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"I said I'm leaving..." I said a bit louder than before.

"Why? Do I not make you happy? I know I'm busy bit I try my hardest to make time for us and you know that why are you leaving me?!" Rick yelled.

"Because you deserve better!!" I yelled

Rick's eyes softened. "What'd you just say?" He asked softly.

A tear slipped from my eye as I looked at the floor. "You deserve better...than me....I'm a complete an utter mess. I'm get severely depressed at certain times. I act so clingy sometimes and I'm so weak. You deserve so much more than me! Like Jess..you deserve a woman like a Jess. She was strong and confident..."

"She became strong cuz I showed them what the world truly was and told them they had to prepare for it. You are the strongest woman I know. You are way stronger than Jess. I love you so much and I hate seeing you get depressed but I love you and I will always help you through it. And I love that you're clingy its way better than you being distant and me wondering what the hell I did wrong." He said referencing to his now deceased ex-wife. "So what if you think you're a mess. I'm in worse shape than you." He chuckled and I couldn't help but giggle. "I love you and every part of you that you may not like. I love the way you walk,talk,dress, and every thing else hell if I keep going I won't be able to stop." He smiled and I giggled. He placed his forehead to mine. "I am the lucky one here, you are the woman I don't deserve. You're patient with me and so understanding. You take care of the kids as your own. I love you." He said before kissing me. "Don't do that ever again you scared the hell out of me." He chuckled.

"I won't...I'm sorry my head gets the better of me sometimes."

"I know." He kissed me again.

A/n: this is honestly how I feel but lucky for me I have nobody to hug me and say its ok I still love you. Yaaaaayyyy. ..

Anyways guys here's another big change....I feel like writing in third person perspective. I apologize for this being so short and that I haven't been publishing much. I have been writing behind the scenes though. But back to. To the third person thing. I have recently started writing in third person and I like it it's much more descriptive. I just want to know if that change is ok with you guys. Please feel free to give me feed back. ☺