[ p r o l o g u e ]

I don't remember the first time I saw you ; but I do remember that I turned back to have a look at you when I did.

I don't remember what our first conversation was about ; but I do remember that I never wanted to stop talking to you after we had it.

I don't remember the first time I stared at you a little longer ; but I do remember the look your eyes held when you caught me.

I don't remember the first time you brushed your fingers against mine ; but I do remember the fire that blazed through me when you did.

I don't remember the first time I realized that I liked you ; but I do remember everything I went through every single day after I did.

[ b l u r b ]

this one's for you - the girls who fell in love with the boy they could never have. the girls who never fought against this fact but instead, learnt to accept it. the girls who smile at a small hey sent by him, the girls who stay up all night because of that single text. this one is for the girls who fell in love with the boy who could never love them back, who broke their heart without even being theirs in the first place.

[ n o t e ]

I'm not writing this in the spur of the moment, I've been meaning to write something like this for ages - or rather, since I had my heart broken. This is my way of letting out everything I couldn't say to him, everything I felt and have been through. It may sound personal, but I know some of you can connect to what lies ahead because let's face it - we've all had our hearts broken at some point of our teenage lives. Even if you do not relate to this story, I hope you enjoy it (like, don't enjoy it cause it is going to be most of my miserable moments..) and yeah, that's it.

I don't know how many chapters this will be, or how often it might be updated or if it will have an happy ending or whatever - this is my escape from everything I've been holding inside. I hope this works out for me - and maybe for you, too.

[ s t a t s ]

s t a r t e d : 1st May, 2015.

e n d e d : 5th June, 2015

o r i g i n a l i d e a : @/blossomfully-from tumblr

c o v e r : @murdocked