He said "I Love You"

He said "I love you"

And I melted into his words

I knew all of those were true

As together we both grew

He understood me well

And loved me even

If I was locked in a shell

He didn’t mind if I was silent

A nerd, never so popular

He was okay that my only friends were my books

He gave me warmth with lots of love

In his one look

His beautiful butterfly kisses

Meant the world to me

It was like destined

Together we both would be

I smiled, I blushed, I felt alive

Whenever he said "I love you"

He said "I love you"

And every morning I woke to it

I read it before sleeping

From my inbox

Love  to hear him on the first dawn

For he was my personal alarm clock

I wonder what good deeds in my past have been

For the angels have been so keen

To bless me with a gift called love

So loving, tender and caring

He is gem of a human being

Always baking cakes for me on Valentine's

Each and every b'day of mine

He was ready with a new surprise

Carefully and romantically he plans every date

Sometimes beaches, sometimes riverside

A bouquet of roses or a box of chocolates

My love was only a crafted fairy tale

Making me feel on seventh heaven

Every time he said "I love you"

He said "I love you"

And I hugged him like a soft teddy

He's my best buddy

His love is a spectacular deed

That involves love and respect for me

Readily and happily he accepted my only bestie

Who was nothing but pain in the ass for him

She always stole me from him

Leaving cursing and alone

Till her shopping extravaganza was done

Getting pissed he'd always pout

All that was needed then was a smile from me

With a soft say "I love you" not loud

He felt touched, he felt bliss

Only after a short kiss

Soon he'd forgive and said "I love you"

He said "I love you"

His words were full of passion

As he added

"I will prove it to you"

Making all my inners, moisten with desires

Our relation was taking an accelerated step

And I wanted it to be the best

With crimson on my cheeks

I went lingerie shopping with my bestie

Picking up satin and lacy white

I squirmed in delight

Losing my sanity to one I love

Would always be a pleasure

I am sure this eventful valentine's night

Would always be a memory treasure

Oblivion to all the fears, doubts or insecurities

For I love him by all means

And trust him to the ends

Coz he always meant when

 He said "I love you"

He might have said "I love you"

That was so not true

He considered it cliché

A chick flick, a fantasy 

That affected his reputation

Sticking to a girl

When he can have so much more

Our love story he thought was bore

Feeling that the sparks between us were gone

Butterflies that fluttered when we kissed

Were lost and were missed

He wanted to move on

I was childish he felt and silly

Being with a nerd made him so unpopular

Life to him was in mode of stand still

He was ambitious, wanted to be successful

Our relation felt only a handful

So he broke up, told me to forget

If ever he said "I love you"

He had said "I love you"

And it changed my world

I begged, I waited, I cried

I hugged my phone tight

Waited for his single message

Day and night

Thanks to my only bestie, always on my side

Snatched away from me, all his memories

Colorful and bright

That had painted my heart dark

She pulled me from my covers

Showed me new sunshine

Enlightened me 'I had a life'

Not with the one

Who deserves to be forgotten

'Fasten your seatbelt' she said and 'move on'

'Show him that if he deserted you'

'HE was at loss, not you'

Be yourself, be successful, and prove to the world

You truly deserved it when

He said "I love you"

He had said "I love you"

I now know it wasn't a dream

But a filthy nightmare

A lesson that taught me to live

Glad that I aint nobody; nor his pupated wife

I am so much better

Than the girl who loved to cry on his shoulder

Gosh! But the pains still there

Making me wonder

If it'd ever go away

I missed him, I missed his touch

His tender kisses made my world spin

Today was nothing but trying to forget memories

I was no longer naïve

I had studied, I had struggled

Declared to the world

That I am ME; without him

Love was only a fantasy

That made teenagers dizzy

Being a CEO of multinational company

My future was bright with nothing to worry

All the card I had thrown turned out right

I despised the person, bullied him, insulted the one

Who once said "I love you"

All those who said "I love you"

Were now in my list of enemies

I would never believe in love ever

My love had gifted me hatred

The one who'd ditch me made me clever

I blocked my heart

Welcome the feeling of loneliness

For that was what I chose

Safe and sure that I had nothing to loose

But life sometimes takes a sweep turn

My heart felt enormous pain, burn and hurt

When I lost my only bestie

Now I had none whom I could depend

Losing in a flicker, my only dear to an accident

I was truly lonely, broken and wrecked

I cried wearing my heart away

Having everything today

Be it car, house and handsome salary

My soul yet felt so very lonely

In suffering times of such

I felt the same calm again

Wrapping me in his arms

Letting me drown my tears on his shoulders

He brought to me a new realm

When he said "I love you"

He repeated "I love you"

I looked at him with shock and awe

Was all that a pretend, his desire for a one night stands?

I stood tall and straight

And I graced his face

With the back of my palm

A huge 'sssllllaaaap' noise

His face still a picture of calm

He knew that was coming his way

He'd planned it all the way

He opened up the memoirs of the past

That my bestie had taken from me

Nicely kept and treasured were pictures of WE

Slowly he opened up all

When I demanded sternly "say it all'

Lunging his shoulders

Drenching his cheeks with tears

He admitted all the break up was a lie

For that was I then I accepted

Without a question or argument

Asking not for an explanation

It was time for a termination

Now that what I was today

I was strong and myself

I believed in no nonsense

Happy he was that I was a new me

So he loved me even more

He meant each and every word when

He said "I love you"

He said "I love you"

"I have always loved you"

"I will always love you"

Till we grow gray and old

And finally kiss the muddy floor

But what he did was needed

Too much on him I depended

He wanted our love to be strength

But was becoming my weakness

He wanted me to be ME

Hurting himself more in the process

He put me into hardships

My pain was only his agony

But he knew love was much more than having

He believed in giving

Making a butterfly from a cocoon

He proved his love was a blessing, a boon

My bestie was always his partner in crime

Who loved me, cried with me

Yet wanted me to grow with time

She helped him for she trusted him

She knew that he was honest and worthy when

He said "I love you"

------shach1298

Happy valentine's Day