A request for: @LeahEddleston I hope you enjoy it! This was also her Idea! I just brought it to life!

Leah's POV:

I watched as Jared finished out his scene. How'd I get lucky with two hot ass guy best friends I'll never know. But I did.

"Aaand cut! That's a wrap!" Jensen said before looking at me. "What'd you think of that take Leah?" He asked me smiling.

"It was good as always. With an awesome director and amazing actors nothing can go wrong."

I watched as Jensen smiled proudly to himself.

"OK sooo maybe there was this one part you need to work on." I joked and watched his happiness mold into his resting bitch face and I couldn't help but laugh. "I'm kidding Jenny."

"Haha very funny," He said sarcastically.

I laughed and Jensen looked at me and smiled. "Damn you," He muttered.

"Oh hush you love me," I say smiling.

Jared walked over. "Hey Leah,"

"Hey Padamoose what's up?"

"Tommorow morning I was wondering if you wanted to stop by and have breakfast with me and the kids. They will not stop talking about you. They miss you like crazy." He chuckled.

"Awwe of course. I guests weekend is gonna be pretty booked." I giggle.

Jared furrowed his eyebrows. "Why's that?"

"So tomorrow morning I have breakfast with you and the kids. Then I was gonna go chill with Hilly from Hillywood and Osric because they want to make sure they have the Supernatural seal of approval on the new parody. Then the next Saturday going skiing with Jensen. Taking Alex on a Gish hunt with Misha. Then chilling with Kim,Ruth and Lexi on Sunday."

"How come you get to see the parody before us?" Jensen questioned.

"Because Hilly promised me since I was too sick to attend the first parody she would make it up to me for the next one," I shrugged. "Well anyways I gotta get going. I need a very long nap. I'll see you dudes later." I say before hugging them both.

"Make sure to call me to let me know you got home safe," Jensen said.

"I will dad," I say sarcastically.

"Call me too!" Jared budded in.

"OK dad #2, what has gotten into you two?" I chuckled walking away.

Soon I went home and went to bed. The next morning I drove to Jared's house. Once I open the door the kids nearly tackle me to the ground.

"Woah! Gosh you guys are getting stronger!" I comment.

"Ms.Leah where have you been?" Tom asked.

"Helping to keep your dad and Uncle Jensen under control on set." I joked.

"Hey, I'm right here y'know." Jared said.

"I know." I said smiling.

He rolled his eyes before pulling me into a hug.

"So what are we making boys?" I asked.

"Red Velvet pancakes!" They yell

"Sounds good to me." I say smiling.

"Alright so I'll get the ingredients. You guys go wash your hands." Jared says.

Tom and Shep run off to go wash their hands and I just wash mine in the kitchen sink.

"You were not kidding when you said that they miss me. I felt the love when they almost knocked me over." I chuckled.

"Yea they haven't stopped talking about seeing you again they always ask where you are." Jared says smiling.

"They are looking a lot more like you and Genevieve the older they get." I say.

"Yea...they do." He admits.

"Speaking of her..when was the last time you talked to her?"

"When she dropped the kids off and told me she'll pick them up next week." Jared retorted.

"I'm still upset you guys divorced."

"It was a mutual decision we were both unhappy."

Soon the kids came running in the kitchen ready to cook. We might have ended up having a small flour fight before we ended up completing the batter. In the end the pancakes came out good.

"Thise were delicious guys but uh now we have a huge mess on our hands." I say.

"But I can clean it up you guys go get ready to go to the park." Jared said.

"I'll help." I say as the kids run out.

Jared smiled. "No it's fine I got it you can go."

"Hilly won't mind if I'm a couple of minutes late. I'm done plus do you see this mess? You're gonna need a hand Padamoose." I joke.

His mouth twitched into a smile." Alright."

We walked as we clean cracking jokes as we go. He tackled one side of them kitchen and I got the other. We ended up colliding with each other. Jared wrapped his hands around nh waist to catch me.

Shit...

"Are you okay?" He asked.

"Y-yea all good." I say smiling. Though my heart was pounding like my fist against the clock in the morning. "Um...We're all done here so I should really get going."

"Wait!" Jared said. "Before you do um..there's...something I want to tell you...blame it on the divorce and loneliness.." He said shaking his head. "But...I've recently started..to develop feelings for you.." He confessed.

"What?" I questioned.

"Do you not feel the same way? Because if you don't it's totally fine." He said shaking his head.

"No! It's not that...it's just that...can you give me time to think about it?" I asked.

"Of course." He said before letting me go.

I said good bye to the kids and then went to meet Hilly and Osric bearing the weight of this new information. Not know how to go about it because I had foolishly fell for not only Jared but Jensen too and this slightly complicated things. I went home after an exhausting day once I collapsed on my bed I checked my phone.

Padamoose: Do you need more time to think?

Leah: Yea, it's still kinda big news to me I need to take it all in

Padamoose: Okay I completely understand take all the time you need. 🙂

I sighed and put my phone on the charger and went to sleep.

The next morning I went over to Jensen's house. I knocked on the door and almost immediately Jensen answered.

"Hey Leah." He said hugging me.

I smiled. "Jenny!"

"Come on in.." He said taking my hand to lead me inside. Once again such a simple action was making my heart do backflips. Jensen and I went to a lake and had fun with the water skis. Getting a good laugh at some of our own failures. Once all was said and done Jensen treated me to lunch. Nothing fancy just a burger and fries accompanied with a shake from a near by burger hut.

"I had fun with you today maybe we can do it again sometime." Jensen said.

"I would love that for as long as seeing you fly off of the skis are apart of the deal." I said before laughing.

"We will not speak of that incident on set they the cast will never let me live that down and you know that." Jensen said smiling.

"I won't say a word." I chuckled.

Jensen sighed. "I feel like such a bitch for going about it this way but its now or never.." Jensen muttered to himself.

"What?" I questioned.

"Leah I'm gonna be honest with you from the moments I laid eyes on you...I...felt different...and when I'm around you no matter what you always make me smile and laugh....I'll get straight to the point here....Leah...I..Love you...More than a friend."

My eyes went wide. "You love me?" I said smiling but at the same time my heart is sinking.

"Do you feel the same way for me?" He asked.

I nodded. "I do..." I admit. "But...before we do anything I need time to think on it OK?"

"Of course..take your time." Jensen said smiling.

The next day I told the girls what happens and not even they knew that to tell me. Come Monday morning I was really in for a surprise.

I was sitting in my trailer when Jared and Jensen came into my trailer.

"Leah did you tell him you loved him?" Jared asked immediately.

"Oh shit.." I said quietly. "I only said I do I never said the words..."

"But you told me you would think about it. Implying that you had feelings for me!" Jared exclaimed.

"I do..." I admit.

"But you told me you loved me." Jensen budded in.

"Well Jensen isn't it obvious she doesn't know what she wants right now." Jared says.

"No she said she wants me she said it herself!"

"No she said she agreed she never said the words!"

"It's farther than you got.."

"What are you just mad I got a day with her first!?"

"I spent alone time with her meanwhile you had to share the time with kids that aren't even hers. Are you looking for her to play mommy in your little family!?"

"You're just jealous because you've never had a wife ans kids!"

"Guys stop!!!" I yell and everyone got and looked at me. I...love you both...." I confess.

"I'm not dealing with this.." Jared said walking out of the trailer.

"Jared wait!" I yell and he slammed the trailer door behind him.I fell in the couch and covered my face.

"Leah-"

"Jensen please...just leave me alone for now."

He nodded before leaving.

I thought about it long and hard before I had made my decision. I went to find Jared but he was no where to be found.

"Has anyone seen Jared?" I asked.

"....Leah...haven't you heard?" The PA asked.

I shookem my head.

"He was in a car accident...they don't think he'll make it." She sighed.

Suddenly Jensen ran up to me and took my hand dragging me to his car and we were on the way to the hospital.

We were both silently crying to ourselves. When we made it Jensen and I ran to the front desk. Only to receive the horrible news...

"I'm sorry...he didn't make it." The receptionist said sadly.

I looked at Jensen who hugged me and let me crying into his shoulder.

4 days later...

Jensen's POV:
it was a dark and rainy day matching the emotion of everyone that was there in all black. I watched as his casket was lowered into the grave. One hand held the umbrella over our heads and the other held Leah's hand tightly. I remember thinking that I'd give anything just to be with her but I wasn't thinking it would be my brother's life...but for him..I will treat her right and never let her go...

Lemme just say how hard it is because I wanted to be biased and pick Jared. But I was like that's not right So I had create a friggin system to it was not biased.
This had my heart contorted. My feeling's are all over!! I had fun writing it though!