26 January 2020

11:45 pm

In side the room Sanskar removed his clothes, quickly changing into a comfortable ones.
Once done he tiredly threw his body on the bed, eyes immediately closing.

He just wanted to sleep after all tiring works he done for today.He mindlessly stared at the door expecting swara to join him.

After almost fifteen minutes of waiting, he decided to go out and check on his wife. He dragged himself out of the room to the kitchen only to see Swara asleep, head resting on the table.

He sighed as he slowly walked towards his wife.
" Why are you sleeping here, you will get a backache if you sleep like this" he whispered as he carefully lifted her in bridal style.

Sanskar went back to their room and slowly placed Swara on the right side. He then lie down beside her, facing the beauty.

Sanskar studied the face of his wife, only to notice the dried tears, she probably been crying again. He reached out a hand to slowly caress her lovely face, wiping away her now dried tears.

Sanskar knows.

He's aware Swara's heartache. He's aware of her pain, even through she tried to hide it.

But he doesn't know anything to take her pain away.

He doesn't no why they have been grown too far from each other. Even though they are together,there seems to be wide distance between them.

It feels like there is a huge wall between them and no one dares to break it down.

How long it has been since he touched her face like this? Since he looked at Swara in the face  like this?

He can't remember anymore and he hates himself for it. He got too busy with work that he neglected his wife, his love.

He leaned forward, planting a soft kiss on her foreheadas his own tears fell down his eyes.
He felt stabbing pain in his heart, realizing how hurt Swara must be feeling because of him.

He caressed  her face, tenderly brushing his thumb over her cheek.

"I'm sorry" he murmured, leaning once more to kiss her on the lips.

"I'm sorry"

Sanskar moved closer letting his forehead touched her own and hugging her so tightly, afraid of letting go. He missed it, having his wife in his arms.

He missed her so much.

He closed his eyes with determination to make it up to Swara. He was going to set everything right just how it used to be.

28 January 2020

12:30 am

Sanskar walked like a lifeless man. He stopped on a bridge, overlooking the deep water body underneath.

He lost all his will to live.

Now that his wife is gone, Sanskar doesn't fine any reason to continue living as well.

He stepped on top of the railing  with his hands opened wide, the wind touch he's tear strained face.

"I am coming with you, Swara"

Sanskar let himself fall in the river with the image of Swara in his mind.

A large Splash came as soon as his body sinks deeper into the water.

Sanskar managed to open his eyes feeling himself slowly getting deeper in the water, his breathing starts to falter. He remember his last word to Swara before he left her.

"I promise I will make it up to you I am going to make sure we will catch on everything we missed, love."

If only Sanskar can  fulfil  his words.

If only Swara is by his side again, Sanskar will do anything to keep his promise.

He slowly closed his eyes, with his heart silently wishing for a second chance.

A second chance to have his love back in his arms.

His whole body feels cold, freezing in fact. He can feel the water slowly dragging him deeper...

And deeper.......

and deeper........

and even more deeper........

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Hello everyone!!
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