Butterfly - BTS
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I woke up feeling uneasy

Is it because of what happened last night?

I don't know anymore...

" Hurry up I'm leaving!" My mom called

" Ok, coming!" I yelled back.

I did my morning routine, grab my bag and head out the door. I sighs as my mom started complaining how I've been loosing track on my study. Sometimes I just want to push her off the car and drives to school myself, to be honest.

I look out the car window, my fingers traced down the glass as if I was gonna reach for something or...someone.

A little drop of crystal landed on the window.  " Rain, rain, rain...haizz"

"I could've held you back...

If you just wait to let me explain...

If you never come to me in the first place..."

I arrived at school

and of course, there it goes... the gossip

" Oh, I heard they broke up!"

" Yeah, I heard that she never actually loved him!"

" She's using him?"

" He broke up with her!"

" I heard he cheated at the party!"

How I want to choke all of them...

I kept my head down as I drift across the hallway. I pretended as if everyone is speaking gibberish, I quickly make a quick turn to my locker.

until I bumped into someone

" Hey, nice to meet you! I'm...Mark!" He held out his hand.

I froze

What? Did he even remember what happened last night?

Why is he treating me like a stranger?

I couldn't process through my thoughts as I stare into his brown eyes. I remember those eyes. They've always made me feel pitiful.

" M...Mark?"
I tried to speak but something held me back.

"Hope we'll be good friends!"

"Friends..."

I just stand there, my feet glued to the ground. My mind keeps on repeating the word 'friends' not realizing the bell had already rung.

"I...I still love you..." I broke down in the middle of the hallway and started crying like a little kid...

" OMG are you ok?" My best friend helped me up.

All eyes are on me now...

I feel small...

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-At lunch-

I didn't have any appetite to eat. My Spoon is digging through the food as if it's some type of mixture.

My eyes keep on wandering off some where...

There he is laughing with other girls.

At least you're happy...

" Hey! Can I sit here?"

I looked up, I can already tell by the voice.

"Uh...uh"

" Yeah sure sit here...Mark!" Adrien said.

" So how ya doin?" he tried to start a conversation.

" I...I gotta go see you in class!" I quickly grab my plate and get up from the table.
I don't feel like sitting there. I couldn't breathe properly thinking about what happened this morning.

Why is he acting like this?

Perhaps he already has someone else?

No that will never happen. Mark is not that type of boys who would do that.

I don't know but I feel uneasy with my body. It's hot and humid as if I want to rip off these uniform.

My hand shakes as I place it on the counter. I tried to take a deep breath to calm myself down.

" ( Name) Can we talk for a sec!?"

Mark grabbed my hand. I followed him from behind as our bodies drift across the hall. Looking at our hands, I remember about the past. The way our hands lock together perfectly. The way his skin touches mine.

I close my eyes and a single tear landed on my cheek. I have to be strong, I can't let him see me being weak.

" Let go! What do you want?" I yanked out of his grip

" I Just...Want us to be friends like before!"

Friends? My heart broke into million pieces. My chest felt tight. I tried breathing normally as my hand turns sweaty.

NO!

" Sorry...but-"

" I can change! I know we just broke up but I want to let you know that I-"

" That's enough...I don't want us to end up falling for each other again!" I said as my voice twitched. My eyes sting, I tried my best holding up the tears but my body couldn't take it anymore. I just simply let it all flows out. My feelings, my emotions.

"Please, I don't want to see you again!"
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Thank you for reading this boring ass chapter!

BTW Happy birthday Jungkookie!!

Love you so much! <3

Cutie <3