I... I am lost... with no one around in my life just alone... in this beautiful world.... I ... I am Rose....

"Oh! God, no way I am being late for this job.... job which I found after moving or should I say running from......

Today is my  first day at this beautiful place... a place with whom one likes to come and move around with feeling of love... yes love..... 

I am already late... I hope boss will understand me... He is a gentle man, I had talk on phone with Mr. Chen, my boss. He interviewed and I got the job the very instant... Or else I would have to leave this place and may be move back... to the past......Oh! I don't even want to think about it... Thank you god... Thank you so much :) 

Yes the most painful past, where only one thing matters that is Fame and money,,,,

My mother she is nice but she left me with dad and married another guy for love as she would say that....  And my father.. he gets daily new slut to satisfy his sexual wishes and then throw them as a piece of shit... And would comment that all females are slut...

My parents married each other because of business deal, but they portrayed as they were in madly love with each other which didn't last though..

My sister Jasmine , yes my little sis.... She weds the man double of her age for money, she is the only one who understands me, who took my care but it all changed in past few years... but then I don't know why she changed... She behaves as I am nothing to her... She yells on me... blame me but why????

The worst part is still to come...  I was forced to marry a person who is like brother to me ,,,, and above all who is gay.... I am being asked to marry  because of again business deal. His parents had promise my dad that they will give a fair share of their property....... 

I had no choice, Dad won't listen and Jasmine she still hates me......

I was forced to accept it or else Dad blackmailed me.... By saying that he will kill himself...I accepted.. As I love my dad... But I was sure my mom will stand for me, she received the call, I explained her and she said she will surely come for me but in middle of the call the line went dead... I don't know what happened....

Like a normal girl, I had a heart who beats to meet the person who love me madly, my true love... who loves me unconditional,,, sometimes I wonder do unconditional love occur... and my heart says yes it does occur... And I am sure that I will do get...

 I felt my love, true love when he held me and  I saw his eyes.. Yes his ocean blue eyes... Love...

Yes I saw him.... his eyes there was something in his eyes... they touched my heart... I saw him in train... 

I  ran... ran away from my own wedding... Wedding which is dream of every girl...  I was waiting for that awful thing... I accepted my destiny... I accepted to marry my cousin.......

 I was getting ready... in the most expensive wedding dress...  I could heard some noise. bad noise.....I went downstairs to check as well as to call my mom again but... 

I could hear in bits as I got near, I was shocked to the hell, hearing Jasmine my own sister planning to kill me!!

I heard my inner voice and thought to work on it.. I am not coward... no I will not ruin my life like this.. I want to live and I will live.... I went to my room,, took a bag put my important documents, clothes and took money  an then took a car and ran away to the nearest station...

 I reached station and saw the running train.. I ran after it.. Pleading it to stop and then saw one hand coming forward ... a hand which was there to save me... To carry me in the train... and I was in train.. far away from my so called family.. Far away from money, fame...

I saw in that man eyes... yes his eyes his wonderful eyes... those pair of eyes were special, they made me feel beautiful..They made me feel that they are made to love me... my true love...  I was so lost in his eyes and in my thoughts I didn't thought when he left and I was left all alone...

I was awake my noise.. I reached at my destiny... Unknowingly I took this train and reached my dream place... where I always want to settle... Switzerland......

On station I was standing thinking where to go....

"Krish stop running.... I am tired of chasing you... You come here or I am leaving..." a lady was shouting and running after his son, who was around 4 years...

That boy came near and I hold him...             

"You are here" said that girl...

"Hi I am Priya" that girl introduced herself,...

Rose- hi.. I am Rose...

Priya- You are new here? And you are looking so tired... are you fine?

She asked with so much of concerned I couldn't hold my tears and told her my life in bits...

She took me to her home and there she introduced me her husband- Raj... 

She was working as a teacher and then she asked me to join as there is vacancy and I said yes...

I stayed with her,....

I went to balcony, and saw the most beautiful sight .. a clear sky with many stars... and I saw those eyes again in the sky and this time I was talking to them.. I was about to say that I love you but... there was a knock a loud knock on the door and I was terrified, I thought killer, yes the killer came to kill me-sent by my sister Jasmin.

I opened the door with stick in my hand and there was Priya...

Priya- are you okay?

Rose- yeah... just.. hmm.. anyways.. Priya.. I need to search accommodations for my self... I can't stay here...

Priya- come on Rose... we have an extra room you can stay and give me rent..

Rose- No priya.. You  help me in finding na...

Priya- Okay I will help you.. but I am not happy dear...

After few days of searching I got a small house at rent... And tomorrow I will join at my work place...

I was appointed as teacher for Grade-3 students.. I was very happy to start with my new job...

Its been a month now, I am working here in this school named- Dreamworld.. It sounds so correct..., 

Well all students love me.. They all are over me, around me calling my name 'miss Rose, Miss Rose' I love them all, I love my job.. This is what I always want ... 

Priya and I have become very close....

She is sweet girl.. She must be around 34 years, 6 years elder to me, yes I am 28 years old.

So life is smooth here, with job, friend and students.. everything is going on smoothly but those eyes they do not leave me.. I still feel his warmth his hands in my hands.

Now its been 3 months,  I am happy, working here and taking part in development of learning in students..

With my friend Priya and her husband Raj and yes seeing them and there 4 years old child- Krish I feel life have given me a friend whom I can consider as family. I feel lucky and am thankful to god..