Sorry as you guys already see, I changed the titles and the plot of the story! Sorry to let you guys wait lately, it's just I have something in mind. Don't worry I think I'll update this book pretty often from now on so stay tuned for any updates in the future!! Thank you for supporting my books!!

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BTS (방탄소년단) - Seesaw (Trivia 轉)

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After a long day, I decided to go home and take some rest.
I dropped all my stuff on the floor and hopped on to my bed. I looked at the ceiling wondering off. What will I do to change this boring life? How can I change my way of living?

*Ding*

I reach my hand into my pocket and takes out my phone.

Mark
Hey, this is Gabriel, are you Mark's girlfriend?

Me
Yeah, why?

Mark
He's drunk I think you should take him home?!

Me
Ok, can you send me the address?

Mark
XXXX ( Brian house)

I took a deep breath and grab my coat and my car key.
After about 10 minutes I arrived at the party...
Mark was with the others two girls on his sides and walk like a drunk idiot.
I quickly raised my hand while in the car to let his friends know I'm here to take Mark home.
The guy who I believe is Gabriel carried him and put him in the back of my car.
He smells like alcohol eww...
I started driving.

" Hey, you!"

" hum?" I look through the front mirror

" You!" he said pointing at me.

" are you ok?" I asked looking at his weak body lying on the seats

" I hate you!" he said sitting up pointing at me.

"..."

" WhY Are yOu QUieT??" he yelled.

" What are you trying to say??... You are drunk Mark!" I said and pushed him back to the seat then continue driving.

" We don't love each other just amid it!" he said looking out the window.

Looking at his weak body makes my heart hurts.

"..."

" I don't think we should continue this anymore!"

"..."

" I know you never loved me!"

" M...Mark!" I tried to call for his name as tears roles down my cheeks

" Am I the only one?" he asked, I can tell he was crying too through his words.

" Mark, please I love you!" I couldn't do anything my cry my heart out.

" I think you should stop this boring game..." he said and get off the car.

I watch his shadows fade away as he gets in the house...

" I'm sorry..." I whispered through my crying.

After that, I drove home and cry like an idiot.
I don't know why...but I don't feel anything regrettable in this situation... Maybe he's right we never actually loved each other... I guess we're were never meant to be.
I'm sorry Mark hope you can find someone better!

We shouldn't have gone any further if we knew we didn't have feelings for each other. We shouldn't hurt ourselves like this.

Mark POV

Why??
Why can't you just act like you really do love me??
I broke down, my back against my door.

If we knew we never meant to be more than friends why did we keep on dragging it??

Someone at some point gotta has to stop this boring seesaw game...

If you can't get off... then I will, even though I know I can't...

" Let's break up "

"If we didn't have feelings for each other
If we didn't think of each other
Would we have dragged it out like this?
Now if you don't have any more feelings
This seesaw is dangerous
Stop thinking about me

I walk on this seesaw without you
Just like the beginning when you weren't here
I walk on this seesaw without you
I'm getting off this seesaw without you..."

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Sorry for the short chapter!
This chapter was inspired by Suga solo track Trivia: Seesaw
I extremely love this song and I think it will be perfect for this chapter! I also used some of the lyrics in this chapter! I kinda get emotional while writing this!! Lol 😭😂
Luv Ya❤️💖

https://youtu.be/DxRbgyheu9Y