeeun smelled intriguing, interesting and it was making him hard—literally.

He smiled and covered his eyes with his hands as he thought about his best friend Choi Yaeeun making him hard with just her scent. He shook his head and chuckled when another scent reached his nose.

He took his hands off his eyes and locked eyes with his girlfriend.

Meredith's honey blonde curls were damp and water was dripping down her long hair. She was surrounded by a scent of frangipani and pineapple. Something completely different than Yaeeun.

"What has you smiling like that?", Meredith asked and laid down next to him. Her hand brushed against his arm and he pulled her into his embrace. "The thought of you being completely naked just a few feet away from me" he grinned and Meredith gagged.

"That's so cheesy" she sighed and looked at the ceiling. "I'm sorry for being such a bitch back then" she said and referring to their fight during their adventure hike. "Nevermind" Seokjin lied and looked at Meredith's side profile.

She had such a pretty face. He imagined how fucked out her cute little expression could look like if he would fill her up with him and himself only. A chuckle left his lips and he turned to his side. He held his body weight with arm as he carefully leaned over Meredith's body and press a kiss onto her lips.

The Aquarius gasped in surprise as his lips met hers, but she kissed back. She leaned forward to taste more of him, as his body pressed onto hers. His free hand grabbed onto her waist. The thin fabric of her pajama top was roughly pulled up so he could grab onto the soft skin of her waist.

His finger rammed themselves into her skin. He wanted to leave marks all over her. Her waist, her neck, he cleavage—everywhere. One day or another she would give into him. Into the pleasure. He knew she wanted him. She just had to say yes.

Seokjin bit the soft skin of her skin and Meredith gasped out loud and hit his shoulder. He felt her wriggling out of his embrace and held onto her tighter. "N-No" she whispered as his teeth grasped over her neck once more. "S-Seokjin" she stuttered, her body was shaking but Seokjin was in a rush.

"For fucks sake!"

Seokjin felt a harsh kick on his stomach and flew back. He saw Meredith crawling away from him to the other side of the bed. Far away from him. Her whole form was shaking. Her left hand was pressed onto the love bite on her neck and her pajama top was ripped.

Did he do that?

"Mer" he started but Meredith climbed out of the bed and went to grab a new shirt and rush into the bathroom. She didn't even look at him before she locked the bathroom door behind her.

"Fuck" Seokjin said between gritted teeth and kicked the mattress under him. She should finally say yes to him... he didn't want to resort to violence or scaring her. But he felt himself becoming more and more impatient. He wanted to touch her, feel her, fuck her.

He wanted to fill her body and fuck her senseless. He wanted to show her that he was the man in the relationship and he had enough of her saying no and being a emancipated bitch.

Still, something deep inside him had shaken vigorously as he remembered the look of fright in her eyes as she crawled away from him. He scared her. He ripped her pajama top apart and probably hurt her by biting her neck.

He moved his hands through his hands before walking to the bathroom door. He pulled down the handle—it was locked. "Mer?", he asked, but Meredith didn't answer. "Meredith, please" Seokjin said and suddenly heard the door unlock.

The door was pushed open and Meredith stood in front of him. She wore a t-shirt from her university department and had a plaster on her neck—on the spot where he bit her. "What?", she said—anger written all across her face. The hot second of fright was completely vanished. Meredith looked angry.

"Did I hurt you?", he asked and Meredith let out a chuckle. "I bled you asshole, so I guess yes, you hurt me." She folded her arms in front of her chest and he sighed. "Listen babe, whenever I'm with you I go into a zone and I completely blocked out what I was doing. It was the lust taking over me."

"So whenever you're horny as fuck you turn into a fucking vampire?"

Seokjin opened his mouth. He never heard Meredith speak like that. She must be hurt. Not only physically but also mentally. "Listen, I didn't mean to." She rolled her eyes. "Are you done?", she asked and pushed him aside. "Babe, listen" he went to grab onto her hand but Meredith shook it away. "Leave me alone. I don't want to speak to you tonight" she said and walked to the bedroom door.

"Are you going to Mark?", he asked and Meredith looked at him. "Why do you care?", she answered with a question and Seokjin turned his hands into fists. "Because I don't want you to get hurt." She furrowed her brows. "What do you mean?", she asked and Seokjin chuckled.

"He's probably with Yaeeun."

Seokjin watched the expression on Meredith's face change. "I'm sorry babe. But I think he wants to spend time with this hot single girl we brought instead of us." Meredith's bottom lip shook and Seokjin took this chance and went to embrace Meredith in a hug.

She wasn't pushing away anymore. She rested her face against his chest and bit her bottom lip. "Are we good?", he asked and Meredith nodded. "Sorry for freaking out" she said and Seokjin chuckled. "It's okay, babe. One day you understand lust and how it overtakes you."

Seokjin gently patted Meredith's back. "Want to go for a walk on the beach, babe?", he asked and Meredith nodded. "I'm not mad at you anymore, Meredith. I promise" Seokjin said and Meredith nodded once more. She waited for Seokjin to put on a shirt and then followed him downstairs.

They walked down the back porch and onto the beach. Seokjin smiled at Meredith. He knew how to get her to listen to him. He had to hurt her, where it hurts the most. Her heart. If she understood that Mark had no more interest in her, maybe she would be willing to sleep with him.

Otherwise he had to use other forces. Things he didn't want to use in the first place.

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𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠!

𝐝𝐨𝐧'𝐭 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐠𝐞𝐭 𝐭𝐨 𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐤𝐞.

𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐲𝐨𝐮.

—𝕤𝕟𝕠𝕨𝕗𝕝𝕒𝕜𝕖𝕤𝕠𝕟𝕞𝕪𝕝𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕠𝕡