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Ah, iyan pala yung report. 😂

naimhalee
nandito ka na naman? 🙄
wala ka bang class?
gusto mo ikaw na rin kumain nito?

deintypretty
No. Para sayo yan.
Pero Ate Naim, may tanong ako.

naimhalee
oh no. can I say no? HAHA

deintypretty
May something ba kayo ni Pres?

naimhalee
WTH, dein?!

deintypretty
What? I could feel it, ate.
Grabe yung tension palagi.
Parang may invisible strings 😂

naimhalee
stop overthinking. wala.

deintypretty
Sure ka?

naimhalee
oo wala lang yun

deintypretty
Eh parang hindi normal yung "care" niya sa'yo.

naimhalee
 paano yung care? 🙄

deintypretty
Special kaya. 👀

naimhalee
fine. just don't mention it to anyone ha.
he was a friend. that's it.

deintypretty
Was?

naimhalee
yeah. way way before.
before he became the student regent.

deintypretty
Teka, anong nangyari?
OMG! Spill some tea!

naimhalee
after he won that year, he just... changed.

deintypretty
Uhm... Paano?

naimhalee
biglang naging cold.
parang he wasn't the same person anymore.

deintypretty
E di mo ba siya tinanong?

naimhalee

i did, pero he always brushed me off. he became so... distant. yung dati na approachable and carefree, biglang naging stiff and serious. akala ko, normal lang, kasi big responsibility 'yung hawak niya. so i gave him time.

deintypretty
Pero?

naimhalee
there was this one night... kailangan na kailangan ko siya.
i didn't know where else to go. i left home that night.

deintypretty
You... left? Ate, you mean naglayas ka?

naimhalee
yeah. things were bad at home. i needed someone to talk to, someone i trusted. so I called him.

deintypretty
And then?

naimhalee
he wasn't there for me. he just... shut me out. sabi niya, hindi siya pwede and he doesn't wanna talk to me. that was it. naiintindihan ko pa sana if he was just busy, pero iba eh. he had a choice and he chooses not to go. i even beg that night, sobrang vulnerable ko. i just needed someone—him. 

deintypretty
Aww I wannag hug you now.
Wala ba talaga siyang ibang pinagdadaanan nun?

naimhalee
i thought about that. pero kung meron man, bakit di niya sinabi? doesn't he trust me? after that night, everything changed totally. we become strangers with memories. parang ang taas ng walls na nilagay niya. he barely even looked at me after that. i couldn't reach him anymore. to be honest, i didn't try also anyway. everything ended that night.

deintypretty
Grabe naman si Pres. Parang ang sakit nun, ate.

naimhalee
it was. pero siguro, we outgrew each other. at least, that's what i tell myself. i gave up. ayoko na rin pilitin yung friendship namin kung ayaw na niya. i've moved on. it's just that i guess, sometimes, i do miss the old him.

deintypretty
Pero ate... napansin mo ba kung paano siya ngayon? He's reaching out to you in small ways. What if... mag-usap kayo?

naimhalee
ayoko na masaktan ulit, dein. tama na yon haha.

deintypretty
Paano mo alam na masasaktan ka ulit kung di mo susubukan? Baka naman this time, okay na. Baka may reason talaga kung bakit siya naging gano'n dati.

naimhalee
reason or not, ang hirap na ulit magtiwala. 

deintypretty
Pero baka kaya rin siya lumalapit ulit, ate? Baka dahil gusto niyang itama yun?

naimhalee
hindi lahat nang nasira, pwede pang buuin ulit, dein

deintypretty
Kung sabagay... minsan, kahit buuin, hindi na magiging katulad ng dati.

naimhalee
exactly.

deintypretty
Pero alam mo, ate, ship ko pa naman sana kayo. May potential, eh.

naimhalee
dein, stop it. 🙄

deintypretty
Eh sayang naman. Grabe yung chemistry nyo kahit tension-filled. It's undeniable. 😂

naimhalee
ang kulit mo talaga. i'm telling you, wala na yon.

deintypretty
Wala na? You mean nagkaroon? Like you had feelings for him?

naimhalee
dein, i'm out!

deintypretty
HAHAHAHA. Ship ko pa rin. 👋

naimhalee
goodbye, dein. 

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