POV Roger .

I was just hoping that Yasmin has to say to me. I have nothing to say to her. She looked at me and big tears running down her beautiful face . How I miss looking at his wavy black hair beautiful long , his eyes mesmerizing color honey, your doll 's face. Felt really miss it, I confess. Practically I died inside since Yasmin told me that I do harm to her .  

- Roger ... - she began . - I do not know if what I say here will change anything, but I need to vent .

 - Let that I do not have all night .

I spoke harshly to her. I know I acted wrong, but he had to test it . 

She has to realize that I'm still disappointed in her , everything she said to me is still in my heart. 

- You were right. All were right. Nicholas is a scoundrel . Wretched . - She cried a lot . 

 She began to narrate what Nicholas caught having sex with another woman and that he himself confessed that he hated me who had threatened me that hated everyone and did not want the band to do successfully . 

- Got it. So you decided to apologize to everybody because Nicholas confessed that threatened me ? Asking for me away from you? Were it not so , were it not for the discovery of betrayal you would still be with him , believing everything he speak ? 

- Roger , please ... 

- Please , I say, Yasmin . - I said changed. - YOU PREFERRED TO BELIEVE IN A GUY YOU dating THERE LESS THAN A YEAR THAT RELY ON YOUR BEST CHILDHOOD FRIEND , WHO KNEW MORE THAN THIRTEEN YEARS ? DAMN IT. SUSPICION THAT YOU HAD ME ME MACHUCA UNTIL TODAY . AND STILL THOUGHT THAT I WANTED TO DESTROY YOUR DATING WITH HIM . YOU CAN NAMORAR WHO WANT OK ? I CAN HATE FACE , STILL want YOUR HAPPINESS . EVER wanted SEE YOU UNHAPPY AND YOU STILL THOUGHT THAT I DO NOT WISHING YOUR HAPPINESS . 

She cried and sobbed . I left near the door and headed for the Yasmin 's bedroom window stroking my face and hair. I started to cry . I sat on the floor in Yasmin 's room with his head down and collapsed into tears. They say that men do not cry . This is a tremendous lie. I 'm a guy style bad boy as the girls say , but I 'm too sensitive , I have feelings and when it comes to Yasmin is always in evidence .  

- I was stupid to believe Nicholas . - She continued. - And ever loved . I was more than a year with no Nicholas loves it , only felt passion, attraction to him , enjoyed his company . He was a knight , caring, affectionate, a real prince.

- And the prince turned sapo do you, Yasmin . - He said sarcastically still crying .

- The prince turned sapo , Roger . - She confirmed me. - After all I never loved and never had sex with him . It made him mad with rage . He said that was why he betrayed me , because I did not give him what he really wanted in addition also he never loved me , I was just with me because he thought me beautiful and sexy and because I excelled myself in Masters and PhD . He wanted to take advantage of it . I'm glad I did not give myself to him. Just I give myself to a man the day I love it for real , while it will continue intact and do not care what they say. 

Oops. Yasmin is still a virgin ? My God. That's amazing . She already has twenty- five years and is still pure ? It is rare to see this in a woman nowadays. Deep down I was very happy with this discovery. And I thought she had already delivered the damn Nick . Good thing she did not. 

- So you did not love him . Mind blowing. - I said a little ironic. - So why take all those drinks and was in a coma alcoholic ? 

- Because of you and our friends. Because I thought they would never forgive me . I went into despair and decided to get drunk to forget the problems even for a while. But drank beyond measure and at the end got sick .

I looked incredulously at her.

- I can not believe you did that , Yasmin . - Said ironic crying.

- Well, I 'd do it again . Our friends have forgiven me . I know I'll ever have your forgiveness, for the horrible things I said to you still in your heart , in your memory. When I told you that you hurt me was lip service . I said it in a moment of rage thinking that you wanted to end my relationship with Nicholas bastard . I regret bitterly of having slapped . I feel remorse , shame . I know you will never forgive me , Roger .  

She cried nonstop. 

- I would rather have died of alcoholic coma , would be better. 

- NOT TALKING BULLSHIT , YASMIN . - I yelled at revolt. - If you died I DIE TOGETHER , WILL NOT PERCEIVE IT?  

At that moment I sobbed loudly.

- If you died TO ME all would . MY LIFE end . I'M HURT VERY HURT WITH YOU , BUT NOT WISH YOUR EVIL AND MUCH UNLESS YOU DIE . IF YOU DIE I DIE TOGETHER , MY LIFE IS OVER . THE BAND IS STARTING TO SUCCESS TO FEW , we go on tour , I am HAPPY ONE HAND AND SUFFERING VERY WELL. NOTHING MAKES SENSE TO ME . ANYTHING. And you KNOW WHY? WHY YOU ME PRATICAMNTE expelled OF YOUR LIFE . AND YOU ALSO MAKES MISSING IN MY LIFE .

- Roger I regret from the bottom of my soul for all the pain I caused you. - I miss you. Those six months I was in New York always thought of you, even angry at the time. I have never forgotten you. Never. I am thinking of you and our friends. Vick even mailed the album Sheer Heart Attack for me to hear . I heard the entire album and cried to miss everybody , especially you. Watched their photos in the album and saw how beautiful it is , even with the sad look . That killed me little by little. I know you will not forgive me , but all I'm saying is the sincerest truth. Miss you and you will never hurt me , on the contrary, she was always with me at all times .

I listened to everything silent and surprised. I lifted off the ground and looked at her in so much pain . - I need to think ... If I believe you or not . If I forgive you , because the wound is still open in my chest.

She looked at me crying. Their sadness cut my heart. 

- Go away Roger . I know I'll ever have your forgiveness, and I deserve everything I'm going through . Are the consequences of my actions . Be happy with the band , be very successful . Marry someone who makes you happy .  

She looked down and continued to cry . 

I also cried. I looked again at her and walked out of his room and closed the door. But I was leaning against the door outside and heard the wail of Yasmin pain . She cried more and I heard her say :  

- I lost Roger forever. Please my God I do not want to live . 

When she uttered that phrase my whole body revolted .

If Yasmin die who lives not me . I went back into his room.

POV Yasmin .  

- I lost Roger forever. Please my God I do not want to live . I cried and sobbed . Roger will not forgive me ever. Again I hear a noise on my door . 

Roger comes into my room again . Her eyes were tears and her gaze into deep melancholy. He sits on my bed approaching me. He snuggles in my right hand and then my arm and looks at me deeply.

- You live long , babe . - He smiles weak. - Do not say you do not want to live. This is against the law of nature. You're too young , beautiful, smart , has a lot to live for.  

He intertwines our hands.

- What you did to me hurt too . It still hurts , but it will hurt even more if you die . I know who has repented of all he did for me and our friends . Yasmin , nothing makes sense without you in my life. I love you. Even though it has hurt me and I still love you. Nothing changed. The feeling is the same. I love you as a friend and a man who loves a woman . I know that the last option I can not have. But I want the first option back. .

I looked at him in amazement . Wow . I did not expect to hear it. 

- I forgive you. I no longer stand to be without you . Forgive you . Want to be my new best friend ? - He said crying. 

I hugged Roger very strong. We cry of longing one another. I kissed her face, her hair , her hands , the tip of his nose and he leaned his head against my chest. I was tenderness in the beautiful Roger . Her hair was beautiful , longer and curly. 

- Your hair is more lovely know? - said hugging him. He lay down beside me and we get together.

- And you're more beautiful altogether. - He said quietly . 

I filled it with care and attention .

- I do not want to leave here . - he said. - I miss your caresses me. 

- Same? - The I looked deep . 

- Same. - said, looking with her ​​beautiful blue eyes that still abound in sorrow . 

- I'm lacking in Yasmin . 

He puts his head on my chest and closes his eyes .

I was well agarradinha him , as if we were lovers. And I started to sing some old songs incredibly low in his ear. 

- That way I sleep . - He smiled for the first time in a long time. 

- Your smile ... - I said. 

- What's my smile ? - He said looking at me. 

- I miss your beautiful smile. It is the most beautiful smile there , Rog . 

He smiled and made more affection for me too. I hear knocks on the door . 

- You may come in.

Brian was. He looks at us smiling.

- I see you've hit it.

- Yes my friend. - Roger smiled.

- It's great to see his real smile back after so long, Rog. - Bri said sitting on the bed.

- I can not live without Yasmin. - Rog said, smiling. - I get sick.

- You were sick in soul, my friend. - Brian said.

- I was right, Bri. - Said Roger hugging me tighter.

- I have something that belongs to you, Rog. - Said Brian took of his pants pocket friendship bracelet. - I saw the day you took it out and took it and kept it.

- Bri do not know how important it is that to me. - Roger smiled disengaging from my embrace and taking the bracelet.

- I knew that one day you will understand. - Brian smiled. - Roger not live without Yasmin Yasmin and not live without Roger. It is written in the stars.

- Friend there you speak of the stars here. - I smiled.

- Thank you for having saved the bracelet, Bri. - Said Roger placing the bracelet.

- No need to thank Rog. - I said Brian kissing my forehead and hugging Roger. - I hope the two in the room. The staff is there waiting for you.

- Tell that soon we will go there. - I smiled.

Brian left my room.

I sighed and opened my drawer beside the bed taking my friendship bracelet and putting it back. Roger looked at me.

- You also took is not it?

- Yes Rog. - I said.

- Princess ... I 'm sorry to call you so. 

- Rog , again call me princess, kitty , beautiful, I love it when you call me with these adjectives . - Grinned . - I'll always be all for you, only for you. No other man call me that way. 

He grinned .

- And I am that for you? - he said.

- You are my angel, my kitten , my pretty boy , baby . 

- Let me be your prince. - He grinned. - Since you're my princess.

I looked at him and smiled :

- Rog , you're not a prince. I'm sorry.  

Roger pretended he was offended and said :

- Now it hurts me real princess . 

- I have a better adjective for you , kitten . 

- What then ? What adjective is better than Prince ? 

- You're my adorable bad boy .

He raised his eyebrows and said : 

- So I 'm bad boy ?

- Yes My adorable bad boy . . Only mine. Any more women. 

He tickled me until I cry with laughter.  

- Rog . Stop that. - said laughing .

- Ok, princess. - He smiled kissing my face . - I will be their adorable bad boy . Only yours. 

- That's it. My adorable bad boy . 

We embrace us stronger and we talked a little more to go into the room and join to our friends.