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Chapter Eleven

Here I was, drunk in the back of his car, crying like a baby.

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It was already the end of the day, and instead of being at the bonfire like we all should be, we're coming up with a plan to put Stefan down- well not kill him but you know, put him down because he's being a dick Oh and he called me a wanna be witch, which is actually insane coming from him. I am not a wannabe witch. I am a witch, a powerful one at that.

"I'll lure Stefan away from the bonfire then when he's distracted..." Elena says as Alaric, Damon, and Caroline listened intently.

"I'll vervain him," Alaric injects while holding his crossbow thingy

"Cant Anastasia or Bonnie just juju him or something?" Damon asks

"I'm trying to keep Bonnie out of this I don't trust that Stefan won't hurt her. As for Ana, it's up to you, I don't want you to use your magic if your not comfortable with it" Elena says eyeing me leaning on Damon's shoulder

"It's fine, I can handle it"

"Are you sure?"

I roll my eyes "just because I don't use my magic doesn't mean I don't know how to use it"

"Still. Caroline, are you covered?"

Caroline nods "Yes! I will make sure that the old Forbes jail cell is prepped and ready."

"Okay but I think we're forgetting a key player here, Rebekah. From what I heard, wherever Stefan goes Rebekah seems to follow." I comment

"Which is why it's your job to keep her distracted and away," Elena says to me

I smack my lips "but why? Unlike you guys I want to be her friend, she's an original, it's better to be her friend than an enemy"

"Anastasia-"

"Have Damon do it, he's like a horny dog in heat, he can easily distract her with his... charms"

"I'll do it" Damon agrees with a long sigh

I sigh in relief "thanks babe"

After a few seconds, Tyler walks in "hey, what did I miss?" He asks going straight to Caroline's side

"Nothing much, just planning on locking someone up in an old underground cellar," I say with a shrug of my shoulders like it's the most Norman thing in the world

Elena rolls her eyes at me "we need you to raid your mom's vervain supply enough to keep Stefan down for a while"

"Or I could just snap his neck" I shrug

"You can't do that to Stefan," Tyler says defensively

"why not?" Caroline asks confused

"Trust me Tyler it's in his best interest," Elena says

"It's not in Klaus's,"

"But Klaus the bad guy Tyler. Why are you acting like some freaky, hybrid slave minion" Caroline scoffs

"I mean, he technically is," I say deep in thought. There's no way he's sired right? I mean it would make sense, Klaus freed Tyler from the curse of being a werwolf, Tyler somehow must feel obliged to do whatever Klaus wants.

Tyler scoffs in disbelief "Klaus made me who I am, Caroline. I owe him everything"

Ah shit, there it is.

"Wait what do you mean?" Elena asks me

"I'm just gonna go," Tyler says and as He turns around I glance at Damon and he quickly speeds up to Tyler and snaps his neck Making him fall to the ground

Caroline runs to his side "what was that for?!" She yells at Damon

"He's sired"

"What?" Alaric asks

"He feels loyal to Klaus because Klaus' blood created him," I explain

"Loyal how? Elena asks

I look at Damon "explain" I put my hands on a desk and lean on it, as I find it difficult to stand up, god I got so dizzy out of nowhere . I take a deep breath hoping the dizziness will go away soon. But it doesn't, it stays there. Trying to make me want to die.

I feel a hand on my arm "are you okay?" Elena Asks, I look up at her with a nod, forcing a smile. I feel like my energy is draining from me.

"I'm fine" I lie with a smile on my face "let's just get this over with"

I see Elena look at me with a sister look, knowing I'm lying

I am not fine

But Elena doesn't need to know that

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After 30 minutes of talking have having fun like normal teenagers, Elena and I spot Stefan and Rebekah next to a beer keg

We look at each and we both walk over "excuse me" Elena says Then pours us some beer from the keg. I look at her in confusion, she's totally jealous right now.

"Elena, Anastasia, hi. What are you two doing here?" Stefan sarcastically says, taking note of Elena's jealousy.

"We're having fun Stefan, you have a problem with us having fun?" I ask as I sip from this awful-tasting beer. I need liquor, something strong. Not whatever this shit is. "Holy shit, that tastes awful" I look in the cup for anything indicating that my cup was tampered with because that would only make sense as to why beer tastes so awful.

Elena hums in agreement as she chugs her beer making me gag "ugh"

"Alright slow down, take it easy. We both know you two are lightweights "Stefan says with a chuckle

Elena coughs slightly "really? Coming from a literal blood addict, take your own advice, Stefan" she grabs my hand as starts walking away

"Jealousy is very unbecoming Elena" I commented when we got far enough from prying ears and eyes.

My sister sigh "I know. I don't even know what came over me just seeing them talk just...I don't even wanna talk about it" she sighed again and chugged what was left in her cup "we need something stronger"

I nodded in agreement. From the corner of my eye I spotted an old friend, Marissa who had a bottle of tequila in her hand and began to walk over to her "hey babe you mind sharing?"

Marissa widened her eyes at me "Wow, Anastasia Gilbert asking for alcohol, never thought I'd see the day" she said as she poured it in my cup almost all the way to the brim "Don't you have important things to do tomorrow?"

I laughed "if important you mean rotting in my bed then yeah, sure"

Marissa smirked "I'll see you around?"

I nodded "yeah of course, thanks"

Walking back to Elena I poured half of my drink into her cup and sighed. I had already said hi to everyone I knew so now until we need to put Stefan down, now's the time to have fun and let loose, I mean this is a party after all.

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I needed this, to get lose or whatever. After everything that happened. After everything I've learned I don't stop myself from drinking all the alcohol my friends give me.

So you could easily say that I'm fucked up. I try looking around for Rebekah, or even Damon but I can't find them. I know that Elena is trying to lure Stefan away or whatever so I'm stuck by myself. I should really go help her but I can't even think straight so that's not happening.

I find myself leaning against a tree more intoxicated than I ever intended to be. I put a hand on my forehead and groan. I have a love hate relationship with getting drunk. Right now it's more of a hate. I hate that I let myself get this fucked up. But might as well embrace it.

I feel someone next to me but I don't bother to look up. Because I know if I do I'll just get dizzy and possibly throw up. So again I let out a childish groan of annoyance.

The chuckle I hear makes my snap my head up and when I do, much to my surprise and happiness Rhysand is in front of me.

"What are you-." I hiccup "doing here?"

"How much have you had to drink?" He asked eyeing my flushed cheeks

Smiling lazy I stand straight "what makes you think I've drank anything at all?" Just as I said that I tripped for some odd reason even though I wasn't even walking and Rhysand immediately caught me in his arms

I didn't look up at him but I could practically feel his smile as he said "Let's get you home?"

"What about-." I hiccuped "Elena? I can't Leave without telling them"

"My sister already told Damon that you went home"

From the corner of my eye I saw Rebekah looking at us with a grin on her lips, that made my pull away but then I felt nauseous, I bent over and put a hand to my mouth "I need water"

Not even a second goes by when I see a water bottle in his hand, I take it and chug the whole thing. It unfortunately didn't sober me up but it did make my nausea go away. Sighing I leaned on Rhysand for support

"And Klaus?" I asked

"Still in Portland, he doesn't know I'm here"

"Why?"

"Because if he did he would kill me"

"Ahhh"

Suddenly I was leaning on his car as he opened the door to the back and helped me in, I groaned as my head hit the seat. I was laying down now, my hand on my head. I heard as Rhysand got in and started the car

There was suddenly tears running down my cheeks. I looked at my hands in horror. Why was I crying? Why am I crying?

Then suddenly something just hit me. I choked up a sob as I sat up. Everything is just coming at me and I can't stop it

Here I was, drunk in the back of his car, crying like a baby.

God what has my life gone to?

"Anastasia" his eyes met mine through the rearview mirror "Are you alright? Do you need me to stop?"

I shook my head "Im fine" was all I said and forced myself to keep quiet

I took a couple deep breaths and calmed down. I was fine now. It was just a moment of weakness. I'm okay.

"I think I'm in love with your brother" I blurted

I wanted to die

His eyes were on mine but he didn't say anything until he eventually stopped driving. We were in front of my house and thankfully no one was here "I think he's in love with you as well" he laughed

I shut my eyes closed "Why am I so... attached to him? Why do I feel these things for Klaus? It's wrong. This is wrong right? Why do I feel like they're branded to my soul?"

A part of me felt bad but then I forced that down. Klaus doesn't deserve me and I don't want him. He's a dick. Elijah is just so nice and respectful, reserved, perfect. He's the only Man I want.

"You understand why don't you?" He asked "what my brother said was true. You are soulmates. He just has a weird way of saying things. He cares for you. Deeply."

"I want Elijah, now. Where is he?"

"I'm sorry darling but even I don't know where he is" Rhys sighed "But I can help you find him"

I perked up, despite how drunk I was I tried to pay very close attention to what he was saying "Go on" I said slowly

"You two have a connection," he began "I believe that you can visit each other in your dreams. Like astral projection in a way. You both just have to want it at the same time and I'm sure Elijah wants it"

I hummed, "so I can talk to him?"

"Correct but you didn't hear this from me. Niklaus would be considerably upset that I told you this" he got out of the car and in a split second he opened the door and helped me out

I leaned my head on his shoulder as he carried me up into my front porch "Wait Jenna-"

"No one's home," Rhys said as he opened the door but couldn't get it

"Can I trust you Rhysand?" I questioned with a hiccup

"Of course you can darling" he said with a small smile

I sighed "you can come in" I closed my eyes and the next second I was put gently on my bed and covered with my blanket. "Thank you" I mumbled

God Elena is gonna kill me

Xoxo ur favorite girl ever. - Lexi