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Four nights after Christmas, Jungkook lay in his bed with his arm draped around Jimin who was sleeping peacefully on his face.

Jungkook should have been asleep too, but his mind was occupied with thoughts of Taehyung once again. Jungkook felt terrible for thinking about his ex-boyfriend while he was currently lying naked under his blanket with his current boyfriend.

Jungkook let out a frustrated groan, momentarily forgetting that his mouth was beside Jimin's ear until Jimin began to stir awake up.

Jimin smiled at up Jungkook as he wrapped his arms around him. "Can't sleep?"

Jungkook softly smiled at his boyfriend as he replied, "No, I can't."

"Do you want to go for another round then?" Jimin asked, wiggling his eyebrows.

"Are you sure you can handle it? We had sex three times tonight," said Jungkook as he moved his hand from around Jimin's waist and placing it over Jimin's ass.

Jimin smirked as he sat up and sat on top of Jungkook's waist, straddling him. "I can handle it."

SMUT WARNING ⚠️

Jimin began to grind on Jungkook's member while the younger reached out to place his hands on Jimin's thighs.

Neither of them needed to be stretched since they already had sex three times that night and soon it would be four.

Jungkook opened his eyes once he felt Jimin moving off of him. He gave the older a questioning look as he asked, "Is there anything wrong?"

"Yeah, your legs are not spread open for me," said Jimin before crawling up to Jungkook and hovering over him as he leaned down to whisper, "Spread then wide for me, baby."

Jungkook felt goosebumps on his skin upon hearing the pet name that Jimin had called him. He willingly and eagerly spread his legs open as he watched Jimin smirk at him.

Jimin aligned his member against Jungkook's hole before slowly pushing it in. He looked at Jungkook, searching for any signs of discomfort. He wanted to make sure that Jungkook didn't feel sore or hurt, but Jungkook didn't seem to feel hurt at all. Instead, the younger was looking at him with lustful eyes, waiting for what Jimin would do next.

Jimin began to slowly rock his member inside of Jungkook before eventually picking up his speed. Jungkook's legs had wrapped around Jimin's waist, allowing Jimin to have more access to Jungkook's hole.

"Jimin," Jungkook moaned as he closed his eyes, throwing his head back in pleasure.

Jimin reached out to intertwine his hands with Jungkook's as he thrust inside of him.

"Fuck, Jungkook!" Jimin cried out as he felt Jungkook tightening his walls around his member. "Do it again, baby."

Jimin felt Jungkook once again tightening his walls around his member, making Jimin cry out in pleasure. His cock twitched inside of Jungkook, causing the younger to let out a loud moan.

"Faster Jimin!" Jungkook cried out.

Jimin complied, fastening his pace, causing the sound of their skin slapping together to become louder than it was before. Jungkook's cries became louder as well with each thrust that Jimin did.

Once again, Jimin felt Jungkook's walls tightening around his member before Jungkook cried out, "I'm going to cum!"

"Don't," said Jimin as he abruptly stopped and pulled out of him.

Jungkook whimpered as he opened his eyes to see Jimin giving himself a handjob. He was about to reach down and touch himself as well, but Jimin gave him a warning look.

"Don't touch yourself and turn around for me, baby," Jimin instructed.

Jungkook did as he said as he was now laying on the bed on his stomach. "Stick your ass out for me," he heard Jimin say. Jungkook once again complied. The new position he was in caused excitement to stir up inside of him.

Jimin stopped his strokes on his member and smacked Jungkook's ass. "It's so perky," he said as he aligned his member against Jungkook's hole before pushing in once again. Jimin let out a soft moan before continuing his fast pace in this new position.

Jungkook softly cried as his hands fisted the bedsheets, feeling Jimin ram his cock inside of him. "Jimin please, I want to cum!"

"Wait for me," said Jimin, trying his best to keep up his pace. "Tighten your walls around me."

Jungkook did as Jimin said while thrusting inside of him. The older felt sweat dripping down his forehead as he continued his pace, wanting to come on his high together with Jungkook.

"Okay baby, you let's cum together," said Jimin as he felt his high coming on. Jimin closed his eyes as he felt himself releasing inside of Jungkook.

He heard Jungkook let out a sigh of pleasure now that he was able to cum. Once he was done, Jimin pulled out and allowed Jungkook to turn on to lay on his back again before leaning down to lick the tip of his member.

Jungkook gasped at the action, not expecting Jimin to do that. He let out a soft moan as Jimin's tongue swirled around the tip of his member before wrapping his lips around it and sucking on it.

"Holy shit," said Jungkook, feeling immense pleasure. His cock twitched inside of Jimin's mouth making Jimin slightly choke, but still, he continued to bob his head up and down.

"Fuck!" Jungkook cried out, thrusting his hips inside of Jimin's mouth.

Jimin continued his pace, occasionally swirling his tongue around Jungkook's tip as he continued to suck Jungkook off before the younger came once again, but in Jimin's mouth.

"You taste great baby," Jimin said after he swallowed every drop of Jungkook's cum.

END OF SMUT ✅

Jimin collapsed beside Jungkook, both of them too tired from their now fourth round of sex.

Jungkook turned on his side and stared at Jimin who was staring back at him as well.

"I love you, Jimin," said Jungkook as he moved closer to the said male.

"I love you too, Jungkook," said Jimin as he stared at his boyfriend's face that was now closer to his.

Jungkook smiled before connecting his lips to Jimin's in a desperate kiss.

Love, I love you Jimin, Jungkook said to himself as his thoughts traced back to Taehyung.

Jungkook felt Jimin's lips moving against his, matching his desperate tone to kiss. Jimin assumed that his boyfriend was just as eager to kiss him, but what he didn't know was that Jungkook just wanted to kiss him to try get rid of any lingering thoughts of Taehyung.

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Taehyung let out a frustrated sigh as he tossed and turned for what seemed to be the one-hundredth time that night. He couldn't sleep at all.

His mind had been clouded with thoughts of Jungkook ever since the day he came to his apartment to bring him a gift.

Taehyung laid on his side as he stared at the picture frame that Jungkook gave him which he placed on his nightstand beside his bed.

"Maybe I shouldn't have put it up," said Taehyung. He got up from his bed and turned on his bedroom lights before walking over to the nightstand. He took the picture and shoved it into some drawer before closing it.

Taehyung walked back to turn off the lights before heading back to the bed. He pulled the blanket over himself as he now laid on his back, staring at the ceiling.

He stared up at the ceiling for who knows how long, waiting for sleep to overcome him, but it never did. Sighing, Taehyung pulled out his phone from under his pillow.

He was going to google ways to fall asleep, but once he noticed the time on his phone, his mind completely forgot about what he was going to do.

His phone read, 12:06 AM, meaning it was now December 30th, his birthday. Taehyung groaned, completely forgetting about his birthday.

"How could I even forget my own birthday," he said to himself. "What am I even going to do to celebrate it?"

Taehyung thought back to the previous years of when he celebrated his birthday. Most of them were memories with his family which made him smile, but then as soon as that smile appeared, it faltered.

The last time Taehyung celebrated his birthday with his family, he introduced his boyfriend to his family which did not even up well. He closed his eyes, thinking about the memory

"Mom, dad, siblings," Taehyung said as he called his family's attention.

"Happy birthday, Taehyung!" They all cheered.

Taehyung smiled. "Thank you, but before you cut the cake, there's someone at the door who I want you to meet."

"Who is it?" Taehyung's parents asked as they followed their son. Taehyung's siblings followed behind as well as they were curious to know who Taehyung wanted them to meet.

"This is Jungkook," said Taehyung as he gestured for Jungkook to come in.

"Oh hello," Taehyung's mother greeted.

"You must be my son's friend," said Taehyung's father.

Jungkook exchanged a confused glance at Taehyung. "No, we were friends, but then we became more."

"What do you mean, you guys became more?" Taehyung's parents asked.

"We're dating," said Taehyung. "Jungkook is my boyfriend."

"Wow, boyfriend!" Taehyung's younger siblings cheered for their older brother which earned a smile from Taehyung and Jungkook.

However, Taehyung's parents didn't seem to have the same reaction as Taehyung's siblings. "Dating? Boyfriend?" They asked.

"Uh yes, that's what I said," said Taehyung.

Taehyung's parents shook their heads. "I can't believe it. Where did we go wrong?"

Taehyung furrowed his eyebrows, confused. "What are you guys talking about?"

"You can't date someone who is like you," said Taehyung's father as he gave Jungkook a disgusted look. "A man shouldn't love another man. My son can't be gay."

"How am I supposed to have grandchildren?" Taehyung's mother cried out.

"Taehyung, I think we should go," said Jungkook as he tugged on Taehyung's sleeve.

"Yes, leave and never come back until your mind is straight again," Taehyung's father said before turning to his wife who broke down in tears after finding out about her son's sexuality.

Taehyung wanted to say something, but his father gave him a warning look, so instead, he grabbed Jungkook's hand and decided to leave. However, before leaving, he gave his siblings a last smile before walking out of his family's life.

"I wonder how my siblings are doing?" Taehyung asked after opening his eyes again. "I hope they're doing better than I am."

Taehyung then thought about what happened after he and Jungkook his parents' house. Taehyung remembered crying to Jungkook before his boyfriend at that time, bought him a little cupcake to try to cheer him up.

The following year, Taehyung entered college, attending the same one as Jungkook. First-year students were invited to a party where they would let loose before classes started, unfortunately, that was when Taehyung made his biggest mistake.

"I should have locked the bathroom door," Taehyung groaned as he thought about the memory of when he cheated on Jungkook. "Maybe if I had locked it, Jimin wouldn't have walked in and offered to take care of my hard-on, and then I wouldn't of let him and maybe, just maybe I wouldn't be spending my birthday this year alone. I would have been spending it with Jungkook."

But the damage was already done, Taehyung had cheated and lost his boyfriend and he had used his best friend and lost him as well.

Feeling tears begin to prick his eyes, Taehyung shoved his phone back under his pillow and cried himself to sleep.

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