i thought
when you were in love,
you'd realize it right away.

but i'd never been so wrong in my life.

i didn't realize that
i was in love with you
when you were around
and i was laughing my heart out.

i realized i loved you
when we went days
without talking
and i was on the
bathroom floor
crying, sobbing
wishing i was in
your arms.

-- (via i know you were with her that night, and that's something i still haven't come around with)