Nights over nights I spend thinking about that boy
In the beginning he just brought joy
It led to liking him even more.
But what for?

Now he's keeping me awake.
And all he causes is heartache
While he's sleeping.
I'm staring at the ceiling.

Waiting for signs from above
Is it foolish is it love?
They keep saying "Stop he's not the one"
But these feelings will never be gone.

"I thought we could be more",
My words while sitting on my floor
"But okay I'll stop. I get it"
The words I chose to admit

I tried to make it end
It felt like losing a best friend
Just wanted to say goodbye
Don't want another ceiling-staring night

"Hey, sorry that's not what I mean
You don't annoy me, don't you see?"
The words that he replied
"I don't hate you. You're not right"

He gave himself a shove;
"I'm no one to be loved
I know you don't agree
But you should get over me"

"I'm just not the one"
His words are a bullet,
My feelings just a threat
And his mouth the gun