Yasmin POV.

I'm devastated. The man of my life just do not remember me. Dr. Victor said that soon Roger will remember me, because he is suffering from a little amnesia.

Brian said:

- Calm down, my friend. Roger loves you so much that soon will remember you.

- Bri's right, my friend, do not beat yourself up. - Said Vick.

I looked at all the friends and the doctor and said:

- He remembers everyone but me. I believe this is a sign not to be together really. I feel guilty for your car accident. Maybe it's better this way, he would never remember me.

- Yasmin, do not say such nonsense. - Said Clare embraced Tim. - Wedged, my brother does not live without you. Roger was sick, while you were separated. Yasmin, for God's sake, you were not to blame for the accident of my brother. Roger and you are soulmates. For blame.

At this time Freddie and John are heading in our direction. They are with Ryan and Michelle.

- Ryan and Michelle are already dozing. I think it's time for you to take them home, dear Yasmin.

- I already would leave it. I have nothing more to do in this hospital. Tomorrow will bring Ryan and Michelle, but do not want to see Roger. - I said sadly.

- Yasmin, you will see it anyway. - John said. - Roger compared you to an angel. He does not remember you, but I'm sure how he was impressed by its beauty. I believe that in his subconscious, he already feel something for you. Soon he will remember you, my friend.

- Good Doctor night, good night everyone. Freddie and John can accompany me in the car with the kids? - I said.

- Of course, dear Yasmin. - Freddie said.

Freddie and John Ryan and Michelle put the baby seats in the back seat of the car. I hugged my friends and kissed the face of them, and then got into my car and I start the vehicle. When I got home I put Ryan and Michelle to sleep. They are two years and nine months. Soon complete three years. After they slept I did my oral hygiene, changed clothes and opened the wardrobe and grabbed a shirt Rog. I lay with the shirt and felt her smell. I began to cry softly and said:

- Rog, because you do not remember me? Does not deserve more your love after all that I did, to have lied to the guys and you? I feel guilty about your accident. You could have died. You survived, but does not remember me. I love you so much, Rog. I wish you were with me.

Then I began to pray quietly and soon fell asleep holding the shirt of Rog.

POV Roger.

I do not remember her, but from the moment I saw Yasmin can not stop thinking about her and her beauty. Its honey-colored eye is mesmerizing, but his eyes were sad. It must be because I did not remember it. According to Freddie she's my wife and love her very much. I want to remember Yasmin, but I can not. We have two beautiful children. Ryan really looks like me as Michelle remembers much the beauty of Yasmin. I need to remember it, everything I feel for her. I fall asleep thinking of her.

The next few days I made many tests that the doctor Victor asked. Every night my children came to visit me. I was even playing with them. Where were Freddie and John who came with them. I asked for Yasmin and they said she did not want to see me. At that moment I felt a great pain in my heart. Is it signal that gradually'm remembering it?

I knew the doctor in two days will go out of the hospital. Thank God, it was time. I do not want to be here anymore. I asked the boys bring my photos with Yasmin when we were younger. They brought our photos. Had pictures I was kissing Yasmin lips, others were just holding each other, in other grimacing or smiling equal love idiots. I looked at the photos to see if I could remember something, but nothing was coming in my memory.

I told Deacy:

- Yasmine is beautiful too. In all the pictures she is always beautiful, a real princess, she is the most beautiful of all the women I've ever met.

Deacy smiled at me and said,

- You realized what he said Rog?

- I said something wrong? - I asked back.

- You called Yasmin Yasmine. - Deacy smiled. - This is how you call it. When you are in love, always call Yasmin, my princess. You called her a princess too. You only call when Yasmin is mad at her for some reason.

I smiled like a fool.

- I think your subconscious is slowly working, dear Rog. Sign that will soon remember everything that happened to his princess. - Freddie said.

- She is a princess even a goddess, a kitten.

They laughed more.

- The old Rog is coming. - Freddie smiled. - You call all these names.

- I confess to you guys since I saw here, I can not stop thinking about it a minute. I believe I fell for it again. - smile.

I took a picture that we are looking at each other smiling and kissed the photo.

- I'll remember you, Yasmine. You won my heart again.

On the last night I was in the hospital, I was sleeping peacefully when I began to dream of Yasmine. We were going through a beautiful garden with our children. I smiled at them and played with them. Suddenly Ryan and Michelle are gone and only saw Yasmine. She was wearing a white dress to the knee, rasteirinha with a tiara of flowers on her head. Her long wavy black hair was loose and she showed a sweet look, an angelic look at me. She said:

- I'm leaving, Rog. Only I will be with you again on the day you remember me.

- Yasmine No, please, stay. I do not remember you, but I'm in love with you again. Do not leave me, I need you.

- Just back when you remember me, Rog. Meanwhile, I will always be your angel.

At that moment I realize that Yasmine has two angel wings and smiles at me. She approaches me and kisses my cheek affectionately.

- Do not go away, I beg my angel. - I tell her.

- Goodbye my love. - She smiled and suddenly starts to fly to a location that can not accompany her.

- NO! - I scream waking in the night.

Still in the hospital, in the cold room. A nurse approaches and says:

- It's okay, Roger? You feel anything?

- I just had a dream. - I smile. - I dreamed of an angel.

The nurse smiled.

The next day, on Friday had high medical and John took me to the mansion, the place I live with Yasmin. I see my children playing with Julia, the babysitter. I ask for Yasmin.

- Yasmin is working, Roger. Come only in the evening.

I want to see Yasmin again. During these last days, she refused to see me, but now there will be no escape.

I played with my children and filled them with kisses. How many miss my little prince and my little princess. Today is July 15. In eleven days full thirty-four years.

When Yasmin comes in the evening she is startled to see me at the mansion. The boys had not mentioned to her that I would have high medical today. My God, she is very beautiful.

- Hello, Julia. As children spent the day? - He asked Yasmin complimenting the nanny.

- Well, Yasmin and better now with the return of Roger. - Julia smiled.

Yasmin kissed our children affectionately and then looked at me and said:

- Hello Roger, I'm glad you received a medical discharge.

- Hello Yasmine. I'm so glad you're back to our house.

I got up from the couch and kissed her on the cheek and held her close. She returned the hug, a little bland.

- So I think I can go home now. - Julia said smiling. - You have to enjoy the company of children now and talk a lot.

- Thanks for everything, Julia. - Yasmin smiled.

Julia said goodbye to us and went away.

- Julia and I took bath in children. - I smiled playing with Ryan and Michelle.

- How nice. Roger, I'll take a quick shower to prepare dinner. You can look our children in the meantime?

- Of course my angel. Takes its quiet bath. - I smiled at her.

After she showered and prepared our dinner gave food for our children, and then went to eat.

- You cook very well, congratulations. - I said to her. - The food is very tasty.

- Thanks for the compliment. You do not remember, but you always liked my food. Says cook very well.

- And even cooking. - I smiled at her and took care in his hand that was on the table.

She pulled her hand away.

- Sorry Yasmine.

- Do not want you to force yourself to remember anything. Leave things as they are. - she said.

His gaze was much melancholy. I could not bear to see her like that. At this moment all my smile faded. I automatically sad. The weekend with Yasmine and our children was good, it could have been better, if I remember me of it.

On Monday Yasmine was working at Rolling Stone magazine. She is a highly regarded journalist. Who would say? I am married to a journalist, and hate the hypocritical media, but according to Yasmine boys is different. It is a true, sincere and very intelligent journalist.

On Monday during the day Julia watched Ryan and Michelle, as I went into the studio with the guys. They wanted to do a test with me to see if I keep playing well battery and remember the songs. I was wondering if I keep still being the competent musician as they say. I went into my Ferrari. It is the first time I drive again after the car accident I had with my Range Rover. The boys said the car was completely destroyed and burned.

As he drove the Ferrari on the highway, I remembered the crash site. I passed him. I remember everything but Yasmin.

During rehearsals with the guys played most of their songs, rehearsed all day. Freddie, Bri and Deacy said they are proud of me because I have not forgotten the absolutely nothing. They said they are writing some songs and soon want to record a new album.

- I know that dear Rog took a break and this happened to you, but miss being in the studio with you. - Freddie said. - And I'm sure it will do you good too. I have already written and composed songs. Deacy also wrote a song that I'm sure will be a great success.

- We can pass the songs that are ready for you in the coming days, Rog. - Smiled Deacy. - So now we go to heating for recording the new album.

- That's right, Rog. I hope you accept and join us. - Bri said.

- I do not know. - I said. - I want to stay longer with Yasmine. She rejects me, ignore me, but I still want to be with her, I need me remember it.

- It is thus rejecting you because she feels guilty about his accident, Rog. - Bri said.

- Guilty? - I ask. - She was with me in the car at the time of the accident?

- No, Rog, she was not, but before the accident happened a few things related to it and us that you do not remember, but that at the right time will remember. - Commented Deacy.

- Dear Rog, you standing in the studio with us will make you well. As their Yasmin princess, you remember her, being with her or not, ok? This will over time. - Freddie said. - And what's more we need to do very well during the recordings, because we fight a lot in HOT SPACE tour. Until we left the blow.

- I remember that we were too stupid. - I smiled.

- So my brother, accepts us record the new album, from the month of August? But the recordings will not be here in London, we go to Los Angeles. Engrave in Los Angeles. - Bri said.

- Los Angeles? And my children? - I frowned. - I want to be with them.

- Dear Rog, from time to time we will come to London to visit our family and also Yasmin may take a few days off from work and visit in Los Angeles with their children. What do you think? - Freddie said.

I stopped to think about it and then gave the answer for them.

The days passed and had other tests with them. They passed me some ready-made and composed songs. I started playing the drums and doing backing vocals on some songs. I accepted. In early August to leave Los Angeles with them. We record a new album.

Finally the day of my birthday arrived. Twenty-six of July. I am completing thirty-four years. My sister Clare and my friends made a little party for me at the mansion same. My parents and my in-laws Jonathan and Laura were also present. Yasmine was present as always, even bought a present for me, but still away from me. She does not want a lot of closeness and it's killing me slowly.

On July 31 at night, I said goodbye to my children and Yasmin. She had arrived from work. He had called a taxi. I'm going to the airport.

- Good trip, Roger. Success with the band. - Yasmin said without showing emotion.

- Yasmine, if you ask me to stay, I stay, I'm not going to Los Angeles. - I said closer to her. - In fact, I want to be with you.

- Roger, you have a profession. It is a successful musician. The band had already given a break. It's time to resume work. Music is his life. If you stay here will be tedious for you.

- Tedious? Of course not. I'm next to our children and you. I do not remember you, but I'm trying, I swear, Yasmine and you love it. I'm not resisting your charms.

At that moment step to hand in his face and some tears fall on her face.

- Roger, go. We can not be together. Before his accident, we were separated. You are free. Is how many women want. Be happy. I will grant a way and bring our children to visit it, okay?

- I want you, Yasmine. I'm in love with you.

Now she cries and I dry her tears.

- You're my angel, you know? I dream of you every night.

- Good trip, Roger. - She hold me fast. - Take care.

She turns away from me quickly and go out with our children entering into the room.

- Bye, Dad. - Said Ryan and Michelle.

- Bye my loves. - I said to my children in tears.

They climb the stairs and go into our room.

I pocket shot of my pants a photo only Yasmine. It is my angel really, a beautiful angel. I kiss the picture and put it in the pocket of my pants.

Soon the taxi arrives. I go to the airport. A jet of the band had already left with Brian and Freddie half an hour ago. The next jet go with Deacy and our roadies, some costume designers of the band.

I sit next to Deacy. He smiles and says:

- Said goodbye to Yasmin?

- Yes my brother. She said that before my car accident, we were separated. It is true?

- Yes, Roger. It is true. It's something complicated and no use saying now. You even remember.

- I love Yasmine, Deacy, since I saw her in the hospital.

Deacy smiled.

- It's your subconscious talking again, Rog. You always loved Yasmin and always will be.

I sighed and closed my eyes. Soon the plane took off. I'm going to Los Angeles with a heavy heart, because I will be away from my children and my angel.

After fourteen hours of flight arrived at Los Angeles.

It is August 1, 1984. On August 2, 1984 We booked a studio in Los Angeles, owned by Robert Plant for recording the new album, which had not yet name. We agreed the details Plant as to reserve the studio and with his manager. Plant told me that in the past he tried to separate me from Yasmin and managed for a while and said he regrets to this day you have done this. He said that at the right time I'll remember Yasmin and that we are still very happy.

The days passed and we were recording the first songs of the new album. Michael Jackson got to go often to recording studios and talked with us, giving some ideas for the album. Michael is young but is in showbiz since she was a child, alongside Jackson Five.

Meanwhile, the boys and I rented a house to be together. Vick was with us, but her being married to Bri is our official photographer, must accompany us always.

I was tired of taking taxi to go to the studio, so I went with Crystal a car rental shop in Los Angeles and rented a car to drive myself. I rented a Camaro. The boys caught on me, saying to from now on I am more cautious when driving. But I can not. My love affair with the throttle is very old.

Michael Jackson invited us to meet his mansion in Encino and Freddie and Michael have created three songs: There Must Be More To Life Than This, State Of Shock and Victory. They plan to one day launch an album together, in partnership. I hope this even occurs. It will be something new in music. Freddie considered Jackson a really nice guy.

In Los Angeles Freddie also esbaldava clubs during the clearances of the recordings. He was highly influenced by his manager Paul Prenter. This man is already getting on my nerves. I can not stand Paul Prenter.

During the month of August I sought a tattoo parlor. I've never done tattoo before, but it is the first time. I looked for a tattoo studio and told the tattoo artist who wanted to get a tattoo on my back, a female angel. I showed the picture of Yasmine. He smiled and said:

- Is your beautiful wife, is not it?

- Yes, it herself. - I told him and smiled to see the photo of my angel. - I want you to draw her face perfectly and put two angel wings, she wearing a dress to the knee and write down the tattoo: My angel Yasmine.

The tattoo artist took a picture of Yasmine and started drawing on paper. The design was perfect. The same night he began the first outlines in my back. It hurts as hell, but I'm in love with her. What to do? I want tattooed on me forever.

During the first month of recording in Los Angeles I called every day to Yasmine and ask our children. She said they are well and healthy. During the month of August I had seven sessions at the tattoo studio for complete tattoo angel. Whenever leave another recording in the studio still had courage to go to the tattoo parlor.

Today is August 31. So far the boys and I recorded the songs: Tear it Up, It's Hard Life and Hammer to Fall. We will take a break from recording and tomorrow will return to London to commemorate the anniversary of Freddie and Yasmine. We'll be in London for a fortnight.

I finished packing my bags. I was in my room. I was shirtless and looked at myself in the mirror and turned my back. I saw the perfect tattoo Yasmine. My Yasmine angel. I will not tell her I got a tattoo in his honor. In time she will know.

P.S: How beautiful. It's Love Rog, getting a tattoo in honor of Yasmin.