It's all Jumbled
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Bani's POV
before I can reach the gate, someone grabs my wrist tight stopping me from running behind the car.
Recognizing her, I warn out trying to take away my hand, "Bella, Not now! Leave my hand!!" my eyes at still at Veer's running car.
"Aree Bani...but where are you going like this, hmm??" Bella asks genuinely perplexed.
This time yanking my hand away I turn to her and spat, "I'm going to clear the shit that you've created in my life!! Got your answer? Now leave me!!"
"What...? What are you talking about Bani??" My heart gives a tweak seeing her fallen face but she really asked for this!
"WHAT?? YOU ARE ASKING ME WHAT?? YOU TELL ME WHAT GAVE YOU THE AUDACITY TO COUNTER VEER IN THE FIRST PLACE!!!" Bella flinch at my outburst but soon composes herself realising what I just said.
Then looking at other way states in a cold tone, "I did what I thought right, Bani. I don't need to answer you for that."
Oh really!!
"Yes, you do!! And whatever the hell you thought right was TOTALLY WRONG!! Whatever the equation I and Veer share, that's between us, Bella. You have NO right to target Veer about that!! Do you have any idea how hurt he has been because of what you accused him for...!!!" my eyes burn once again.
Right now I'm more angry on myself than on Bella. I said the exact same thing that Bella has charged him for. Needless to say I've done the better damage!!
"What I accused him for...?" Bella scoffs, "Well first thing, I didnโt accuse him for anything false, okay!! You're too blind in your love that you don't even regard his abusing behaviour, Bani. But others do! I DO!! I don't like the way he keeps you on your toes for his mighty mood all the time!! He had a heart break once upon a time? Fine! You did too! So did us!! He suffered that for the situation and his own karma, you were not at the fault, okay!! And just because he has gone through depression, doesnโt give him the liberty to make others suffer through the same too, you know!!"
"Bella...!! Whatever Veer has gone through, is in the past! For god's sake! Don't judge his present on the scale of his past!!" I inhale pressing my teeth together to calm myself.
"Come on, Bani!!" Bella rolls her eyes, "What's truth is truth. Just wake up for once and see things for real. If I were at your place, what would you do, huh? If Mahir treated me the way Veer treats you, would you accept that all silently?? You don't even stand a simple mistake any stranger does, then you tell me, would you just keep quiet and let it pass just because he has a certified mental issue??"
"BELLA!!!" Undeniably what she said were true but what was that unnecessary dragging of mental issue??
But this girl is totally unfazed about my warning, "That's why I'm saying, It's time Veer knows your worth and behave the way he should and not the way he thinks he can get off!!"
"And It's High Time You Know Your Boundaries, Bella!!" I snap back pointing my finger firmly, "Yes, you're are my sister...you can definitely talk into my personal matter But...You CANNOT talk between me and Veer! You get it! Whatever happens between us, that's OUR Personal matter and you are just an Outsider here!! So Stay in your limit!!"
"Bani....!!" Bella gasps staring at me hurt, "you're just being...."
"Yes!! Call me blind...foolish...rude...whatever you want, but this is it!! If I find Veer doing something wrong with me, I'll call him out but I. Will. Not. Allow. Any Third Person To interfere in between us or hurt him in any way...get that Through your head, Bella!!!" by now Bella is already in tears and seeing her like this my heart hurts too.
I take a deep breath, then holding her by shoulder I look at her softly, "Look, what you said about you being at my place, yes...you were right! I would not just stay quiet! I would certainly want to protect you too just like you did. But being now in my place, I can realise that somewhere I would've been wrong to do so. Even though you know the whole truth, still there are many things that you don't see...don't understand, Bella. You don't understand Veer the way I do. So please respect the space and have some trust on me to let me handle my relationship issues with Veer on my own."
I wipe away her tears, then head outside while once again our silent witness, Mahir speaks up, "But Where are you going, Bani?"
"To Veer." I'm already late...I can't wait any longer!!
"Like this?? I mean you are going to take a cab or anything...?" now that Mahir points out, I realise that I havenโt thought about this.
"Where is your wallet??" I snap at him.
"Here...!" Mahir trails off then fishes out his wallet.
I quickly snatch out god knows how much and hand him his wallet back, "Fine! You two go inside! It's your day...enjoy. And Please manage everyone inside." saying this run out of the gate while I hear Mahir shouting from my back, "CHECK OUR HOUSE FIRST...HE MIGHT BE THERE!!"
The whole way on the road I kept looking outside the glass to catch any glimpse of Veer's car while praying silently for him to be safe. But I don't find his car anywhere on the road.
"Bhaia here...stop!!" finally I stop at the front gate of Singhania mansion, "Keep the change, bhaia..." giving him all the rupees I had in my hand, I quickly knock the gate to find it open.
Fortunately guard uncle was already there. As soon as I get inside he asks me worried, "Aree....Bani beta you here...! Veer baba has come just a bit ago?? You didnโt come together...?" but as soon as my ears catches Veer's name and him coming here, I run straight inside without replying him.
Soon before I set my foot on the stairs, I hear loud noises of breaking stuffs from upstairs. It doesnโt take me long to understand who's doing that. My heart starts thudding faster with a thin pain. I rush upstairs with my best speed and barge into our room.
The sight in front of me does not seem very appealing...The room is a mess with peppers...show piece...vases everything scattered over the floor while Veer, still oblivious of my presence is desperately opening drawers of our side table one by one throwing everything out of it.
I know what he's searching for ๐ฅบ
I slowly step towards him while another wooden box thrown by Veer hits my feet hard.
"Ouch!!" I yelp before I can stop myself catching Veer's attention. Veer swiftly gets up turning his head back to see me standing behind him.
"YOU!!" my tremble inwardly hearing his dangerous growl, "What Are You Doing Here???"
He's sweating tremendously! Eyes red as if they'll bleed any time while his tight jaw making all his neck veins visibly erected over his skin. He's reminding me of the agressive Veer...the one who slapped me...the one who yelled at me with medical report...the one who threatened me for his medicine....the one who may be wouldnโt think for a second before attacking on me!!
Keeping my fear aside, I walk up to him... looking at his dark grey eyes, gently touch his face whispering, "I'm sorry...!"
But Veer immediately swats my away growling, "SORRY FOR WHAT, HUH?? DID YOU DO ANYTHING WRONG?? NO!! I DID WRONG!!! I AM THE WRONG ONE!! THEN WHY ARE YOU SAYING SORRY, HUH?? GO GO!! GET OUT FROM HERE!! GET OUT!!!!" and the next second he picks up the glass from the side table and smashes it into pieces making me blanch!
"Careful...!!! You'll be hurt...!!!" I exclaim as Veer passes across the glass pieces in barefoot but he doesnโt even bother to acknowledge and starts opening the wardrobe drawers.
I run desperately behind him and say again, "I'm sorry, Veer...! You did not do anything wrong...I did! What I said...."
"FUCK!! WHERE IS IT???" Veer throws all his documents from a drawer.
I start again, "What I said...they were wrong....what Bella said....they were wrong! Please forget it baby...!! Please calm down!!"
But as soon as I say those words, Veer glares at me with a lunatic craze in his eyes and whispers, "What did you say...? Bella did...?? So this is why you are here na...?? You must be the one complaining to her against me...!" Veer pins me with the wardrobe door smirks grimly, "You also think I'm sick, na..??"
"No, I don't! You're not sick...." I look at him fervently but who am I talking to...those gleaming eyes clearly shows neither does he care nor he believes at all what I'm saying right now.
"Yes! Yes!! I torture you na...?? That's what you said, right?? Mein to normal bhi nhi hoon!! Then...why are you still with me Bani?? Oh wait!!! That night...!!! You already left after knowing that I'm sick, right???"
I shake my head "No....."
"Then What are you here for, huh??? For Sympathy?? YOU THINK I NEED YOUR SYMPATHY, HUH???" and he bangs the door behind me with so much force that it cracks with a loud sound.
"No...!! I love you!!!" tears fall down my cheeks.
"NO YOU DON'T!! YOU WILL LEAVE ME AGAIN!! You don't want me...!! You will again...leave....I'm not good...I'll end up hurting you and you'll again hate me..." Veer keeps murmuring to himself while each word of his churns my heart squeezing everything inside me! Within a second his aggression is back and taking out a drawer, Veer slams it on the floor making me jump and moves to another drawer.
I'm at a loss!! I don't know how to calm him down!! Seeing him torturing himself this way, I'm almost on the verge of breaking...but I can't now! That will just make the whole situation for him even worse!! Maybe I should just help him find the pills.
After throwing almost all the cloths and stuffs from the locker, finally Veer finds that tiny plastic jar. Taking the jar in his hand walks away staring at it with crazy glint. But then opening it he takes almost a handful of capsules out of it!!
Wait!! He's not planning to take all of them, is he??
I don't know what this medicine works for, but I know at least this much that no meds are good at this amount.
"VEER!!" I immediately run to him and then snatching the jar, throw it away inside the room. But when I try to take away the capsules from him, jerks his hand off mine and attempts to shove them in his mouth.
"WHAT THE HELL ARE YOU DOING??? VEER!!!" I catch his hand in midway and try to open his fist, "HAVE YOU GONE CRAZY??? THEY'LL OVERDOSE!!" But hell man...he's so much stronger!!!
"YES I HAVE. WHAT'S IT TO YOU, HUH?? WHETHER I LIVE...DIE...WHAT'S IT TO YOU??? JUST GET OUT!!" Veer starts removing my grip, but I'm not gonna give up this time!
I snap gripping his fist tighter, "IT'S EVERYTHING TO ME!! YOU HEAR ME?? WHETHER YOU LIVE...DIE, THAT'S EVERYTHING TO ME!!! NOW JUST SHUT UP, AND GIVE ME THE PILLS!! YOU WON'T TAKE THEM!!!"ย
Gritting his teeth Veer utters "I WILL, YOU FUCK OFF!!!" and the next second to get rid of my grip, Veer pushes me so hard on the floor that I fall off my knees and immediately feel a sharpย glass piece cutting through my left palm.
"Ahhh!!!" I cry out in pain but Veer doesnโt move a bit forward to pick me up or check on me.ย Only I hear the dropping sound of pills and turn behind to see Veer standing like a zombie with his fist slack while the meds are all scattered on the floor!
I look at Veer's ghostly stricken face. The shock and hurt is evident on his ashen face while his eyes are left lifeless. No doubt he didnโt expect this to happen. And he still doesnโt know about the cut on my hand.
"See...I hurt you again....! Told you na I'll end up hurting you...!!" Veer murmurs agitated, "Why do you even stay with me, yarr???" and saying this he pulls me by arm and drags me towards our bedroom door. Before I can react I find myself standing out of our room...Veer closes the door shut on my face while the last thing I see is tears dropping from his dead eyes.
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