Anger!

What does it feel alike?

He wanted to break every thing he laid eyes on, he wants to rip out the pillow. Punch the Punching Bag numerous time. Gosh! He hurted her. He hurted the one of the poor soul who cared for him, and nursed him.

How could he?

How could he? He again punched it forcefully, almost making the Bag to leak out the sands in it.

"Sameer." Pandit shouted shock, seeing his seething in anger.

He quickly took his hands to see, it was red and swollen due to continuous punching.

"What's you done?" Pandit take his hand, and wash it in water. He takes the cloth to cover that, when Sameer takes his hand.

"The pain in heart of mine and her is nothing comparing to this." He tells breaking down, his face shows the guilt and hurt.

"Sameer. You was not wrong." Pandit tried to justify, when Sameer loud voice stopped.

"This words. This words made me like this. I hurted her. For my bet. I befriended her, to fool her. I made her fall in love with me. To save my hair. I made her confess. To satisfy my ego. She is hurt. All she was caring for me. She did everything for me. Which even my mom had done. She helped me. She supported me. She gave sweater for me, even my mom had not done this. She gave me her food, she did get hurt wanting to see how much Pain I had gone through that. Overall, she loved me." Sameer tells emotionally, his eyes are brimming with tears, any time it could make way out of his eyes.

Grabbing Pandit shoulder he spoke, "Pandit. She understood my pain. Without I express them. You know, I got to know that this Bet is not worthy to sacrifice and lose Naina friendship and her care. I wanted to tell her everything before anyone do, before her heart break, before she hates me. But, She did said me she loves me. I was about to tell her everything. When they came. They said her truth. You know the look she gave, it killed me. It killed the prestige and Ego I had. I lost my confidence. I betrayed her and Her feelings. I need her to forgive me. I need her friendships and her care. I don't want her to think me as Cryptic. Please do something." He pleaded him, making Pandit helpless.

"I'm sorry Naina."

"I'm sorry Naina."

He kept mumbling, the pain he feeling is terrible, adding with guilt of hurt and betrayal.

"Sameer." Nanaji calls him, Pandit shook him to get his attention.

"Opening Nanaji." Pandit responded, signalling Sameer to wash his face, he opens the door.

Pandit was shocked to see Mr.Somani and Mrs. Somani with Nanaji.

"Nanaji." Pandit opens his mouth still shocked.

"Where is Sameer?"Nanaji ask calm, still there was tensing waves in it.

"In. In Restroom." Pandit mumbles worriedly.

He watches Sameer mother.

Why does they needs to appear now? Had they came here to complain Sameer? Bhagawanji. Let everything solve please.

They walk past him, he hears door opening sound. Sameer gets out of restroom, having relaxed after telling his sorrows.

Speaking out, and sharing had always been good thing involves Burden less feeling, unfortunately he never had that company in his life ever. His life revolved around the School and Hostel. Until he came here.

Seeing his mother, once again the incident memories flood back to him. His own mother left him, and unclaimed him.

He let out a humorless laugh.

Ignoring his so called parents, he ask Nanaji, "What's Nanaji? What made you brought to my room?"

"Sameer! I heard that you got in fight." Nanaji replies looking at Sameer. His lips turned to a smile.

They can't be with him, whenever he needs . But he don't know when does they arrive or how does they arrive whenever he was in trouble?

Why care now? Whatever way he chose! They was not with him, when he won some matches, when he had sleepless nights! Then now why? Why all of a sudden they caring!

"Yes. Nanaji." He answers him, not even bothered by the glares he getting from Somani family.

"Yes! Does that how you gonna justifies? You was fighting with them like road side people." Mr. Somani accuses him, his eyes are flaring.

His pride got tamed. That what he thinks!

"And what does you done? Rescuing me. You didn't do that even. You both kept watching simply and moreover what does you tell, 'I'm not related to you'. Better. If that had been. If I wasn't related to you. Why does come now and like as cared? Between what you're for me to question? Why are questioning me? You married my mom. Not me." Sameer replies angrily, his bottled up emotions releasing in the form of words.

He had never showed them, he kept numb. But the reaction of what they did to him was losing Naina. That made him ferocious. His angers are taking up in words.

"Sameer!" Vishaka, Sameer Mother Shouts at him.

"Sameer. Does you know that? I thought you would've forgot my name." Sameer voice drips with sarcasm and hurt.

Today his heart was paining than usually it was, it felt alike someone stabbed his heart directly and pain slicing through every part of his body.

"What's you're speaking?" Vishaka ask in disbelief, she never seen this side of Sameer.

"Me! Why are you rescuing him? Oh. Because he is your husband. Why didn't you tell anything when he told I'm nothing to you. You stood simply." Sameer pointed her, Vishaka lowered her head unable to take his words.

"You didn't speak for me. Oh. Why should you speak? What I am for you to speak? I get that. You was not being mother to me. I had got care from my friends, Nai.." He stopped to tell her name and said, "Nanaji. They are my world. They are enough for me. You was nothing to me. I won't call you as Maa anymore. Mrs. Somani." He said determined, spoking after deciding.

There is no point to worry for the people, who don't worry for you. Right! He chose this path.

Vishaka saw him shocked, least caring about the shocking expression of them he walked out of the Room quickly.

To be continued
NasreenAyesha.

So how is this!

Naina would be in next chapter. I just wanted Vishaka to know these.