Chapter 14 - Thoughtful Freddie/Luau/Secret
Yasmin POV.
After a long time Roger and Clarice returned. It was around noon and a half. They have embraced smiling. Everyone realizes that the two are with a golden chain around his neck with three pendants. My fiance and my sister to show me and all they made a covenant of brothers.
- Roger gave the chain to me. - Clare smiled. - Always I will use the rest of my life.
- I also will use for the rest of my life. - Roger smiled.
- I do not understand this pact brothers. - Brian grimaced.
- Because you have a beautiful sister like me. - Roger smiled kissing Clare's face. - It's only son.
- I wanted to have a brother or sister. - Said grimacing. - I am an only child and always missed a little brother.
- That's not the problem. - Brian smiled approaching me and embracing me. - I consider a sister, Yasmin. You know I love you.
- I love you, Bri. It's like my brother really. It's my brother more NERD AND INTELLIGENT THAT EXISTS.
I kiss Brian's face lovingly.
- I see huh, I'm watching. - Said Roger embraced Clare.
- No jealousy, Rog. - Said Brian embraced me.
- Tell me a little of Saturn's rings, Bri. - I asked him.
He spoke of Saturn's rings, stars and Roger rolled his eyes. Our other friends were talking. After a while I said:
- Bri, you are the person most INTELLIGENT I know. - Smile. - How proud of you my brother.
- You are also very smart, Yasmin. - He smiled kissing my forehead.
- Not as you. - I smile. - One day you complete your PhD in Astrophysics and maybe even win a Nobel Prize.
- How to complete a doctorate okay, I once even conclude, but winning the Nobel Prize is already much pretension. The Doctor is enough. - I smile.
I loved talking to Brian, because he was smart not only in music, astronomy, he talked about any subject.
After a time Roger left the embrace of Clare. She went over to Tim and Roger said:
- Bri now wide my bride. I Am I'll be clinging to her now.
- This her boyfriend is possessive, Yasmin. - Brian smiled.
- I know very well, Brian. - Roger embracing smile.
Roger and I kissed and then went into the sea and into the water. I was a very sexy black swimsuit that left part of the low-cut breast and part of the butt shows.
Roger grabbed my waist and ran a hand through my ass.
- Rog, your stalker to pass his hand on my ass. - smile.
- With you I'm horny same, it is impossible not to be. - He smiles and kisses my lips and hugged.
Some men look at my body while we are at sea and Roger grimaces. My boyfriend is overzealous.
After a time Roger and I throw water on each other. We were like children. Next we turn to our friends together and went to lunch at a kiosk. Eat rice, salad, fried fish with lemon, fried shrimp and drank a lot of beer too. The food was tasty.
The kiosk owner took a picture with Roger, Freddie, Brian and John and still won autograph. He was very happy with the visit of the boys to his kiosk.
After lunch we went back to sit in the sand for us to take the sun and talk. The boys drank beer and the girls and I breakfasted ice cream. It was very hot and was conducive to that.
We talked happily, but I realized that Freddie was a little quiet, far away in thought.
- Freddie's a little weird. - I told the girls.
- Since morning it is so. - Mary said, lighting a cigarette. - I with distant thought, I asked what he has and he simply said it's okay for me not to worry.
- It's very weird. - I said Veronica playing with my godson Robert. Freddie is always funny, make jokes and today it really is quieter.
- I wonder what happened to Freddie? - Asked Clare looking for our friend who was close to Rog, Bri, John, Tim, and Les Paul.
- Then we'll know. - He said Vick lying in the sand putting his sunglasses and his hat.
- Something serious is happening. - Layla said. - Freddie is not to be so sad.
I watch my friend. He talked to the boys, but her countenance is a sadness, a melancholy look. I'm worried about him. Freddie is one of my best friends and I will not have anyone to do harm to him or hurt him with words, not even Roger.
- I still love him very much as a man. - Mary said quietly looking at me. - I do not know if one day liberate me this love I feel for Freddie. - Tears form in her eyes.
- And he loves you, Mary. - I smiled back. - You will always be the great love Freddie's life. He is bisexual, but you will always be his first love. He goes crazy if you are not present in his life. Now you are personal secretary him. And I'm sure that will take care of it very well.
- He sees me as a woman, friend, counselor, mother, sister. Love Freddie feels for me is unique, it is universal, platonic. I'm selfish, Yasmin. I just see him as a man. And it hurts me.
- Ask God to take away this feeling of your heart and you feel for him something much more universal. You can see him as a friend, brother, father, just as he sees you. - Smile. - Everything will be alright Mary.
She hugs me aside.
- Now I understand why Freddie loves you very much as a friend. - she smiled.
- Same? And what do you know? - I asked her.
- You are a terrific friend, Yasmin. You are beautiful, sweet, counselor, loving, protective, sincere. That's why Roger loves you very much, is crazy about you.
- You are also so, Mary. - I smiled at her. - You are beautiful inside and out. One day you'll meet a nice man who is worthy of your love, that you marry, you have children. But make sure that Freddie will always be present in your life, in one way or another. And please, never extrude Freddie of his life. I know I still suffers from unrequited love, but do not do it with him, ever. He wants you present in his life.
- And I'll be, Yasmin. - she smiled. - Freddie is my eternal love.
- And you are the eternal love him. - smile. - Did you know that envy you, Mary?
- And why me envy, Yasmin? - She asked blankly.
- I envy you because you are the muse of Freddie. He wrote a song and composed in honor of you. Love of My Life is a song so simple and yet so beautiful. It is one of my favorites. Roger loves me unconditionally, I know that, but he never composed a song in my honor. Roger is not good with romantic words. - I smile.
- But he loves you very much, Yasmin. Roger is crazy about you. I clearly see the happiness stamped on my friend's face. - Mary smiled looking at Roger. - When you are estranged, Roger he will little by little wasting away. The brightness of his eyes some, smile, everything. The same thing I say to you: never leave Roger's life, otherwise it will be an undead.
I look for my boyfriend. It is so white boy. I hope that it is darker, you get a bronze with the sun. I spent sunscreen in it. He's drinking beer. He really has a twinkle in his eye, the most beautiful smile. He talks to the boys and looks at me smiling and sends me a kiss with his hand. I smile at him. Roger and I were meant for another.
Beside him is Freddie, it's a little far. John says something Freddie and touches on his friend's shoulder. Freddie smiles weak. Today I'll talk to Freddie.
Around six in the evening we returned to the beach house. The girls and I will make a snack for us and the boys.
Roger lay on a lounge chair around the pool. We kissed on the lips with love. He lit a cigarette and was smoking quietly.
I took the Polaroid Vick Roger I took a photo lying on the chaise longue. He was with a lit cigarette in hand, with eyes closed. I was wearing a very short shorts and an open shirt, leaving her belly shows. My fiance is thin, it does not have the strongest physical, but for me Roger is beautiful all the way. Beside his chaise had a bottle of beer, a glass, an ashtray and a plate with two slices of bread with ham and mozzarella. The lounge chair was close to some plants and next to one of the house bedroom windows. My boyfriend eats well and not fattening at all. Lucky for him. I tend to put on weight. So I take care of my body. I wanted to be rail thin equal to Vick, but Rog says he loves my body the way it is: with great ass, small waist, thick legs and breast.
Polaroid handed to Vick and said, please, for her to reveal the picture and deliver me. This photo of Roger will be with me and then show him.
I went into the kitchen and started preparing pizza dough. I learned from my grandmother in one of my visits to Brazil. Vick, Layla, Mary and Veronica chopped onion, pepperoni, among other ingredients. Clare put a piece of chicken for cooking and then cooked the unraveled. After four prepared pasta pizza I was preparing tomato sauce. An hour later Roger entered the kitchen. I stirred the tomato sauce with a wooden spoon that was almost ready. Rog grabbed my waist and kissed my lips.
- The smell is wonderful. - He smiled. - You divinely kitchen, my princess.
I smiled and took a little sauce on wooden spoon and put in his hand.
- Try love. - I smiled. - See if it's good.
He experiences the sauce and says smiling:
- It's yummy my princess. I want some more.
I smiled and put a little more in the palm of your hand.
- Kitty is divinely delicious. You are a complete woman for me and I still have the good fortune to you cook wonderfully.
He kisses my lips.
- One of the things I like to do is cook for our friends and for you, my love. - Smile.
- I'll take a shower, princess and I will prepare caipirinhas for us all. - he smiled.
- I want my caipirinha with sake and strawberry. - Smile.
- I prepare my cat. - he smiled.
The girls start talking about the flavors they want.
- I will do for you all. - He smiles from the kitchen.
I finished tomato sauce and I assemble the pizzas. The girls and I prepared four pizzas: pepperoni and onion with black olives, four cheese with black olives just to Brian, because he is vegetarian, Portuguese with olives and shredded chicken with cream cheese and black olives.
After the girls and I went to shower and Roger prepared caipirinhas. My boyfriend is addicted to the Brazilian drink. I taught him to make the drink, now shut up. And he became expert in preparing caipirinha. They are tasty.
When I finished the bath was put to bake pizzas. The staff was already in the room taking the caipirinhas.
Roger brought me one of sake with strawberry. Delicious. In passionate kiss. He had prepared more for me that would later.
Then we eat the pizzas, taking caipirinha. animated talk. I played a bit with Robert. He's already walking. My godson is increasingly beautiful. It is a perfect blend of Veronica and John.
Freddie talking, smiling, but melancholy in his eyes remains. I wonder what's happening to my friend?
After we finished eating all the pizza, Mary and Vick were washing the dishes. I stayed in the room drinking caipirinha quite yet. But he was not drunk. Roger played with Robert. It was around eleven at night.
- Our godson is already sleepy. - Roger said smiling looking at Robert who was on his lap almost asleep. - Our godson is getting more beautiful and smart day.
- Are you really my love. - Smiled looking for Robert in her lap Roger.
My boyfriend kissed Robert's forehead smiling.
- Sweet dreams my beloved godson.
- I'll put Robert to sleep in the stroller. - Veronica smiled taking Rog lap of Robert and taking him to the room that she was with John.
Roger talked to the guys embraced me.
- Christmas Eve this year Veronica and I spend in Leicester in the house of my parents. - John said. - And the Christmas Day at the home of Veronica's parents. The New Year's Eve is all right to move between friends?
- Yes, it is, my brother. - She smiled Roger playing on John's shoulder. - We will pass in London even Deacy, but we will make a great party.
- I will pass Eve and Christmas Day this year in Brazil. - said. - I owe it to my relatives.
- I will miss at Christmas. - Rog said. - I'll be thinking of you Truro.
- How much grace, love. - I smiled kissing him. - What matters is that we will be together at the turn of the year.
Brian decided to do a luau around the pool. He picked up his guitar and Roger took his. Only Veronica was not present because she was in the eye room in Robert, afraid he woke up with the noise.
Bri and Rog played the guitar Elvis songs, The Beatles, Led Zeppelin, Pink Floyd, The Who, David Bowie. Freddie and John sang. We all we watched.
I sat next to Freddie and hugged my friend. He hugged me back and we sang together in sync songs. Tim and Clare were holding each other kissing. Vick was next to her boyfriend Brian watched him admired the guitar. Layla was between Les and Paul. John next to Freddie and Roger next to John.
We sang more than an hour without stopping. The boys now drinking beer.
- Bri and Rog, please touch the guitar now a song from QUEEN: the song Prophet's song. I love the song. And it has everything to do with what is happening in the world. The human being needs more love and less wars, discords. There are so many conflicts that we see daily. - I said.
- I agree with my dear Yasmin. - Freddie smiled really the first time today.
- Ok, princess. - Roger smiled.
Bri Rog and began to strum the guitar the first chords of the song.
And Freddie began to sing:
Oh! Oh! People of the Earth
Listen to the warning, the seer he said
"Beware the storm that gathers here"
Listen to the wise man!
I dreamed I saw on a moonlit stair
Spreading his hand to the multitude there
A man who cried for a love gone stale
And ice cold hearts of charity bare
I watched as fear took the old man's gaze
Hopes of the young in troubled graves
"I see no day", I heard him say
"So grey is the face of every mortal"
Oh! Oh! People of the Earth!
"Listen to the warning" the prophet he said
For soon the cold of night will fall
Summoned by your own hand
Ah! Ah! Children of the land
Quicken to the new life, take my hand
Fly and find the new green bough
Return like the white dove
He told of death as a bone white haze
Taking the lost and the unloved babes
Late too late all the wretches run
These kings of beasts now counting their days
From mother's love is the son estranged
Married his own his precious gain
The Earth will shake, in two will break
And death all round will be your dowry
Oh! Oh! People of the Earth
"Listen to the warning", the seer he said
For those who hear and mark my words
Listen to the good plan
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! And two by two my human zoo
They'll be running for to come
Running for to come out of the rain
Oh! Flee for your lives!
Who heed me not let allyour treasures make you
Fear for your life!
Deceive you not, the fires of hell will take you
Should death await you
Oh... People can you hear me?
Oh... People can you hear me?
Oh... People can you hear me?
And now I know
And now I know
And now I know
I know, I know that you can hear me
And now I know
And now I know
And now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
The Earth will shake, in two will break
The Earth will shake, in two will break
The Earth will shake, in two will break
Death all around around around around...
Death all around around around around...
Death all around around around around...
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Now I know
Wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo wo...
Listen to the wise... Listen to the wise... Listen to the wise...
Listen to the wise... Listen to the wise...
Listen to the wise man
La la la la la la... La la la la la la...
La la la la la la... La la la la la la...
Come here! I hear you!
Come here! I hear you!
Come here! I hear you!
Ah! Aah! Aaah! Aaaah! Aaaaah! Aaaaaaaaah
Listen to the mad! Listen to the mad! Listen to the mad!
Listen to the madman!
God gave you grace to purge this place
And peace all around may be your fortune
Oh! Oh! Children of the land
Love is still the answer take my hand
The vision fades, a voice I hear
Listen to the madman!
But still I fear and still I dare not
Laugh at the madman!
They sang and played the entire song by. Roger was the falsetto and I came with Freddie in the song. I especially whenever I hear the song for me shows a religious message.
After the song they played still others that the staff asked. Freddie stood up and said he would the porch of the house on the other side. After a while I was behind him. Freddie was sitting on the steps of the stairs thoughtfully.
- Can I sit next to you my friend? - I ask Freddie.
- Of course, my dear. - Freddie smiled thoughtfully.
- You are enjoying the beach, the company of friends? - I ask him.
- Yes dear Yasmin. And the food too. - He smiled. - Roger's lucky to find a bride who cooks very well. Take a course of my dear gastronomy, now that you have completed a Doctorate in Journalism. With the course you will specialize more and earn money cooking for large restaurants, parties.
- Maybe I do a course really. - She said smiling. - A one-year course of specialization in sweet or savory. I'll think about it.
I hug my friend.
- I'm really enjoying the weekend next to all. Monday we went back to the recording studio. Until November finish recording the album. Lack choose a name for the album. - he said.
- Soon you will find a name. - I said. - My dear friend I can ask you a question?
- Of course my dear Yasmin. - he smiled.
- Freddie, I know you well and know you're having a great time here, but I realize that something is distressing. His gaze is melancholy, his thoughts far away. Mary and I realized that today. What's going on my friend?
Freddie looks at me surprised and amazed.
- My dear friend, I do not know how to say it. - Freddie sighs.
I kiss Freddie's face with affection and step by hand in her hair.
- Trust me, open your heart. We're friends, are not we? - I asked.
- You are one of my best friends, Yasmin. I know I can count on you and you can also count on me, but I do not want to bother her with my problems, my wanderings.
- Freddie, real friends are for it. We are together at all times. I do not just want to be by your side in moments of happiness. In times of sorrow is that really know the people who care about us, they love us. And I love you very much my friend. And I can not bear to see you sad, or someone hurts you or do any harm to you. Open your heart. And you never bother me.
I do care in the hand of my friend giving support and encouraging him to open his heart. He looks at me with teary eyes. Heaven. Apparently it is very serious.
He lowers his head and sighs. I do fondly on his shoulder.
- Sighs my friend. It will make you well. - I say.
- Yasmin, which I'll talk to you or Mary knows yet. I know that Mary still love me just as a man, but I believe that with time everything is back on track.
- Of course, my dear Freddie again. - I smiled. - I talked to her and gave some advice. Mary will go ahead, it will take away the love you feel for you, just as a man.
- Although it will always be the love of my life. - Not in the sense only woman, but friend, sister, counselor. Yasmin love I feel for Mary is inexplicable. So I wrote the lyrics Love of My Life in his honor.
- And the song is one of the most beautiful I've ever heard. - I smile. - I love this song. Roger wanted one day to write a love song for me, but your friend does not take way to romanticism words.
- But it proves to you in other ways how much he loves you. - Freddie smiles.
- I know. - I smile. - I know the unconditional love he feels for me and I for him.
- He changed completely for you. - Freddie smiles.
- Getting back to my friend, I will not tell Mary what will be said here. If you later want to, tell her, but my mouth she did not know. - I answer.
- Yasmin, promise me, please, in the name of our friendship that will not talk to anyone about what I say, not Roger. - Freddie safe in my trembling hands.
- My dear, I swear to God and on behalf of our friendship that no one knows, not Roger. - I say calming. - It will be our secret, I promise.
- It really is a secret. - Freddie sighed. - A secret that only share with you right now, the future can even comment with our other friends.
- So tell my friend, what ails your heart? - I ask.
Freddie opened his heart, said all that was going on. I was surprised. I did not know what to say to my friend. He began to cry like a child and held her close, said he'll be there and I'll help you.
- No one can help me, Yasmin, no one, except myself.
- Do your part, Freddie. Do your part my friend, but I'll help you. I'll be at your side forever. And no one will know anything what we talked about here. No one. And everything has a way in this life, my dear friend. There's just no way to death. So let us go ahead and give it time.
Gradually he was calming down and then he lay down on my lap and closed his eyes. I was caring Freddie hair.
Freddie is a showman on stage, when it is singing to thousands of people. He is friendly with his fans, interacts perfectly with the fans when you're on stage, they understand. It's an amazing singer. The best I know. It is a brilliant pianist. It is also a great friend, funny, playful, intelligent, eccentric, sometimes too demanding with their orders, it is also birrento. It is all that, but nobody in the world knows his other side: how sensitive it is.
Freddie all the time tries to show the fans, the press, even to our friends who is always right, that there is no bad time for him, even though sometimes it can be hurt. But I know him well and he trusts me. For me Freddie also shows its completely fragile side. He shows vulnerable.
I continued stroking in my friend's hair, until he falls asleep. I hear her calm breathing and his eyes closed.
My friend is also tired. I smile and get a good time stroking hair Freddie and he asleep.
I think about Mary, Rog, the band at all and also Freddie. About the secret he shared with me. Neither Roger knows that. At least to me it does not know. I made a promise to one of my best friends and will not break. I keep the secret.
P.S: What is the secret of Freddie Yasmin promised not to tell anyone? Not even Roger?
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen247.Pro