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The next day, it was still the same. Every Monday to Friday, Sarah isn't staying at home, she is busy studying at Art Center College of Design. Today is Thursday, and yesterday Sarah finally met Ray. Last night, she tried to avoid him by deactivating her cell phone. Actually, that wasn't entirely what she wanted. It's just that she's still confused, still thinking about the right moment to take it all in.

Sarah absolutely wants Ray. She loves every single thing about him. But suddenly her thoughts returned to where she once made a promise with Felicita, in which both of them wanted to pursue each other's dreams and put aside their love life first.

Sarah also thought that Felicita would definitely hate her if she did break a promise. But on the other hand, she hoped that her best friend would forget that promise so she could be with Ray. Her brain now was filled with those beautiful gray eyes. Her heart seemed eager to feel his love. Likewise with her body, which needs a hug or touch from the man she loves. Oh God, Sarah has already really fallen in love with Ray.

"Sarah?" Felicita called Sarah out who seemed to be daydreaming. "Did you hear what I said?"

Sarah blinked as she came back to her senses. "Uh, yeah." She nodded nervously as she found herself not to listen to what her friend was talking about earlier.

"Sarah, don't lie to me!" Felicita crossed her arms over her chest, standing right in front of the English girl. She suddenly stopped her steps.

Sarah exhaled heavily. "Okay, I wasn't in a good mood at the moment. I'm sorry, buddy!"

"Can you tell me about it?"

Sarah sighed wearily. "Okay, actually I keep thinking about Ray today. Maybe I just feel guilty for ignoring him last night."

"No! That's not guilt! You're definitely in love with him! But on the other hand, you still love yourself, afraid of getting hurt.. Therefore, you keep thinking about this."

Sarah was now starting to feel her head spinning a little. "I don't know, buddy."

"Well, after all last night I told you, Follow your heart! Yes, I mean if you feel Ray is the right man.. umm, why not?"

Felicita tried to calm her best friend's anxiety. So, she now flashed a warm smile at Sarah.

"Is it true? But you won't be mad if I really break my promise, right?"

"Promise?" Felicita was confused. She seemed to knit one eyebrow.

"Well, have you forgotten about it??"

Felicita seemed to be laughing loudly. "Of course not! I remember it! We once promised that we wouldn't prioritize our love life before our dreams come true. But never mind! Maybe this is your time to feel love from a man. Yup, experiencing your first love with Ray!"

Felicita fiddled with her eyebrows with her face brought closer to her. Sarah then laughs amusedly at the sight of her friend's behavior.

"Oh, I feel moved! You are the best, Feliz mamacita!" Felicita was laughing out loud because Sarah called her by that nickname.

Sarah and Felicita then continued to walk home, just like yesterday, the two of them suddenly stopped in front of the gate. All this happens because of Ray's figure, who is now seen leaning back in his Porsche, throwing a sexy smile at Sarah then approaching her.

"Hey, sweet. How are you today?"

"Wow, it looks like I have to go now!" Sarah was just silent, meanwhile Felicita took her role to answer his reply. "Bye, Sarah!" Felicita finally bid them goodbye. She then blinked eyes on Sarah as a Good Luck sign.

"Wait! I think you can go home with us!" When Felicita was almost away, Sarah shouted, trying to offer her a ride home.

"No, thanks! Just have fun, both of you!" Felicita shouted, replying to Sarah's words.

Ray shook his head with a grin, looking at the behavior of Sarah's best friend. The two of them - Sarah and Ray now appear to be alone back like yesterday.

"Hey, what's wrong with you, sweetie?" Ray cupped her face while looking down earlier. "You look tired, wanna tell me why?"

"Umm, it's okay." Sarah put away the touch of his hand slowly, and then she held his hand as if she didn't want to lose the man's gentle touch so quickly. "Let's go home."

Sarah smiled at him as Ray smiled back at her. He then nodded as a sign of agreement with her invitation to go home. The two are now on the way home by Porsche, headed to the girl's apartment.

The atmosphere inside the blue Porsche seemed somewhat quiet minutes ago. Sarah and Ray seemed lost in their own thoughts. But now, Ray seemed to be trying to break the silence.

"Sarah, what did you do last night? Sorry, I just wanted to know." Ray asked with his gaze focused forward. Not that he doesn't want to look at her face when he speaks, but he has to pay attention to the direction in which he is driving. Yes, he must keep trying to focus.

"Umm, sorry.. I fell asleep last night. And I can't seem to give you a solid answer." Sarah said softly as she felt guilty for lying.

"Oh, it's okay, then. I understand but I hope you're not lying to me." Ray glanced briefly at her with such a warm smile. And that smile seemed to be able to put Sarah slightly at ease.

"No... I mean.. I didn't lie to you, of course." Sarah flashed a faint smile as she still let out such a soft voice.

"Well, I was just thinking about our first date on Saturday night. What do you think about it?" Ray turned his head to Sarah, and this time his tone sounded cheerful. Ray is indeed strange but yet he's handsome and sexy. That's what Sarah thought of him.

"Well, yeah, that sounds like a good plan." Sarah smiled and sounded excited too.

"So, it's a yes?"

"Well, yeah.. And this time.. I'll give you the real answer." Sarah flashed him a reassuring smile.

"Well, let's see. And if you don't come, I will take that as a no.. you don't wanna be with me." His statement made her silent as if digesting something inside her heart like she doesn't want to lose him.

Sarah really wasn't ready for it. Therefore, she must immediately make a choice before the day he gives her such a last chance has truly arrived. And it looks like Sarah has begun to know what she had to decide. She wanted to try to follow her heart as Felicita told her. "Okay!"

Sarah

'Hey, buddy! Take a guess? Tonight is my first date with Ray! Well, I'm sorry If I'm late to tell you this. Yesterday I wasn't in a good mood. 🙁'

Felicita

'Woah, apparently I've missed a lot, huh! So, you and Ray officially dating? If so, well, congrats, bestie!! I'm happy to hear that!! 😀 And where are you and Ray going on a date by the way??'

Sarah

'Oh no! Ray and I aren't officially dating yet! It's just him.. that gives me the last chance.. like if I came to a place that he told me to go tonight means he concluded that I want to be his. But if I do the opposite, then he will jump to conclusions that I had rejected him. And I still don't know where Ray and I will go on our date. He hasn't told me yet 🙁'

Felicita

'What?? He didn't tell you yet? That's so weird of him! Like, how will he know if you really come? Is he trying to trap you or?? Sarah, forgive me but I think you should be careful!'

Sarah

'Oh, no! I don't think he's weird! And guess what? I just got a message from him. And he invited me to go to the movies! You know that Fifty Shades of Grey? The movie that people talked about? Yes, I think I will enjoy this evening with him! Lmao!'

Felicita

'Girl, this is really not good! You're gonna end up being weird like him! Lmao! And I don't think Fifty Shades of Gray is such a good choice, especially when you're gonna watch that with a guy.. You won't come home a virgin, you know! So, please think twice! I'm telling you this cause I love you, okay!'

Sarah

'Alright, alright! I'll try my best to talk to him about that movie! I am sure I can do this! Just pray for me! 🙂'

Felicita

'Well, hang in there, bud! I'll come and take you with a Lamborghini! Well, don't ask any further.. That is my father's! Lmao! Ok, just wait for me! I'll come in ten minutes!'

Sarah

'Woahhhh, thanks buddy! You're so sweet! I'll be waiting for you here then! Xx'

Sarah opened her closet, trying to find what to wear which is suitable for her for a date. Because this is her first date ever, first love maybe you could say at her 20. She has never been in a relationship with anyone all this time, except with her best friend, which is Felicita. The two of them already know each other and have been building a friendship for 8 years.

Sarah thought it was weird to immediately feel love from someone she has a crush on. Sarah never thought of how the girl she used to be looking so ugly or even fat, could end up having a stalker who then said that he loved her? How could that be?? Sarah still doesn't understand.

Her thoughts sometimes always turn back to that time when she was still around 16 years old. When Sarah first entered high school, ever felt trapped in a game made by her friends. When Sarah loses the game called truth or dare, she chooses the dare.

Therefore, she had to face a challenge from her friends, like she has to be bold to express her feelings called puppy love. But then she ended up getting rejected by that handsome guy, who is her classmate.

The guy seemed cocky to ever call her ugly so she didn't deserve him. Since then, Sarah had some trauma where she never wanted to fall in love again with handsome men.

But then when it comes to Ray, he seems different in her eyes, where he always treats her very sweetly, or even did not hesitate to say that he wanted her that day. Sarah really didn't want to believe his words so quickly, but yet she believed in a miracle that would come.

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The atmosphere outside the ArcLight Cinemas -Pasadena building is visibly crowded. Maybe the cause of it was tonight's Saturday night, where people who are taken will be free to roam the night out.

The ticking sound of the Alexandre Christie watch that Sarah wears on the left hand was now heard. The sound of it indeed was heard small, but for her eardrums, it sounded loud along with a bored feeling of waiting for someone in a Lamborghini.

About 30 minutes ago, Sarah was waiting for Ray to arrive who until now has not yet appeared. She felt annoyed and now it's worse, especially when Felicita, who was next to her, was babbling something.

"Look! Till now, Ray hasn't arrived yet! He really wants to trap you then! He really had a bad intention!"

"That's enough! We'll try for another 30 minutes, and if he doesn't really come, we're going home!" For some reason, Sarah regretted what she said just now. Of course, she didn't want to go home yet. She seemed like she wanted to stay.

She wanted to see the man, and she realized that the feeling was really too much. She wanted to blame the feelings and everything, but, what else can she do? Because this was of course a part of God's plan she couldn't resist.

"Sarah?" Felicita snapped her fingers in Sarah's face. So, she wakes up from her reverie. "Are you daydreaming again?"

"Huh, no!" Sarah shook her head hard, trying to reassure her best friend that she wasn't daydreaming even though she actually was.

"Well, whatever!" Felicita rolled her eyes, and now she pointed outside to where she saw the figure of the man Sarah was waiting for, leaning in his Porsche, as if typing something on his cell phone. "Look, who's coming?"

"Oh, God. That's Ray!" Sarah's voice sounded a little squeaky. She's really happy to find the man she had been waiting for had finally arrived.

"Come on, out! He's waiting for you!" Felicita pushed Sarah to come out. "Good luck, buddy!" Felicita then smiled at her when she got out of the car.

"Well, thanks, mate!" Sarah looked nervous when she said those words through the car window outside. As a result, Felicita chuckled at the sight of her behavior, before finally the Mexican girl left her alone.

Sarah seemed to take a deep breath so that her nervousness would quickly go away. Her body now began to turn around with a feeling of shock when someone called her name, touching her on the shoulder all of a sudden, revealing such a handsome face from a guy she likes, and that man definitely was Ray.

"Hey, you're here already? I thought you wouldn't come." Ray blurted out his happy smile at Sarah. Maybe that smile was created because he found her who really came, meaning that her arrival is a good sign. "So, the answer is a yes?"

Those beautiful gray eyes seemed to be scanning her entire body. He looked at her from head to toe. The woman in front of him looked perfect, wearing a blue jeans jacket which covered up her sexy orange tank top, with the denim for her pants, complete with dark blue high heels. Well, all women probably loved to enjoy wearing such things - High Heels, that's what Ray assumed or thought.

Sarah apparently just nodded with a sweet smile, she's too shy to react more. But then the pair laughed together. She has already given him an answer, like she wanted to accept the man's love. The two of them now could be said to have officially started dating tonight.

So sweetly, Ray approached Sarah and reached out his hand to the girl's shoulders, embracing her. He tried to lead her inside the cinema hall, and she seemed to feel a touch of heat all over her body when he touched her like that.

And well, Ray is hot indeed, especially when Sarah looked at his looks tonight that wore all jeans. His defined jaw that made her jaw drop on the floor. Like, oh my God, why does he have to look perfect like that?

"Are you sure we're gonna watch Fifty Shades of Grey?" Sarah swallowed hard, she was thinking about how to prevent him from watching that kind of movie.

Sarah apparently still remembers one of her best friend's advice - Felicita, that she shouldn't watch a movie containing sex with a man, if she still wants to keep herself a virgin. And Sarah actually never watched that movie, but according to some of her colleagues at college, Fifty Shades of Gray is indeed a film that presents some sex scenes in it. Likewise with Felicita who already knows it first without watching it but rather hearing it from mouth to mouth.

"Because I guess watching action movies looks more fun!" Sarah was flashing a strange smile at Ray trying to be reassuring, though Sarah knew that Ray wouldn't be that easily convinced of her excuse.

"Really? As far as I know, you've never seen this movie. And in the afternoon you said 'yes', that means you agree with it. Then I have concluded that we're still gonna watch this film. Plus, I see you as the type of woman who isn't a fan of action movies." Ray brought his face closer to her with a wink as if trying to tease. And Sarah had indeed been tempted by that.

"Uh, umm, okay, you win." Sarah now seemed to be laughing awkwardly, because she feels stupid for getting defeated easily by him. Ray then laughed along with her.

And not long after the two of them had finished ordering seats and tickets, Ray returned to guide her into the cinema by touching her on the waist in the cold cinema that really made her feel the warmth spreading through her body now.

Sarah and Ray started walking towards their seats. And for Sarah, it was really a little scary when she realized that Ray had ordered the back seat. So, she was starting to curse herself again.

"Oh, God. Are we really gonna take this seat?" Sarah protested his choice, but yet she threw herself down on that seat. And Ray thought she was very funny.

"Yes, baby." Ray smiled at her, trying to make sure that the seat he chose was the most comfortable one.

"Seriously, Ray? Those heads probably would ruin our movie date.." Sarah made such a silly excuse, even though that's the truth.

Ray clicked his tongue. "Don't mind them, you'll enjoy it anyway."

"Oh, really?" Sarah immediately raised one of her eyebrows.

"You obviously won't enjoy the movie." Ray smiled sexily, and started to bring his face closer to her. For some reason, Sarah closed her eyes. She really thought that he would steal her first kiss. But the fact is not, she's all wrong to think that way as her face now flushed red. "But you'll enjoy me, us." Ray continued his words by whispering in her ear, letting out such a sexy voice.

"Uh, umm..." Sarah opened her eyes, feeling her blood boil rustling as she didn't even know how to respond. Because she knew where his conversation would lead. He surely thought about sex. That's what she assumes in her mind.

"Baby, what's on your mind now?" This time, Ray seemed to tuck her hair into her earlobe with a gentle movement. Ray seemed to be trying to see her beautiful face at close range. Meanwhile, Sarah didn't seem to dare look at his face. "Baby, did you hear me?"

"Yes, and the movie has just started.." Sarah finally did breathe a sigh of relief and felt grateful for that. Meanwhile Ray was heard snorting as he probably was annoyed at this kind of situation.

Sarah and Ray now looked silent as they focused on the movie where Grey was the male lead who seemed to have some kinky sexual behavior. Grey seems to be starting to be interested in a girl named Anna, who interviewed him. He looked at her intensely as if he wanted to have sex with her.

And well, yes, this film is about sex. Until the next minutes, a sex scene occurred between the male and female lead. And Anna seemed to really enjoy every touch of Grey gave to her while doing the intercourse.

Apparently Sarah was starting to feel some type of way, watching those hot scenes. Her gaze found a sex scene on the screen that occurred between her and Ray all of a sudden. Sarah was now trying to blink her eyes, convincing herself that it was all just a part of her daydream.

"Baby, you okay?" Sarah turned her head as she found Ray holding the back of her hand gently.

Their eyes now met. Sarah swallowed hard as her hazel eye lenses seemed to capture those gray eyes filled with a fiery desire, coming from that movie they watched.

"Yes, I'm fine.."

"Do you probably wanna do something fun?" Ray started stroking her silky face gently. Sarah seemed to close her eyes as a response that she enjoyed the touch of his hand.

"Like.. what.." Her voice sounded languid as she opened her eyes in a slow move, but his ear seemed to define it as a moan.

Ray then tries to show her something is pleasant. The man started to move closer to her, wiping her hair with a gentle movement. Eyes to eyes as if he's trying to hypnotize and trying to tame the girl, so she would obey his lead.

Sarah seemed to get lured as her face got closer to his. Both of them now tilted their heads, as if trying to do something desirable. Lips to lips now with eyes closed as both feel that sparks they never want to lose.

The taste of his lips was like an intoxicating liquor. Likewise, her lips that tasted like cherries, so sweet and calming. The pair then seemed to have started to be possessed by lusts. The guy started trying to bite the girl's lips, making her groan a little, and he seemed to like it.

Both of them seemed to be continuing their intimacy. Even now Ray started to dare to stick his tongue into hers, and so did the girl that welcomed him. His kisses then began to slowly descend towards the neck of the girl's softness, making her let out another moan as if she already felt the pleasure within.

Ray is still trying to pamper his lover. The kiss returned down to her sexy breasts which were still covered by an orange tank top. His mind and behavior suddenly went wild, thinking about stripping her naked and getting her laid.

"Sarah.." Ray stopped the kiss with a burning desire still. "Let's get a room.."

After the kiss, Sarah seemed to come back to her senses, slightly losing the desire. All she feels now was regret.

"What are those kisses for?"

"For the sake of our love, baby. Let's do something more.." Ray smiled as he wanted to affect her to keep going and do something more than just a kiss.

"Sorry, but I think I should go home now.. My head's spinning.." Sarah held her head, trying to do a light massage. "Ray, you hear me?"

"Sure, let me ride you home then."