ONE SHOT CONTINUATION OF FICLET PART ONE ..

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RAAVI'S POV

Monami : raavi ek baat bata tune divorce ke baad dusri shaadi kyun nahi ki ?

Raavi : Monu maine shaadi isliya nhi ki kyuki uske alawa aur koi bhahta hi nahi hai . Main aaj bhi usse utni ki shiddat se mohabbat karti hun . Esa nahi hai ki koi aur nahi mila , balki isliya kyuki muja usse mohabbat karne se fursat hi nahi milti.

Monami : per yrr har insaan ko apne pass ek jeewan saathi ki zarurat hoti hai . Well tu Abbi bhi kitni khubsurat hai jawan hai tujha toh koi bhi pyar karne wala mil jayega na ? Per ek baat samajh nhi aai muja ki tu shiva se itna pyar karti hai ki tune usse bina ek bhi sawal kiya divorce le liya . Kyun janne diya itni asani se apne pyar ko kyun ? Kya itna aasan hai apne pyar ko jaane dena ? Kya itna aasan tha tum dono ke liya ek dusre ko chod dena ?

Raavi : haan janti hun main ki har insaan ko apne pass life partner ki zarurat hoti hai ek wakt per . Haan hun main Abbi bhi jawan aur behad khubsurat aur muja koi bhi ladka mil jayega jo pyar Karega muja per kya voh shiva ban payega ? Kya voh shiva jaisa compliment de payega ? Kya voh muja voh comfort zone dega ? Kya voh insaan muja meri galti hone per bhi main agar usse roothi toh voh mana payega? Hasa payega muja agar main udaas hun ya jab bimar padhu aur khana na khau sada toh daant ker apne hath se khana khila payega ? Nahi Monu voh shiva kabbi nhi ban payega nah shiva jaisa koi hai na hoga . Muja koi aur nhi chahiya bas wahi chahiya har janam har wakt har peher main bas wahi hai mera dil aur dimag main . Jaisa bhi hai mera hai, sirf mera haq hai usper . Rahi baat tera sawal ki ki maine divorce yeh jante hua bhi liya ki hum dono ek dusre ke liya kuch feel karte hain kyuki main uski khushiyan chahti thi agar usko mujhse dur hoker khushi mili hogi toh main kyun na jau bata ? Kya yeh kafi nahi hai ki main use khush dekhna chahti thi chahe uski keemat koi bhi kyun na ho ? Nahi itna asaan nahi hota apne pyar ko chod dena dur chale jana bas yunhi bhut himmat chahiya hoti hai uske liya per maine kiya kyuki uska liya mera pyar kamzor nahi hai . Uska pyar meri kamzori nahi takat hai he is my strength. Nahi tha hum dono ke liya ek dusre ko chod dena per hum dono ne ek dusre ki khushiyon ko chuna apne apne tareeka sa baat ko samjha aur pyar ka izhaar na kar ke ek dusre se alag ho gaye aaj hum jo kuch bhi hai uski hi badault hain . Aaj agar hum phir milta hai toh ek nayi shuruaat hogi phir se hogi yeh main janti hun aur is baar esi shuruaat hogi ki phir hum dono kabbi juda nahi honga .

Monami: choda hi kyun tum dono ne abhi bhi samajh hi nahi aa raha ki itna ghera pyar karte ho dono jante ho dono ek dusre ke haal ke baare main ek dusre ki life main kya chal raha hai sab kuch pata hai phir bhi milna nahi chahte kyun ? Pyar hai toh badho aage ab kya rok raha hai tum dono ko pehle samajh aa gaya ki tum dono ki insecurity aur ek dusre ko khone ka dar ne tum dono ko alag hone per majboor kar diya per ab toh sab theek ho gaya na tune apne khwaab pura kar liya waha shiva ne apne pura kar liya toh ab wakt tumhare samne hai kar lo baat keh do apne dil ka haal mil jao aur ho jao ek please I can't see my best friend like this .

Raavi : dekh Monu shiva mera pehla aur aakhri sacha pyar hai 🥺 tha aur rahega marte dam tak theek hai . Rahi baat chodne ki toh yrr voh mera pyar tha zid nahi muja usko paana nhi hai muja uski zarurat banna hai Chahat banna hai. Pyar main zid nahi hoti pyar main ijaazat hoti hai dilagi hoti hai . Voh pyar hai mera isliya choda hai zid hoti toh aaj hum sath hote aur shayad na khush bhi . Mohabbat Na zindagi ki tarah hoti hai... Har modh aasan nahi hota , har modh per khushi nahi hoti ... Per hum zindagi ka sath nahi chodte toh phir hum mohabbat ka sath kyun chodein haina sahi kaha na ? Aur ek baat bolu Zindagi pyar lene aur dena ka naam hai aur kuch bhi beech ka nahi hota . Aur sabse badi baat mohabbat main shartein nahi hoti ... Toh afsoos bhi nahi hona chahiye. So, Haan janti hun sab theek ho gaya jo theek nahi hai voh hum dono ka sath jo hua nhi abhi tak . Ek honga hum zarur honga sahi wakt per.

Monami : acha yeh bata tuja pyar kab hua shiva se ?

Raavi : pyar toh Shayad bachpan se hi tha kisi aur ko paana ki chaht mai maine apne humsafar ko dekha hi nhi jis tarah dekhna chahiya tha jab tak dekhna shuru kiya tab tak phir se nai misunderstanding aa gai aur jab yeh ehsaas hua ki muja usse pyar ho gaya hai tab tak talaq ho chuka tha . Aur phir jab socha ki ab bata deti hun ab toh talaq ho gaya hai tab uski khushiyon ke aage apna dil haar baithi aur nahi bataya . Tu nahi janti Monu usne mera liya kya kya kiya hai. Uski khushi mera dur rehna main thi voh karna bhut zaruri tha agar esa nahi karti toh yeh zindagi bhar sochti rehti ki voh mera sath khush nhi hai phir bhi reh raha hai mera liya family ke liya , mera sath zabardasti reh raha hai yeh soch kar hi main mar jaati yrr. Ab iss baat ka sukoon hai muja ki voh khush hai apni life ke sath jaisi life voh bitana chahta tha voh bita paa raha hai apne terms per apne tareeka se har lamhe ko jee raha hai voh bina iss baat ke bojh ke ki usne mera sath galt kiya . Yeh divorce uske akele ka faisla nahi tha hum dono ka tha .

Monami: yarr muja nhi pata tu usko yaha bula aur kar saari baatein usse keh de apne dil ki baatein jo chupaye baithi hai usse please 🥺😭 muja Tum dono sath chahiya har haal main muja nhi pata yeh kaisa hoga . I know it will be difficult to communicate abhi per karne ki koshish karoga toh hogi . Bhen tu usse itna pyar karti hai ki main shabdon main piro nahi sakti . Yrr do saal ho gaye hai tum dono ko alag hua ab bas karo yrr yeh judai judai khelna . Waha voh tera liya tadap tadap ke jee raha hai yaha tu isse tum dono ko kuch mil bhi raha hai. Just one call raavi just one call and he will be here sab chod chad ke tera pass aa jayega voh tera ek call per hi . Toh call kar aur sort kar le usse aur kar lo dubara shadi . Like you know what kitne armaan hai mera tum dono ki shaadi se tum dono shaadi karoga tabhi toh main aur karan shadi kar payega na yrr esa karoga dono hum dono ke sath 🥺🥺 she said with mischief glint in her eyes. Main na nahi dekh paungi tum dono ko esa zinda lash ban kar jeeta hua . Waha voh teri khushiyon ke beech nahi aana chahta tha yaha tu yeh sacha pyar nahi hai toh kya hai bata raavi karegi usse call aur bulayegi na ? Bol na please 🥺 naa mat karna.. chup kya hai bol na be? Jo bhi hai aaj soch le phir pata nhi yeh mauka mila na mila har kisi ko zindagi dusra mauka nahi deti raavi tuja mil raha hai mauka toh pakad le iss mauka ko aur baandh le shiva ko apne aap se . Jeet le apne Bhoothnath ko phir se kyuki voh tera tha tera hai aur tera hi rahega .

Raavi : janti hun per kis muh se bulaun yrr kitni takleef di hai maine usko. Kya maine usko issi din ke liya choda tha ki phir se usko takleef aur aansu de saku . Nahi dekh sakti use phir se tutte hua . Maine maine dekha hai usse chup chup ke rote hua , khud ko dard deta hua . Shaadi se pehle toh nahi dekh pai voh dard jo chupa kar ghumta rehta tha par shaadi ke baad usko pal pal marte dekha hai maine mera aur sabke samne kaisa ban ker rehta hai aur chup ke se tut ker bikhar jaata karta tha phir uth ker khada ho jata tha jaisa kuch hua hi na ho . Apne dard ko khushi se peeta dekha hai maine . Apno ke liya khud ko khote hua dekha hai , mujha rihai de kar khud ki pal pal saansen tham rahi hongi uski janti hun main . Khud akele pura ghar walon se ladh gaya meri rihai ke liya kya phir bhi shiva galt hai bata ? Phir bhi logon ko ghar walon ko shiva hi galt kyun lagta hai kyuki voh apne emotions ko bandh ke rakhta hai aur apni intentions nahi batata ki voh kya chahta hai kyun chahta hai kyuki usko bayan karna nahi aata . Yrr apne baare main toh phir se usne ek baar bhi nhi socha na ki voh kaisa rahega mera bina muja dekhe bina phir bhi choda muja meri khushi ke liya mera sapnon ke liya . Chahe usne kitne hi wahiyaad reasons diya ho muja chodne ke lekin I know uske liya kitna difficult raha hoga muja chodna . Usne voh sab kuch kiya mera khatir jo uske bas main tha kya yeh bhi kam hai jo usne kiya ? kya koi kar payega jo usne kar diya? nahi shayad is janam main toh nahi milaga koi muja . Tuja pata hai jab maine sign kiya divorce papers usne mera liya ghar walon se maar khai aur uff tak nahi kiya kon Bardasht karega apni insult yrr per usne bardasht kiya mera liya . Usko meri duniya basane ke liye apna ghar chodna pada , apno ko chodna pada . Meri khatir logon ke tanne sune . Kya kya bataun tuja kya kya Saha hai usne mera liya meri khushiyan dena ke liya . Arey yaha tak ki zameen asmaan ek kar diya mera parents ka sach dhund ker mera pass lane ke liya unki amant mera hawale karne ke liya maut tak toh chunauti de di yrr . Infact massi se bhi itni zabardast ladai ki taki main mumbai aa saku apni dream life jee saku . Uske itne balidaan main mujh per yrr . Aaj jo bhi main hun ya jo yeh life jee rahi hun usi ki badault jee rahi hun . Tu hi bata ab bhi kuch baki hai kya usse dard dene ke liya jo bol rahi hai baat kar le ? Nahi hai mujh main itni himmat jitni us bande main hai . Main uske aansuon se bhari aankein nahi dekh paungi . Voh already mera liya bhut kuch kar raha hai dur reh kar bhi tum dono ke zariya . Ek tuta hua aadmi jab Sach main kaanch ki tarah tut jata hai na usko sametna bhut mushkil hota hai aur voh himmat mujh main nahi hai ki main usko sameet paun . Bhale hi I know aaj voh aaj ek Asia ka no1 businessman ban gaya ho aur sab kuch paa liya ho jo usko chahiya tha per asal baat toh aaj bhi wahi ki wahin hai na yrr uske apne ghar wale uske sath nhi hai woh waha akela hai monu voh akela hai dost hai uske pass karan faizi per kya voh kaafi hai nahi na . Per tu janti hai in sab ke bawajood maine usko khoya nahi hai voh mujh main Samaya hua hai voh mera pass hi hai meri saanson main meri dhadkan main meri aankhon main hawaon main barishon main raat ki chandni main . Bas Jab man karta hai usse baat karne ka toh aankein band kar iss chand ko dekh leti hun aur dher sari baatein kar leti hun esa lagta hai shiva hi ho waha . Raat main soti hun toh voh mera sirhane hi hota hai muja sulata hai . Subha ki garm chai uske sath hoti hai har jagah toh maujood hai kaha hai voh mujhse juda agar dur hota toh main yaha tera pass baith kar baatein nahi kar rahi hoti .

Monami: yrr tum dono itne zidi kyun ho voh waha aur tu yaha . Main na tera emotions ko samajh rahi hun tu kya feel kar rahi hai is wakt per ab it's a high time ki ab tum dono ek ho jao kaisa karoga yeh tum dono dekh lo kyuki muja toh tum dono ek sath hi chahiye kisi bhi tarah. Aur sun le kuch bhi ulta seedha kiya ya bola na toh dekh lena bhut marungi tuja . Ya toh tu khud bulayegi ya phir main karan ko call karungi voh bhejega usko yaha . Chahe kitna bhi wakt lage sort it out aur katam karoga yeh pain never ending. You have to do it soon main ab aur kuch nhi sunne wali .

Raavi : I will think about it and tell you about it tomorrow. Don't worry about the same thing okay agar uska mera milna likha hai kismat main toh hum phir Zarur milanga okay be happy yrr .

Monami: done think about it baki as you know you both are heaven made jodi . Ek baat bolungi tum dono jaisa pyar😭 maine aaj tak nahi dekha I just love you bond friendship love . Tum dono ne na sari hadein paar kar di hain ek dusre ke liya esa pyar na rare hi dekhne ko milta hai and I am glad ki muja dekhne ko mila . Kash mera aur karan ka pyar bhi esa hi ho she said dreamily at the end of the conversation.

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