POV Yasmin . 

I was walking by a large country house . There was a beautiful garden, full of colorful flowers. Hummingbirds walked by this beautiful garden. Over the horizon via a lovely rainbow gracing the blue sky. It was spring . I breathed deeply feeling the peace that the place provided for me . She was a beautiful flowered dress , white sneakers on the feet and a flower headband on his head. I smiled . I was very happy, but did not know why . Suddenly appeared in front of me a beautiful little boy of about one seven years old . 

He is the child when Roger copy. White, short hair blonde and blue eye color of the sky . 

- Mom let's go . Dad is waiting for us . 

Oops. This boy is my son ? Then appears next to the boy a beautiful little girl of about four years . It already looks like me, has long wavy black hair and hazel eyes . 

- Let Mom. Santa is waiting for us . He wants to surprise you .  

Both the little boy as the girl pull my hand leading me near the entrance of the house. 

They smiled lovingly at me. 

- You are beautiful in every way , Mom . - Said the boy . - So Daddy loves you very much . He does not live without you . If you go away from our lives he dies . 

- So Mama do not let Daddy. He is loyal to you . He changed for you. He loves you very much. - Smiled the girl.  

Suddenly children disappear and appear again the mysterious man in front of me holding a red rose petal. 

- You tried to escape his fate once again , but did not your time to go. You have a lot to live Yasmin . Other obstacles arise , but in the end you will see what your true destiny . So wake everyone is already desperate . Come out of deep sleep . WAKE UP YASMIN .  

Suddenly I open my eyes and see myself in a white room . I'm in a hospital bed and see my left and right arm with multiple injection bites. I am taking an IV bag . In the room there is none . When I look beside my bed I see a red rose petal. I wonder : is not possible. 

I had a totally weird dream. The mystery man was in it. Even in my dreams now that man appears. And this red rose was with him. Shortly after the doctor comes . I remember him . It is the doctor Victor , the same as Roger met several years ago when he was with anemia .

- Hello my most beautiful patient , how you feel ? - He smiled the doctor. 

- Doctor Victor . - I said weakly . - I remember you . 

- And I remember you. - He smiled. - He's a friend of Roger , the guy who fell ill a few years ago . How do you feel darling? 

- Well, a little tired. How long have I in the hospital? 

- Since the ten -thirty in the morning. It is now three o'clock. You passed out and then went into a deep sleep . 

- What I had ? I just remember I drank a lot and ...  

- Exactly. You went into a coma alcoholic . If your friends do not have brought quickly this time you would not be with us. Why he drank so much , young lady ? Your friends said that you've never done this before ... 

 Tears formed in my eyes falling on my face.  

- Personal problems, doctor. I hurt a lot of people with some of my attitudes, I feel a horrible remorse and ... 

- And you thought through drink could escape problems. - He completed the Doctor Victor. - Yasmin, you're too young, beautiful, you have a whole life ahead. Face their problems face to face. Do not hide them. 

- Has doctor reason. - She said crying. - I'll never do it again drinking too much to come to stop at a hospital. 

- Your parents and friends are out there waiting for you. I looked at the results of their examinations and now everything is normal. We apply various drugs on you, so it is filled with bandages on both arms. You'll end up taking the serum and in the evening will be discharged. They said you get to work tomorrow, but already I prescribed a medical certificate. 

You will be at home at least for tomorrow resting and you can start work in two days. 

I just nodded silently. I finished taking the IV bag.  

At six-thirty the doctor released me taking me to my parents. They hugged me crying, desperate.

- Mom, Dad, I'm fine. - Said they still a little weak. - Who warned the two what happened? 

- Victoria called us. - I said my mother crying. - We left Truro quickly. His father came like a crazy driving on the highway. Why did this with you, with us, my daughter? 

- Answer us, Yasmin. - I said my father crying. - You've never done this before. 

- I want to leave with you. - She said crying desperately. - I do not want to stay longer in London, I do not. 

- You will not go anywhere, Yasmin Perez Silveira. - Said Victoria approaching my parents. - You'll be in London. Your life is here. It has a brilliant career as a journalist. Your friends are here.

- Only Layla and you. - said crying. - I have more friends. 

- Daughter, Victoria is right. - Said my father. - Your life is here. I now wonder why did this. But the problem will continue. You need to confront problems, not run away from them. 

- Take me home. - said shakily. - Vick hope you home. I do not want to talk to anyone. 

 My parents took me to the car. I was devastated. With remorse, shame.  

I went down the hall and saw Brian , John , Freddie , Tim , Clare , Les Paul , Mary , Veronica and Roger . Until he was there. 

They looked at me , but said nothing. Just cried. I got into the car of my parents and they took me to the house I share with the girls .  

POV Vick

I approached the staff and said Yasmin was already well out of danger, but the doctor gave medical certificate for her only work in two days. She said she is emotionally shaken.

- Something very serious happened to Yasmin for her to have been drinking as well. - Freddie said.

Roger was sad and thoughtful. When he said:

- None of us warned Nicholas the asshole that his girlfriend was sick. Can someone call him?

- I have the phone asshole because Yasmin is over for me. - I looked at my schedule and went to the pay phone.

I dialed the number. He called five times until attended:

- HELLO? - Said Nicholas angry.

- Nicholas is the Victoria, a friend of Yasmin ...

- I do not care that her filthy friend. I DO NOT WANT. NOT SPEAK HER NAME. YASMIN AND I ARE NOT MORE TOGETHER.

He hung up on me.

- What happened Vick? It is with a startled face. - Brian said.

- Nicholas and Yasmin are no longer dating. - I said finally.

POV Roger .  

As Vick said that Yasmin and Nicholas were no longer together ever imagined : it can only be drunk all due to the end of dating. That shook me even more . 

- I need to talk to Yasmin and the cause of the breakup and will be today . 

I'm going home. - said at last. - Who wants to ride with me .  

Ride Layla , Vick , Freddie and Mary . 

They chatted the whole time guessing why the breakup between Nicholas and Yasmin . I did not speak . I had to say. I am concerned about the health of Yasmin while devastated.

She drank because of the wretched . I left the girls at home and follow the rest of the way with Freddie . He did not say a word. Upon arriving home I went to my room and locked me there. I cried a lot. I do not want to see anyone .  

POV Yasmin .

My parents were with me the whole night giving me affection and attention . They took care of me . I just spoke with Layla and Vick . Not want to talk to Mary , Veronica and Clare.

The next day my parents returned to Truro. Layla and Vick said they will take care of me.

After they left , Layla and Vick went to my room and shut the door and looked serious to me.

I did not want to talk to anyone , but I know very well my friends.

- Yasmin , why did you do that? For that very drank about to go into a coma alcoholic ? You've never done this before . - Layla said.

- There's always a first time. - He said coldly. - You should have let me die .

- FOR TALKING SHIT SO , YASMIN . - Said Vick nervous. - Layla and I are worried about you. We want to know what the FUCK WAS THAT YOU DID .

- I do not deserve sympathy from anyone. - said coldly. - Leave me alone with my pain . 

- I called yesterday to Nicholas to talk about his health and he told me that you are no longer together . He called you a filthy and do not want to hear his name . What happened? - Asked seriously Vick . - Do not go out of your room until you tell me what happened .  

I began to cry softly . Layla came up to me and made lovingly in my hair. 

- Trust us, Yasmin . Vick and I are sad with you, by various factors , but love you friend. We want to see you well . 

- I hurt many people , Layla . I do not deserve forgiveness from anyone. 

- Tell us what happened. - Layla asked .

Took a deep breath and told all, the betrayal of Nicholas, which he spoke of Roger, the band, he actually threatened to Roger. They were shocked. - If I drank this way was not because of Nicholas. I never loved the scoundrel, only felt passion for it and never had sex with him. I did it because I know I lost one of the most important people in my life. 

The deeply hurt and it does not have forgiveness. 

- Really it is destroyed, Yasmin. - Said Vick sad. - Roger is dead inside, from the moment you said he was hurt. 

- I know. And once again I talked lip service. I was blind with rage thinking that he had not changed. I'm an idiot and I deserve the consequences. Layla, please call Mary, Clare and Veronica. I need to speak to them everything that happened. 

Layla went to get the three. Vick sat next to me and said: 

- After all Roger loves you very much. He never forgot you. Just walked away from you for everything you told him and did not believe it. This hurt the feelings of Rog. You know that while it's tough is a very sensitive boy. 

- I know Vick. - I smile weak.

Mary Clare and Veronica came into my room. Clare looked at me with concern and sadness. I told them everything that happened, every detail. I collapsed into tears. And I ask forgiveness for all my friends. - Excuse me for everything, as much as I am not worthy of forgiveness here I am opening my heart saying all I feel. I'm destroyed inside. I drank like that was not because of Nicholas, but to see how much I hurt the people who love and care about me.  

They hugged me and said that I am forgiven. Clare moved closer to me and said:

- I miss you, Yasmin. But if I was not talking to you was for something very serious. You humiliated my brother hurt you with words, he does not believe him. 

- I understand Clare. - I smile weak. - I missed you too, but I respected his decision. I hope that one day his brother forgive you. 

- My brother is very hurt, Yasmin. - Clare said. - But he loves you very much in an inexplicable way. One day he forgives you. 

She held me tight.

- Clare , please , call the boys come now evening here . I must apologize to all of them. Just do not say that's about it . Say you need to say something serious about them. 

- Ok Yasmin . 

Clare kissed my cheek and was calling them.

POV Roger .  

We were at home. Les , Tim and Paul are on vacation from work and courses . Bri , John , Freddie and I are enjoying the day off. February will be gone . We were all playing cards when the phone rang . Freddie answered. 

- Hello Clare. - said Freddie staring at me. - Same? Can you tell me it? Ok . I'm going up there. I'll talk to the other guys . We see you in the night. Kisses. 

- My dear , Clare called and said to go at night there because Yasmin has something very important to say to all of us . Clare did not do it and said it was only with Yasmin . I will. You will? 

There was some reluctance on my other friends , but in the end they relented and said they would . I was silent and thoughtful decided to light a cigarette .

- Rog, you miss the answer. - I said Freddie looking seriously at me. 

- What does she want? - Pretended indifference to them, but I was very curious about what Yasmin wanted to talk to us. 

- That I do not know dear. - Freddie smiled. - And there's no use pretending indifference, he does not care. His look says otherwise. And you will go with us, even if tied. 

- We will see. - I said serious quietly smoking my cigarette. 

- Dear Rog, you will, period. - Resolute Freddie said. - Yasmin are already paying for the mistakes she made with all of us. Mostly you Rog. There are some who learn by love. Yasmin if learn from pain. I think she'll apologize to all of us. 

I sat on the floor and lift. 

- I'm going to my room. Not want to talk about Yasmin. When you go to visit her call me. I lost the will to play. 

I walk into my room and lay on my bed. I felt like crying, just thinking about everything that has happened so far.

POV Yasmin .  

The night has come. I was lying in my bed already in pajamas . I spent the whole day as well .

Clare came into my room and smiling said : 

- The boys arrived. My brother came too.

- . Clare , please ask to enter Freddie , Bri , John and Tim first I want to talk with them . 

Clare was calling them .

Shortly after they entered the room. I told them to sit on the edge of the bed. 

They sat in silence looking at me. I started crying for forgiveness . 

Said the remorse and shame consume me . I told all about the betrayal of Tim, who caught him with another woman and she must have believed them before. 

Said Nicholas confessed that threatened Roger , for him to get away from me. As he spoke I was getting nervous trembling .

- Yasmin, is calm. - Freddie said loving holding my hand. - We do not want to see you sick again. I know dear that sooner or later you know the cruel truth and regret of all. You made me really miss all this time. I lost one of my best friends. - Freddie's eyes lit up and a few tears fell from her face. - Nothing is the same without him. Even our tour with the band. Honey, I forgive you for everything only for I love you so much. It is like a sister to me. 

Freddie hold me tight and we both cried together. 

- I love you, Yasmin. - Said John - And I miss our friendship, our conversations. You hurt us, but that's the past. And we see how much is sorry. I also forgive you.

John also hugged me and cried together. 

Next up was Brian. He hugged me crying and said: 

- Please, do not go over our lives. You are very important to all of us. 

Finally I talked to Tim and said:

- Tim, I want to thank you for having filled the Nicholas blow that time and I made a sucker not see the scoundrel he is. Forgiveness for everything, Tim. 

He hugged me tight and said: 

- It is dear past. It's all right. Back to the great friends we were before. We love you Yasmin.

I talked a bit with them and the time they were leaving he said : 

- Freddie , please call Roger , I need to talk to him. 

- OK dear. - He replied smiling. - Have faith will be all right.  

They left the room .  

Shortly thereafter came Roger . 

He closed the door of my room . 

He stood with his arms crossed , leaning against the door. 

His look was of concern , nostalgia and a deep sadness .  

Now it was only Roger and me. Something tells me it will be a terrible fight.