Warning: mentions self harm, physical, mental, and sexual abuse. Viewer discretion is advised.

Jimin POV

I laid awake in my bed, my boyfriend asleep next to me, obnoxiously snoring. His arms were firmly wrapped around me, so I nudged him off and scampered to the bathroom, grabbing my blade, a change of clothes, a towel, and stripping.

The warm water welcomed my cold, bruises, and beaten skin. And I cried stinging tears, my back slid down the tile wall of the shower, until I was curled up. My knees brought to my chest and my head buried in them, my arms wrapping the ball.

There was a knock at the bathroom door. "Babe, Why are you awake early?" There was a hint of annoyance in his voice. "AND why is this door locked. Let me in." He commanded, I winced when he pounded on the door. "OPEN THE DOOR." he was short tempered, and when things didn't go as he wanted them to he'd freak. "I just want to shower alone today, please." I asked quietly. He stopped and sighed, "fine." I heard his footsteps retreat from the door and I mumbled a few thankful words under my breath. Pulling the shower curtain back quietly and grabbing my blade, holding it in my hands for a few moments before pressing it against my skin. I only cut my palms, because he never saw them. He only enjoyed them in sick and forced pleasure.

I gently winced again at the slight, but familiar, pain in my palms, the blood pooling in my hands before I drenched them away with water, and after a while I finished my shower, dried myself off, got dressed, and peeked out the door. "Namjoon?" I called and I heard his voice and anothers in our living room. I scampered through the hallway and peered in, letting a small sigh escape my lips.

He was only watching T.V, alone.

He glanced over at me, slightly annoyed and waved his hand towards the kitchen "Breakfast, get to it." He stood up, grabbed his wallet and headed for the door, "I'll be back late."  I frowned and solemnly nodded, my frown only deepening when I heard the car pull out of the driveway and leave. "Guess I'm eating alone..." I mumbled as I set the pancakes I made on a plate, and grabbing my silverware.

~later~

TaeTae: Hey, guess what!!

Min: Hm

TaeTae: Kookie is finally taking me on a date!

Min: Thats great Tae

TaeTae: .. what's wrong?

Min: What do you mean, I'm totally fine.

TaeTae: Jimin tell meeee

Min: Mon keeps on going out. I never know what he's doing.

TaeTae: You should go follow him.

Min: He's at the bar with his friends though.

TaeTae: So? Go Min, you gotta find out.

Min: Fine. But it's your fault if he finds out.

TaeTae: Just stay hidden.

I set down my phone and grabbed my hoodie, socks, wallet and phone. Put on my shoes and headed out the door, getting into my own car and driving to the one place I was almost certain Mon was at. The bar.

As I walked in my lungs filled with the scent of alcohol, it was dark, but the lights that shined down on everyone in sputtering patterns glared in my eyes.

And thats where everything just spaced.

There Mon was, with a sweet looking girl, and when she looked away for a few moments I could see Mon slip his hand above her drink and drop a white pill. I balled up my first and grabbed the girl, "let go!" She shouted over the music. "He drugged your drink!" I told her back, looking at her with pleading eyes.

"Jimin? What are you doing here." Mon said coldly, standing up and cracking his fists. I shoved the girl behind me, "What are you doing spiking other girls drink, babe." I added the last part coldly, and the girl behind me widened her eyes in realization of the situation. She fled from the scene, and that's when a sting came to my cheek. I rested my hand on it and looked at the probably intoxicated Rap Mon in fear. He shoved me onto the floor and my breath escaped my lips faster than I had fallen.

"Stop it!"

That wasnt Mons voice.... or mine. I turned around only to spot the girl and...