Sanskar stops the car in front of house it was almost 7:45... coming out of the car he goes towards her side to help her but he notice she has already come out and going towards front door... he quickly goes to her match her pace...

When they came in... nishu gets happy to see her badi mamma... she was in her dadu's lap sobbing continuously... from the time her badi mamma came she only learn to stay for 7 hours away from her... today she has gone early and was not coming also... when she noticed her she just come out from her dadu's lap and runs to her... she stands at side thinking her badimamma will come and take her in arms... but that does not happen swara slowly goes upstair holding her parent's photo tightly...

Nishu gets so much sad... she whispers in very low voice: badimamma...

Sanskar was about to go when he notice nisha standing with fallen face looking at swara... he glance at swara then again at nisha... he then goes upstair...

Sanskar looks for swara and realise she is in bathroom... he wait for her to come out... he don't know what to say or what to do... he feels guilty... he was wrong... so wrong... judging her? She never complains... always remain busy with herself... he remembered her confused face when he just harashly gave her the envelop of atm card... when his family is spending lakhs then he just questioned for 2000 rupees... 2000 rupees... what she said daily transport 20 rupees... which cab takes 20 rupees? Her shool is far from here... no autowala will go... then? Bus? He looks up with horror... she is travelling via bus? He rubs his face... maheshwary daughter in law sanskar maheshwary's wife travelling via bus...

Swara comes out from washroom and goes to balcony... he looks at her she had bath... sanskar was about to say something but she just walk away bowing her head... swara comes in room only to find it empty... her head is throbbing... she slowly goes to bed and sits there at her side resting head on headboard... this particular day make her so week... when the officers brought their bodies... she still remembered... she pulls her leg close to her chest... why she fell weak... they left her in this world... she felt they will atleast bless her from there but no... they didn't... today she accused them cried for them ask them to take her also...

Sanskar comes out from washroom only to see swara has lie down... and then notice nisha trying to climb on the bed... his bed is quite high for her small legs... he thinks for sometime and goes to nisha and place her on bed picking her up... nisha ups her head and looks at him for sometime and points down: tara...

Sanskar looks down and notices her doll has fallen from her hand... sanskar sighs and picks it up... nisha took it and runs to swara... she sits down and looks at her face for some time then lie her head on her chest wrapping her... swara stirred and looks down... nisha is still looking at her then whispers: badimamma

Swara gets up holding her close to herself trying to draw some strength from her... nisha cups her face in her small palms: badimamma... you folgot...

Saying this she pecks her lips... swara nodes no and shower kisses on her whole face... the little soul giggles getting so much love... sanskar looks at them with wide eyes... why that girl laughing like that? He wonders... do these things give so much happiness? Why he never got it? He gritted his teeth feeling angry... so much... that too on swara... why she giving her love...

He goes towards them... swara was still hugging her burying her in her chest... he slowly sits opposite to her... swara notice him and she realised its hampering his work... she was about to get down when nisha says: badimamma bhooki...

"go to bimla kaki" sanskar says immediately... nisha and swara both look at him... nisha immediately turn to swara and make her(swara) see towards herself(nisha) holding her chin... she pecks her lips: bhooki...

Sanskar looks at her with clenched jaw... did she just ignore him... swara nodes and gets up from bed putting her on waist... she can't ignore this little soul... can she? Whenever she sees nisha she feels still she have reason to stay in this world...

"swara" sanskar says irritatingly seeing her going... swara turns...

Sanskar's eyes and face soften looking at her: I... we need to talk about few things...

He says softly and in husky voice... swara looks at him blankly... his eyes falls on nisha who is nuzzling in her neck irritatingly... he gulps: you feed her... in fact its time for dinner... lets go

Swara nodes and walks away... they were coming down when they heard ragini saying: what is this bimla kaki... I can't eat this... laksh order from outside...

Pari also says: yes... lets order... this food is not at all good... I don't know what happen to bimla kaki sometime...

Laksh shrugs: ok we will order for our four...

As the elders and uttara already started to eat... swara comes with nisha and opens the lid of the vegetable soup made for nisha... she sighs looking at it... its look only said why nisha didn't eat... she looks at her side uttara goes to room consuming some half roti... sanskar seat at his place... bimla kaki starts to serve... swara takes nisha to kitchen... sanskar looks at them... then look at his plate... and sighs... he also eat one roti... by the time every one has gone... waiting for someone is not at all their manner...

He gets up and was about to go to room when he thinks to check kitchen... he slowly goes and sees swara cooking something and nisha is sitting on counter... she is feeding her small pieces of carrot... he looks at bimla kaki and goes to her: kaki... why you make so less food item and I can't understand why sometime you try to resume your old cooking skill...

Bimla looks at him for sometime then says: from the time bahurani has come she only cook... at morning cook lunch and break fast then goes to her school then coming from there she only cook dinner... today I waited upto 7... then I started to prepare dinner... that's why I just make this much item only...

Sanskar understood why from the time of marriage the food is so tasty... he looks back in kitchen and sees to wards swara... then at the vessel she is stirring time to time... she... she... she is his wife... why she didn't bother about him... he feels so angry and may be jealous... yes of course jealous... he strode towards her... by the time he reached she has already put it in bowl and making nisha drink... nisha try to turn her face... swara takes her in arm and sits on chair... making her drink when she is continuously moving... she is tiredly scolding, cooing, tricking her with vegetables... he just watched and watch... mother... do this only... make their stubborn child eat every single nutrient thing... after two three spoon only she said: I don't want more...

But swara... she make her eat the full bowl only... and now nisha is sulking annoyed with the food her badimamma fed her but still cling to her leg as she is getting something from fridge... swara takes out something... its gulab jamun... she place it on table and sits on chair taking nisha on arm... she slowly feed her just 1/4th... then starts to pat her back and chest to make her sleep... slowly nisha's eyes closed... sanskar couldn't take it any more and goes upstairs...

After some 45 minutes... he was seeing files with angry mood when some smell comes to her nose... swara placed a bowl of macaroni on his table... sanskar looks at her and feels his anger going down... swara looks at him then goes to bed... sanskar was still looking at the bowl...

Swara turns and asks slowly: if I sleep will it disturb you?

Sanskar looks at her hearing her voice: what?

Swara again repeat the same... why the hell she always asks this... but he nodes no: no...

He extend his hand to take the bowl and take it... his mouth was watering... he sure swara made it... someone just care for him... he didn't eat someone noticed... he was about to take 1st bite when he sees towards her saying: did you eat...

He notice she slept... so he stopped... he finished it and goes odwn only to find uttara in kitchen... he looks at her: uttara what are you doing?

"bhabi bought macaroni... it was so teasty... " she said still looking at her empty bowl...

Sanskar nodes...

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Next day as usual swara did everything... sanskar notice her from the time he is up... as today he got up little early 1st he noticed a sleepy nisha comes to his room and straight goes to bathroom she bang it and says badimamma... swara open the door slightly and she goes in... then she clean puja room do puja with family and enters in to the kitchen at do 6:45 with ofcourse her tail nisha... she placed breakfast at sharp 9 at table... but she still remain in kitchen only till 9:30... and yes her attire he noticed in between she goes to room and quickly change her saree...

Sanskar wait for her impatiently looking at the watch time to time... its 9:40... swara comes out with fast step with a bag on right shoulder she was looking at her wrist watch... sanskar quickly hops in the car and goes to her... swara jerks back as his car halt guarding her path...

She looks at him and tries to go from the side... he slides the window: swara hop in... I will take you to your school...

"its ok... you go I will manage" she says surprising with his behaviour...

"I don't have full day swara... get in... I hope you are also getting late" sanskar says angrily...

"I know you have work... you go" swara says this time getting annoyed and tries to go... sanskar comes out and blocks her way... swara looks at him and loudly says: what is your problem sanskar ji... please I am getting very late...

"either you will sit in car or you won't go today swara... and I mean it" he says angrily looking at her stubborn nature... she looks at him then at her watch and goes to the car getting in...

Sanskar sighs being satisfied... and drove off...

" I wanted to talk to you... swara wo..." he don't know how to start... swara looks at him...

"if you wanted to ask why I withdraw 3 thousand this much then that is because of the puja for my parents... and "

"wait wait... stop... I ... I ... don't want to know about this things or where you spend those 3 thousand... you spend 3 lakhs or 3 thousand... I don't want any details... I just..." sanskar tried to say... but notice they are already near the lane of swara's school...

"can we go out at night..." swara looks at him flabbergasted at his question...

"I... look swara we really need to talk... so can we? Dinner?" sanskar again asks hopefully...

"which talk? Am I disturbing your work? I.. I am sorry I shouldn't have slept early..."

"what no no no... its nothing like that... " sanskar don't know how to make her understand...

"please be ready we will go out..."

"your work...." Swara starts again...

"stop bothering about my work... for that I am here pretty much alive... just be ready?"

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Sanskar looks at watch its showing 8... swara must be waiting and he is here in meeting...

He wanted to message her but he realised he don't have her number also... damn you sanskar...

He looks at aman who is looking visibly very upset... what wrong with this guy... sanskar notice he is seeing his phone time to time...

And the meeting finished... sanskar shook hands and again looks at aman... he just faking smiles at everyone... he again looks at his watch then goes out of the room... that's when aman called him: sir wait...

Aman comes to him running... sanskar hurriedly says: whatever it is tomorrow aman...

"sir please its not related to work... I... just want to meet swara maam..." sanskar frowns...

"swara? Why?"

"kajal didn't called me... I called... its saying busy robably she just block me... I can't live.... I ... " his voice choked...

"swara maam will help me sure... she only can help me..."

"oh... I will talk to her" sanskar says and goes out hurriedly...

When he comes to his room swara was not there.... He goes to nisha's room and there she was making her sleep: badi mamma I want pancake tomorrow...

She ordered just like a baby shows her authority toward's her mother... swara smiles and kiss her nose: ok... but if only nishu baby sleep like good girl...

She says in babyish tone... he gulps and calls her: swara...

Swara looks at him and nodes... sanskar: come after making her sleep...

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Swara looks at the high class restaurant... sanskar order for both... then takes a deep breath...

Sanskar looks at her: swara... I... don't know how to start... you see... our family... what you feel about our family?

Swara lowers her eyes not knowing what to say...

"don't hesitate... ok your silence is saying enough..." he sighs...: I just want to say swara... we are stuck in this relationship... can we work on it... I mean like other couples...

Swara looks at him blankly...

Sanskar gulps: I know I only said... but now...

"but now when you got to know I am an orphan, adopted unloved person... you want to show pity... I don't want it... believe me... "

She says calmly...

"no its not pity swara... it can be anything but pity... I never dreamed about perfect girl cause I have never met with one caring loving... how can anyone be like you swara... I just tried to make myself understand its nothing but you just trying to manipulate me... I am sorry about that but... I can't show you pity swara... who is begging himself some mercy some pity... how can he give other? Just one chance lets try... please"

"I never did anything of my choice... so if you feel like this then this..." she says blankly looking at her...

"I... its ok swara... we will work it out I promise" swara didn't say anything just concentrate on food... sanskar is not good at talking so he just tried to exchange few words but didn't get rather than a one word reply...

It is hard... obviously a human is not doll that when you feel throw it and when you feel to play you take it... and like a doll it would react nothing but intact its smiling face...

Both walks out of restaurant and walking towards parking slot... when sanskar says..

"I... I like paneer sandwich a lot can... can you make it tomorrow with nisha's pan cake?" he asks looking at her... she didn't react but somewhere he knows it will be surely there on his breakfast plate tomorrow...

Precap: "I feel jealous when you remain busy with nisha not with me... why you love her not me... I want you only for me... I never get anything... I don't know what is love... why nisha is getting everything that I couldn't get... why she always occupy your lap... that... that's mine place..." he says like stubborn kid almost choking...."

Swara looks at him without blink...

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"bade papa... here your company papers... I am resigning... I will now handle only one company that's mine... I have family now badepapa... I also want to spend time with my wife... and its not possible with me handling both company"

Laksh chokes his tea... 

hey guys... hope i reach up to your expectations... if not then sorry... next part will be last part will update on wednesday... 

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