Once upon a time,

I was broken and scared

I felt so sore & exhausted

I wanted me dead.

My bleeding heart was tired,

My eyes were sore

Had lost all memories, and,

The charm I bore.

Wrapped up in darkness

I was all alone,

With a destroyed mind, and,

A heart broken & torn.

People tried to step on me

Friends made fun,

I was bullied and beaten up

No! I couldn't run.

No one to support me,

No one to care

Closest chum betrayed me,

Isn't this rare?

I tried my best to run away

Put an end to my existence,

Had no desire to live on

On this earth, so cold & dense.

People were so clumsy,

At both home & school,

They absolutely hated my presence,

'Cause I didn't stick to the rules.

And so I had decided,

To be forever gone,

As I had no desire,

To live for too long.

But then a thought dawned on to me,

Which made te realise,

That I can't be weak, and,

I have to rise!

I came to this world all alone,

Will go back the same way,

No is mine, and I'm nobody's,

No one will forever stay.

From that day on, I promised myself,

To be brave and to be strong,

To stand up for myself, fighting back my tears,

'Cause hey! I was never wrong.

AND NOW...

And now I'm strong, I'm brave, I'm free,

And no one dares to bully me.

My haters are tired, they're tired of bullying me

And now, are envious, on seeing me so free.

I shouted to the world, that 'I'm different' and not wrong,

I told them that I'm not the one from their throng.

I'm out and proud, I don't care a bit,

Do I give a fuck to people's shit?

I realised that life is short, just like a merry song,

There's no time to think of what's right or wrong.

Lone made me realise that society is made,

Of hayers and cheaters you need to evade.

I ignited my wounds and made them spark,

And brightened up my life, pushing away the dark.

So many by my side, never realised it before,

And so many more to support me, and love me to the core.

Tears and sorrows all left in the past,

Am going to be brave like this, till my last.

Just if I was this brave before, they wouldn't be any haters,

Maybe could have loved myself, just a little better.

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* took 25 mins to write this shit *

-- 31st December, 2020

Inspired from the song 'Loved You Better' by HOLLAND

~Wizಥ_ಥ