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A girl with strands of brown hair and gleaming hazel eyes is currently staring at her phone screen, reading the texts she got with a laughing smile appearing on her beautiful face. And the message the girl had, surely came from her best friend. Both of them actually had a name, namely Sarah and Felicita.

Sarah

Well, I know what happened this afternoon was stupid! Especially when I realized that our conversation was so stupid no matter if it's funny or not? Lmao!'

Felicita

Haha, okay! It is indeed! Maybe since there are so many assignments coming up lately and it seems like we just need some break to refresh our minds? Any suggestions maybe? Lmao

Sarah

Umm, I don't know! Maybe Hawaii??

Green Street Restaurant? Lolol

Felicita

Oh, my God, yes please? To the last option!

Reading Felicita's sarcastic statement, apparently making Sarah laugh. Felicita absolutely didn't like any discussion about Sarah's lover -Ray, just like that Green Street Restaurant matters, which the place itself was the first meeting ever took place between Sarah and Ray.

Sarah started typing the message to reply to Felicita. When finished, Sarah wanted to press the Send button but that didn't happen. All of this was because her cell phone suddenly rang, indicating someone was calling her.

Someone's name then appeared on the cellphone screen, which turned out to be a call from her lover. Quickly, Sarah touched the green button, which meant Sarah wanted to answer the call.

"Hello?" Sarah immediately answered Ray's phone call. "Oh, of course. You can come over here whenever you want. Okay, I love you too." She then hung up the phone with a bright smile on her face.

Sarah started to get up, leaving the bedroom, intending to wait for her boyfriend's arrival in the living room. The girl certainly wanted to be the first to welcome him. She seems to want to look special in his eyes, or maybe she just wants to make him her special someone.

Sarah turned the doorknob to her room from the inside, and the door managed to open. Her shocked expression then appeared when she found the person who had managed to make her heart fall out, standing in front of the door.

"Oh, God. You!" Sarah then rolled her eyes at the figure who had startled her. And that figure turned out to be Ray.

Ray also let out a giggle, responding to Sarah's expression, which was a little annoyed at his sudden appearance. Ray just thought that Sarah was really cute.

Sarah didn't seem to accept his insulting laughter. So, she only responded to his reaction with her arms crossed, accompanied by a snort. And Ray understood the meaning of her response, so he ended up stopping his laughter and cleared his throat.

"Okay, I'm sorry. I didn't mean to startle you."

"It's okay. I just don't understand how you get in without having to knock on the door or ring the bell first?" Sarah gave Ray a probing look.

"Oh, God, seriously! Was that even a question?" Ray smiled at her then took his steps forward, making Sarah step back. "Sarah, don't you remember that we are dating? I mean of course I can come at any time without even having to knock on the door or ring the bell first."

Ray then shut the door with a slow rhythm. However, he seemed to shock her, feeling like her heart was going to pop out. For some reason, Sarah's mind started imagining something wild. She immediately thought that he would do something to her. Something a couple would make in the bed. And that type of thing was something that Ray wants or maybe Sarah wants it too.

"Yes, exactly like I said before... you can come over whenever you want." Sarah looked at him nervously.

"Sarah." Ray started to get closer to her and now one of his hands managed to gently touch her cheek. And she was just stunned to feel his gentle treatment. "You know that I love you so..."

Sarah dared to welcome his hand on her face. "I love you so much, too." Then she smiled at him.

The couple then smiled as their faces got closer to each other. Their noses were touching until the lips of the pair also met for each other. And the eyes of them were also deliberately closed so that they could better feel that pleasant sensation after.

But in the middle of the kiss, one of them stopped. One of the pair apparently turned out to be Ray. The man immediately didn't continue the kiss, and as usual a slight feeling of disappointment arose in her heart.

"Sarah... Do you want our relationship to be more serious?" Ray asked Sarah in a voice that sounded a little hoarse.

"Sure. I really want that."

Hearing her confession, apparently the man grabbed the back of her hand and stroked it. "And do you perhaps want something like what I want?" The man then kissed the back of her hand gently.

"Sorry? I don't seem to understand..." Sarah said a little nervously as she tried to pretend that she didn't know everything.

Sarah thought that Ray wanted something the same as a few days ago, when the two of them were carrying out activities such as almost making love in the kitchen. And yes, of course, Ray is clearly eager to make love to Sarah. According to her observations, his eyes seemed to reveal suppressed fiery desire for a moment.

"You certainly understand what I mean. It's just that perhaps you need something clearer." Ray smiled mischievously which then made Sarah swallow hard. "Baby, I wanna make love to you." Ray whispered those ticklish words into her ear with a smile on his face. Meanwhile, Sarah looked stunned when she heard her lover's statement which sounded so clear. "And do you want to?" Ray now looked at her beautiful face as he tucked a strand of her hair into the girl's ear.

Sarah looked so shy when he treated her so sweetly like that. "But it's my first time..." The girl slowly raised her head with an awkward smile on her beautiful face.

"First time? So, you're saying I was your first love?"

"Yes, you are and I swear this is really my first time."

"Well, this is very surprising though. I mean, I can hardly believe that you're also my first."

"What?" Sarah was surprised to hear his statement. "You're trying to say that I'm your first love too?" Sarah asked as if she wasn't sure.

"Yes, I swear."

"Really? Can you prove that?"

"And how about you? How are you gonna prove it to me too?" Ray asked as if to turn things around. And sure enough, this time Sarah started to fall silent as if she had experienced defeat.

"It's my pleasure to prove something to you," Sarah showed a challenging smile. "Mr. Frederick."

Ray showed a victorious smile, immediately and without further ado the man began to press her lips with his. And between the kiss, both of them seemed to be smiling.

Ray kissed her upper lip, as well as the girl who kissed his lower lip. Not long after, Sarah then took turns kissing his upper lip, and the man also took his turn tasting her lower lip.

The pair were still enjoying the kiss, which looked even more heated. The two of them seemed to be continuing their steps while kissing, or more precisely, the man was trying to advance his steps so that the woman would step back, closer to the bed. Her body had now completely fallen on the bed. And the lovers' kiss then reached the part where their tongues met.

Ray's kisses slowly moved to Sarah's neck. And the kiss felt ticklish, so it made her let out a moan. His hand then moved to her shirt, as if he wanted to remove the damn shirt from her body.

It didn't take long for the shirt to finally get rid of, resulting in a view in a bra only that still covered her breasts along with hotpants which would then be immediately removed.

With a slow rhythm, his skillful hands finally managed to get rid of the hotpants. Then now the scene changes to something exciting for a man like him.

Ray continued to kiss Sarah, as if he wanted to satisfy his lover's desires. His kisses then began to move down towards the top of one of her breasts which was still covered by her bra, while another hand of him was gently squeezing her right breast, which let out another moan from the girl.

It seemed that her moaning was able to please him, making him continuously carry out moves that could make her continue to another and more moans, till the next move he made was to unhook her bra.

The next scene was all the clothes from her body had now been completely removed. Showing her entire naked body, making the guy want to do the same thing -the guy wanted to get naked.

After both had already removed all their clothes, the lovers returned to kissing through the lips as before. The man came back to kiss her on the neck, then down to her bare breast.

After the kiss on top of her bare breast, he then took a small bite of her nipple, while his other hand came back to squeeze. The next kiss then moved down to her stomach. Somehow the touch of his lips could create such an intoxicating tickling sensation, making her let out a moan of pleasure.

When everything Ray did to satisfy Sarah seemed not quite enough, he intended to launch a climax. And he hopes that this time it will work without any disturbances for the umpteenth time.

Ray slowly began to enter her defense, which felt still so tight, as if it had been proven that no one had ever broken it. Sarah also seems very willing if her defense is broken down in an instant by her lover. Both of them are still trying to create a climax to achieve an anti-climax.

Ray previously thought that Sarah must be lying to him. But his hunch turned out to be wrong while the two of them finally touched each other. And Sarah said honestly that she was still a virgin, right before her virginity was finally lost by her own lover.

The anti-climax finally occurred, the pair of lovers finally breathed out in exhaustion. But after that, the man dropped his body next to the woman as if he wanted to drown himself in the subconscious. Ray seemed to be trying to fall asleep and before that happened, he lifted a blanket over Sarah and himself. The man then kissed her forehead, whispered words of love as she responded to him before they completely fell asleep.

Time goes on to a few days after Sarah and Ray had the great experience in bed. The two of them seemed to be getting warmer and even seemed like their relationship was getting more serious.

That morning, Sarah planned to deliver breakfast to her beloved lover. The breakfast itself was just a few sandwiches and a bottle of milk. However, Sarah hopes that even something simple will be able to become something special, especially if something has been done wholeheartedly.

Sarah pressed the bell outside Ray's door. And that was something unusual, considering that in previous days she always came in without permission when she wanted to meet Ray. All this was done, of course, just to create a surprise. She wants to give him a special surprise.

About a few minutes later, it didn't take long for someone to open the door, revealing a sight that for some reason surprised Sarah. Several pieces of bread and a bottle of milk then fell down her hand freely, hitting the floor as if they represented the pieces of her heart that had been shattered.

"Sorry? Do I know you?" The blonde woman answered Sarah with a cynical look. And for her, it was cut deep, especially when her hazel eyes fell on the bra and panties that only covered her entire body.

Sarah didn't seem to want to respond to the girl's words, because her thoughts were now starting to return to the time when she was making love with Ray in a soft and warm bed. But it seems that all of that has turned into a love full of betrayal, when she finds a half-naked girl before her.

Immediately, a feeling of tightness began to appear, then seemed to be able to provide an urge to create a drop of clear droplets from the corners of her hazel eyes. For some reason, Sarah started to shed tears, especially when she found her lover who came off shirtless. And the fact cannot be denied anymore, it even sounds painful when she catches an affectionate call -like baby or honey- directed at the blonde girl, just coming out of her lover's mouth.

Ray and that woman somehow really managed to become a sight that Sarah really hated. The two suddenly laughed and then one of them shut the door, which one of them is apparently Ray.

Sarah then thought that Ray was really evil. This man really had the heart to just abandon her after all his wishes had been achieved. That forbidden desire to take her virginity by relying on nonsense based on love.

Sarah begins to realize that all of his declarations of love have been fake. It's really nothing, like it's all just a lie. And the reality really seemed to taste bitter for her.

Sarah really couldn't stop her cries of pain. She continued to cry until she was tired and then fell.

Falling, sleeping into a bottomless abyss of dreams. And the dream felt painful.

The cell phone ringtone sounded. And the lyrics also include several verses about betrayal. The music also sounds like the characteristic of the famous musician, named Carrie Underwood.

The music genre was country. The title of the song also turns out to be Before He Cheats.

The cell phone that was ringing turned out to be owned by a beautiful girl with hazel eyes which now looked shut. The girl previously seemed to be sound asleep in her sleep, after the ringtone finally managed to wake her up.

The girl blinked then yawned and realized that her eyelids felt watery. And the girl's gaze wandered around the room which looked like a bedroom.

Sarah frowned, perhaps because she was surprised to see such a realistic view of the room. And according to her memory, she was previously outside a house, more precisely in the area of her lover's house, crying heart-rendingly.

But in reality that doesn't really happen. And Sarah concluded that the whole incident was a dream. More like it was a nightmare.

The sound of the cell phone ringing didn't seem to be heard anymore. But Sarah still wanted to see the caller's name. She then took her cell phone on the desk, where she had originally been fast asleep and found a surprising name there.

One of the names who had contacted Sarah, turned out to be her lover -Ray. It didn't take a few seconds to pass, the cellphone rang again, displaying the same caller. She also felt confused. For some reason, she was now fighting within, as if she wanted to have that conversation with him. But on the other hand, she didn't seem to want to talk to the man at this moment.

Her brain began to feel like it was spinning with memories of a dream where Ray and she were making love, but later Ray seemed to just leave her behind. Her chest began to feel the same tightness when she remembered the betrayal, even though it was actually just a nightmare.

The sound of her cell phone ringing then remained silent, but it didn't take long for her cell phone to continue ringing like that, making her force herself to pick up the call.

Sarah was working up the courage to speak in a natural or usual manner so as not to arouse suspicion in Ray.

"Hello?" Sarah answered Ray's call. "Umm, sorry I didn't have time to reply to the message... I fell asleep..." Sarah stopped for a moment, but immediately seemed to jump when she heard the statement from her lover who would come over soon. "What?? Umm, okay. You can come over whenever you want." Sarah also hung up on the call from her lover. And immediately she looked shocked as she realized the things she said.

Maybe the shock was caused by the nightmare she had experienced a few minutes ago. Her mind drifted back to the incident where she said something similar to that dream. And her words seemed to become true in real life.

Sarah also wondered whether the dream was a premonition that would soon happen? Or maybe it would end up just a dream?

For now, Sarah just hopes that everything will go well. Sarah just wants Ray to really love her, because after all Sarah seems to have started to feel the seeds of that love which are very real and strong.

Sarah then looked back at her cellphone screen which sounded ringing. But this time it displays the name of a girl who is actually her best friend. And the one who was contacting Sarah was of course Felicita. She quickly picked up the phone, just to find out what her best friend wanted to talk about.

"Hello?"

"Hey, buddy. Can I go to your apartment now? I think I left one of my English notebooks." Felicita got straight to the point on the phone.

"Oh, yeah sure. I'll be happy to wait for you,dude." Sarah smiled at what Felicita said, who apparently was going to come visit her. For some reason, she thought that her visit was such a good thing, especially when she realized that Ray would also be coming to her apartment tonight.

Sarah then hung up the phone, which was in sync with the sound of the doorbell echoing. Sarah also speculated about the person who came to visit her. But Sarah hoped that it was Felicita. However, this hope should soon be proven by walking out of her room, just to open the living room door.

The hazel-eyed woman immediately grabbed the doorknob, about to open the door. A surprise look suddenly appeared on her beautiful face. And that face was obtained because of the sight of the man outside. The figure turned out to be the figure who rang the bell.

The man is Ray Frederick -Sarah's lover.

Sarah was stunned for a moment, for some reason her mind returned to the nightmare she had experienced earlier. The girl didn't seem like his usual figure, perhaps more precisely, Sarah had turned into a strange figure and didn't want to warmly welcome him. Well, that's such a suitable description for her in his eyes.

"Sarah?" Ray called her name out as if trying to wake her up from daydreaming. "May I come in?"

"Oh yeah, sure."

Sarah stepped aside from Ray as if trying to invite him to come in. Ray walked to the sofa to sit down, followed by her who was behind him.

"I'll get you something to drink. You can wait here." Sarah smiled stiffly as she told Ray to remain seated.

Ray seemed to feel something weird about Sarah. But he was trying to hide his suspicions. So, he responded to her order by nodding his head with a sweet smile and saying Okay. Meanwhile, the girl immediately left him alone in the living room and went to the kitchen to just get him a drink.

Sarah checked in the refrigerator just to see whether there was a suitable drink to give him or not. And it turned out that there wasn't much food or drink in it, making her let out a heavy sigh in the end.

But Sarah didn't seem to want to give up yet, so she looked for something that could be drunk on a shelf. And what she searched for seemed to have been found.

A box of tea seemed to be the thing she looked for. And no need for further ado, she immediately put the bag of tea into two cups and brewed it. One cup was of course for Ray, and the rest was for herself.

Sarah seemed focused on pouring the hot water into another cup, until soon she felt the sudden arms coming to hug her from behind, and that touch seemed to be able to startle her. The girl then accidentally spilled a few drops of her brewed water on the table.

"Oh, God. You!" Sarah realized that the person who suddenly hugged her from behind was Ray. "Luckily, the hot water didn't spill in my hand!" And the tone of the woman's voice sounded annoyed.

"Well, I'm sorry. I just missed you." Ray said as if there was no guilt at all in his tone. In fact, it felt like the man was tightening his embrace even more.

Sarah sounded annoyed, perhaps because his sudden arrival or hug surprised her. But on the other hand, she seemed to still be playing a memory about that nightmare in her head. And that was another reason why she felt annoyed. The dream seemed to still influence her in the real world.

"Okay, but didn't I warn you to stay seated?" Sarah apparently tried to get out of his arms.

The attitude seemed to make him even more curious about what was happening to her. But Ray didn't seem to want to get straight to the point. "Okay, I understand if this hug seems to bother you." Then Ray let go of his hug on Sarah. "It's not about 'I miss you', but I also want a serious relationship with you."

Hearing his sudden confession about the serious relationship part, seemed to make Sarah widen her eyes. For some reason, these words were able to bring her back into a dream where he said the same thing.

Ray wants a serious relationship with Sarah. But she just doesn't understand the meaning of those, like is he talking about marriage or is it all about sex?

Sarah couldn't even understand how this short type of the romance between them could move on to the next stage where it could be defined as a serious relationship?

She finally turned her body to face him. "Wh.. what did you say? You must be kidding me, right?"

"No. I really did want a serious relationship with you. Does that sound wrong?" Ray then seemed to cast a probing gaze at her strange behavior.

"No. It's just that I think our relationship has only been going on for about two weeks." Sarah explained her words while looking down. For some reason, she just wasn't ready to look at his face, especially those two beautiful gray lenses. Sarah just didn't want to let those two beautiful eyes hypnotize her. Maybe not tonight.

"So, are you trying to tell me that this serious relationship sounds weird?" Ray asked with one of his eyebrows raised.

"Oh, God. That's not true! It's just–"

Immediately, Sarah's words were cut off by the sound of the doorbell ringing, indicating that someone was coming. And deep down, the sound of it really helped her to release the bondage of interrogation that had befallen her from him.

"Umm, looks like someone's coming."

Without asking permission from her lover, Sarah just walked away, leaving him to simply open the door for the other guests. That also seemed to be able to make him feel annoyed. However, the irritation was suppressed, it was clearly visible from the clenched fist that Ray made when he witnessed his lover's departure.

When they were in the living room, Sarah immediately opened the door. And the sight before her was now able to make the girl heave a sigh of relief. For some reason, Felicita's presence at this time really made her feel safe.

"You! Thank God! Come on in."

Seeing Sarah's relieved expression somehow made Felicita laugh. Maybe she felt weird about her friend's behavior tonight.

"Hey, what's wrong with you? You're acting like I'm a savior?" Felicita smiled and laughed walking into Sarah's apartment. Meanwhile, Sarah was shutting the door and walking towards the sofa which Felicita seemed to be sitting on. And the two of them seemed to be sitting side by side on the same sofa.

"Shh." Sarah warned Felicita to lower her voice. "I can explain later... if only you're not just visiting to pick up a book." Sarah was heard whispering when she spoke.

Felicita just nodded as if she understood what happened. Meanwhile, Sarah started to look towards the kitchen, and from a distance, Ray could be seen walking closer.

"Oh, damn it! Or maybe just by the text!" Sarah turned her gaze to Felicita in a whispered tone still.

Felicita seemed confused by Sarah's behavior. She then asked something in a whispered tone too. "Hey, what's wrong?"

"Felicita, is that you?" A man's deep voice suddenly sounded from behind the Mexican girl's figure. With curiosity, Felicita turned her body, turning towards the source of the sound.

Felicita was stunned to find Ray's presence from behind. And it seemed like Felicita was starting to understand the meaning of her friend's behavior earlier.

"Yes, exactly." However, with so much cleverness, Felicita was able to fade her frozen expression for a moment and replace it with a smile aimed at Ray.

"Well, if this is a very important conversation for the two of you to be having, I'm willing to go then." Ray gave a sarcastic smile to the two then walked over to Sarah after.

Sarah immediately stood up as if to welcome his embrace. "Goodnight, sweetheart." Ray then kissed Sarah on the forehead, before finally the man opened the door then shut it, leaving Sarah and Felicita alone.

"Okay, I understand now." Felicita looked at the door where Ray had come out. "And you're right, we can talk about it by text or maybe tomorrow." Felicita's gaze then fell on Sarah's beautiful face. "Because I really just want to take the book."

"Okay, I'll get it for you! And stay right here!"