POV Roger.

When I arrived at Freddie's house, the boys tried to calm me down. I'm devastated. I was deceived by the woman I love very much. After all still love Yasmin, even she did not love me ever.

- She's lying. - I cried desperately. - Boys, she always loved me, there must be a mistake at all.

- Unfortunately there is no mistake, Roger. - Brian said. - Yasmin deceived us all.

- I love her very much, even without merit. Yasmin I love you very much, but I'll forget it. - I cried without stopping.

Brian made a chamomile tea for me to take. I took tea and continued to talk to the boys. Shortly after Bri Deacy and they went to their homes and I was with Freddie.

Freddie accompanied me to the guest room and talked to me a lot, giving me advice.

- I'm sorry for everything that's going on, Rog. But looking think of your children now. Give the world the love for them, do not let them.

- I will not leave Ryan and Michelle. I will fight to have custody of them, definitive, Freddie. - I said devastated.

I tried to sleep at night, but could not. I spent a sleepless night, weeping. I was fooled by Yasmin for over twenty years.

Yasmin POV.

Agreement by six o'clock on Saturday morning with the baby monitor. Ryan and Michelle have already agreed. I went to Ryan's room and took in the crib and took her little hand and went toward Michelle's room and also took his hand. I changed the diaper of the two, the king bed he shared with Roger. I make my oral hygiene and down the stairs with my children.

- Mom will prepare the milk you. - smile.

They smiled at me. Prepare their milk and put in a bottle and hope to cool slightly. Then I start to prepare the breakfast.

I take the morning after breakfast. I am alone with Ryan and Michelle in the big mansion. Wash the breakfast dishes and start to play with them in the room. Around ten o'clock in the morning call to Clare, Vick, Layla, Mary and Veronica and I say I need to talk to them and ask urgently to come to lunch with me. All agree and say they also have to talk to me. GREAT.

Soon start preparing lunch. Do two lasagnas, a four cheeses and other Bolognese and do the steak Parmigiana also and do some rice because of Ryan and Michelle they like. When lunch is ready give food to Ryan and Michelle and shortly after arriving at girls. They greet me afraid and say they are already aware of everything that happened. I tell them that before we wash the dirty clothes go to lunch. They accept and begin to lunch. After lunch Clare plays with Ryan and Veronica Michelle. All we're in the room.

- We are waiting to speak something to us, Yasmin. - Layla said seriously. - We already know all that happened yesterday.

- The news runs fast, is not it? - I say sarcastically.

- We are waiting, Yasmin. - Clare said sadly.

I count everything to them what they already know. I say much more and they are shocked. They never expect it from me. I decided to open the entire game.

They did not agree with me, of course they were against me. They do not take long and then go away.

More in the evening I'm watching TV, drawing with my kids, when I hear a car braked in front of the mansion. I bet it's Roger.

Shortly after Roger enters the living room. His hair is all disheveled, his eyes red and funds.

- I came here to see our children. And the house is mine. - He said coldly.

- Feel free. - I say without care.

Roger hugs Ryan and Michelle moved and weeps. He kisses our children face.

- Daddy, why cry? - Michelle asks.

- Dad promises to cry. - Roger said. - Dad is sad, but soon will be fine.

- Mommy's here, Dad. Stay with Mom. - Ryan said.

I looked at Ryan and Roger and said coldly:

- When you have finished visiting our children call me, I'll be in the room.

At this time I go out and climb the stairs.

Two hours and a half later, Roger knocks on the bedroom door and I open. He enters the room and takes over your clothes in the wardrobe.

- Tomorrow come see our children again. - He said hurt.

- Come any time you want. I do not stop you this. - I said without care.

- How can I have fooled me so much with a person huh, Yasmin? I thought I knew you. - Said Roger.

- You really do not know me. - I said. - Now you are free of me, Roger. We're not divorced, but we are already separated. You're a free man now. You can have all the women of the world, if you want.

- I confess that I love you very much, yet, but I will ask God to love this end as soon as possible. - he said.

- Yeah, do that. - I said looking at him.

- You disgust me, Yasmin.

- I say the same of you, Roger.

Roger leaves the room and I follow. He goes downstairs and kiss our children.

- Tomorrow dad will be here again my love, to see them, okay?

- Why Daddy is not with us as the other times? - Asked Michelle.

- Dad's doing some work and can not stay at home for a while, but every day spent here to see them my loves. - Said Roger.

- Dad I love you. - Ryan said.

Roger Ryan embraced with all the love. One thing I can not lie: Roger is a very caring and loving father.

After Roger left home I continued to play with our children.

The days passed and Ryan and Michelle missed Roger at night, especially at bedtime. I worked during the week in Rolling Stone and Julia was with Ryan and Michelle. Roger went every day to visit the children. Julia did not know what had happened, just know that Roger and I were separated. Roger arranged with me that neither the press and other people will know about it because he did not want to expose our children as the issue of legal custody. I accepted. When it was night was torture to put Ryan and Michelle to sleep. They always called Roger.

Continued work in Rolling Stone. Roger and I did not use more wedding rings. Everyone knew that Roger and I are separating, but did not get into the real reason details. My boss Henry asked all the time the reason for the split and I desconversava. I do not want Henry to know about the mysterious item. No one here is knowing that Roger received a letter. I want to continue with my job.

Roger and I have switch-attorney to open up the divorce process. It will be a lengthy process, there is patience.

After fifteen days Roger left the house he rented an apartment in Surrey it to be closer to children.

Time passed and soon arrives May.

POV Roger.

Early May. It has not been easy for me, I suffer every day silent. I'm wasting away. I'm not feeding me well. In three weeks I lost four kilograms. My sister Clare picks on me. Every day I eat breakfast and lunch at the mansion. Always arrive after Yasmin will work and leave always around six o'clock. I have stayed all day in the mansion to be with my children. Before leaving, Laura separates some food for me to take the apartment. I appreciate it. After all I have eaten little and very badly. I have not slept well. The apartment I rented practically is just for me to sleep. There is a small wardrobe where are my clothes, bed, a table, a couch, a small kitchen and bathroom. I rented here, because I will be shortly here. When the divorce I will leave with the mansion and Yasmin is to leave home. And stay with the care of our children.

For a week I was in Montreux to relax. I was with some strippers, after Yasmin said yourself that we are now free. That will soon be divorced.

Brian traveled to Los Angeles with Vick. He is working on his solo album and also has no plans to return to London. And Freddie are in Munich on holiday and he plans to release a solo album soon as well. Only John is in London with Veronica and the children, but they will make a trip to Switzerland in the coming days.

In the third week of May Crystal won tickets to the Monaco Grand Prix Formula One and asked if I wanted to go. He said he would do me good travel a little and forget the problems. I love speed, so I accepted his invitation. Before traveling to Monaco I went to see my children. I said to Laura and Julia will stay in Monaco for five days and then I will go to Montreux and only will be back in June. I said goodbye to my children and that night I traveled with Crystal in a private jet to rent at the airport.

We arrive at Monaco early on Friday and went direct to the hotel. On Friday during the day we follow the Formula One training and took lots of pictures with the most famous drivers like Nigel Mansell, Keke Rosberg, Jacques Laffite and Brazilian Nelson Piquet, who was world champion in Formula One in 1981. The Brazilian driver it's very good. Automatically I remembered Yasmin. All that is related to Brazil, to the people I remember it. It's hard to forget it. I know she does not deserve my love, after all you did to me and Queen, but I miss the kisses her when she said she loved me. This continues to hurt me deep in the heart. Outwardly smile, inside I'm dead. No more painted hair, I have dark circles, there is no light in my eyes, that's all. On Friday night Crystal and I know the night in Monaco and I was with many women. Crystal, another man we know and we became friends and I got drunk.

On Saturday during the day again we follow the Formula One workout. After the workout Crystal and I went to a go-kart track that was nearby. I decided to take part in a kart race. I paid for it and spent the afternoon rest in the Kart track. Accelerated the car on the track at the thought of Yasmin, wanted to strip her of all my thoughts, but it is present in my dreams yet. I almost lost control of the Kart to think the woman's honey-colored eyes who pretended to love me.

On Saturday night Crystal, man, and I again went to the pubs of Monaco. I drank all, I was mad and I was a stripper. A fun night only.

Sunday was the Grand Prize of Formula One. We follow the race. It was a thrilling race. Crystal and I were excited in the stands. Who won the race was the pilot Keke Rosberg's Williams team - Ford. The Brazilian Nelson Piquet was fifth. It belongs to Brabham team - BMW.

After the race, many fans asked me to autograph and photos. I attended my fans, even sad.

In the evening after Crystal and I have lunch in a restaurant in Monaco, spent in a car rental shop. We in Monaco until Tuesday. I decided to rent a car and chose a Porshe. Crystal and I went back to the hotel and got in touch with the man who had made friends. We agreed that the evening dine in a delightful restaurant in Monaco and then we will go to a pub. And so we did. We went to the restaurant. In own restaurant I've drunk a little beyond measure and smoked a lot. I have nothing to lose now. I know I have my children, Ryan and Michelle, but at that time I just wonder to drown my sorrows, which are many. I keep thinking about the Brazilian brunette who turned my life upside down. After we had dinner we went to the pub. Needless to say what happened: Crystal, the crazy that made company for us and I fill the drink away. We drank beer, tequila, vodka, wine, did a mixture of drinks. We were very mad. I highly drunk. That night I did not get any woman, just drank.

When we left the pub was around three in the morning I think. We entered the Porshe. We'll go to the hotel now. The madman who sat company was in the back seat of the car, Crystal in the passenger seat and I in the driver's seat. Crystal said in a drawling voice:

- Roger, if you want I drive, I am more lucid than you.

I began to laugh at Crystal and said:

- You're kidding, right? I'm more lucid than both. - I said drunk to Crystal and crazy in the back seat of the car. - I WILL DRIVE THIS CAR FUCKING. GO TO STEP ON THE ACCELERATOR FUND. I WANT TO BE A COMET. WILL A COMET.

I was beside myself. I called the Porshe and at the same time out at high speed from the pub car park. I took the main streets of Monaco juggling (actually committing offenses in the traffic so drunk he was). I sped up and smile, Crystal and also accompanied me crazy. I tried to remember which route should get back to the hotel.

- Roger is on the left after the intersection. - Said Crystal. - Enters the left and remember where the hotel.

- It's on the right. - I said stubbornly with Crystal.

More forward I make a curve to the right very close to the Porshe tire singing and try to look to see if I can find the hotel.

- I SAID WAS LEFT YOUR ASS. - Said Crystal drunk.

- I'm not stupid, Crystal. - I said offended.

- I believe it is neither right nor left, you should have followed straight down the avenue. - He said the madman's voice almost set so drunk.

- Roger, you're very drunk. - Said Crystal. - For the Porshe and I drive.

- I will not stop this FUCKING. - I said slapping his hand behind the wheel and more accelerated the car. My foot has almost stuck on the accelerator pedal. She stuck and no one can pluck it from there, not even the doctors.

Just wanted to speed up the Porshe and not think of any problems. Shortly after I hear police sirens.

- Now fucked. - Said Crystal.

- Stop the car, now! NOW! - Said the officer on the speaker.

I did not stop. I accelerated more.

- Uhuhuhuhu. I am in a ROLLER COASTER. - I screamed in electrifying pace.

But later on I was forced to stop because another police car came in front of the Porsche. I stopped the Porshe and the police asked for Crystal, the crazy and I got out of the car. We left the vehicle and they have investigated the car, looking for drugs, but found nothing. We deliver our passports to police.

- This is the QUEEN drummer Roger Taylor. - Said a police officer.

- It really is him. - Said another police frisking me.

- Mr. Taylor, we are fans of the band are fans, but we will have to take him to the police station because you're drunk and was driving at high speed, put the lives of many other risk drivers.

- But this car is not mine, is rented. - He said whimpering drunk.

- We'll take the car and it will be impounded until you get out of prison.

Crystal, the crazy and I are placed in the police car. Another officer enters the Porshe and takes the car to the place of seized vehicles.

At the police station, the delegate question everything that happened and said. He said that we are drunk and we stuck for a night. We tried to convince him otherwise, but it did not work. For the first time in my life I'm being arrested for drunk driving and rightly so.

The police referred me to prison and put me in a cell alone. I lay in bed that had started crying and thinking of all my misfortune in recent weeks. I thought of Yasmin and our children.

- Yasmin false, thankless, stole my heart and now destroyed thousands of pieces. - I said it crying. - I love Yasmin, his false, callous, cruel.

I spent much of the time crying and thinking about the woman who does not deserve my love, but I still love.

On Monday when Crystal, the man and I were with a hangover fucking, but lucid, talked again with the delegate and had to pay bail to be released. I paid the bail of Crystal, the crazy man and I and left the prison. Instantly came an order from the Consulate of Monaco demanding my expulsion from there. I tried to understand why it all and they found that my presence in Monaco would encourage young people to rebel in traffic and drink. I was not understanding, but had only three hours to get out of there, otherwise it would be re-arrested without bail. quickly took the car to the car rental shop and paid the rent of Porshe. Then Crystal, the crazy guy who is there even Monaco and I went to the direction of the hotel. Crystal and I took our bags quickly and Wacky said goodbye. Then we took another taxi towards the airport. There try another jet and rented. Not this time we got back to London, we went straight to Paris. Paris rented a car and went to the city of Nice. I was there a few days and then went to Montreux. Of course the news of my arrest in Monaco was broadcast on all channels in the world. Fuck. I do not care anymore what people think of me.

I returned to London in late May, after two weeks off. I was missing a lot of my children.

When I arrived at London airport the first thing I did was visit Ryan and Michelle. I have many of them miss. It was Saturday and Yasmin was at home, but do not want to know. I need to see my children. I played with them and told Yasmin that would walk with them in the park. I was with my car.

- Is not only drunk equal in Monaco, Roger ok? - Yasmin smiled ironically.

- It is quiet, which I will not be drunk, Yasmin. - He said unemotionally.

Ryan and Michelle are already almost two years and nine months.

I walked with them through the park, I had fun with my kids the whole Saturday afternoon.

At night when I was in the rented apartment I got a call from Deacy. He commented that Robert, my godson is missing a lot to me and asked if I could have dinner with them. I said yes. I showered and went toward Deacy and Veronica house.

When I arrived there was a lot of joy from the children. Robert hugged me very hard and said:

- I miss you and godmother.

- The best man is here, Robert. - I smiled at him kissing the face of my godson.

Robert has nearly eight years. Michael and Laura also came to meet me. Veronica greeted me and asked how I was. I said I'm moving on, despite being very difficult. Deacy offered me a beer can, while Veronica finished preparing dinner. Deacy said they arrived in Switzerland two days ago. They were in Switzerland for twelve days. But in the coming days they will go to Leicester and visit other cities north and south of England. They are right, you have to take the same family, because my family is a broken part.

I light a cigarette while taking a can of beer and think about Yasmin. Earring also with Robert. We dined happily and realize that only Deacy and I were drinking beer and Veronica was taking juice.

- Veronica, I know you like lots of beer, why not with us in the drink? - I asked.

- Dear I Rog to accompany them in beer, but I can not. - Veronica said, and I was not understanding.

- How well can not you? - I asked amazed.

- Rog, when John and I were in Switzerland with our kids I got sick of the stomach three times. John suggested that we were the doctor and did tests. Two days before we get back to London, the Swiss doctor gave test results for me and ...

- And it happens that Veronica is pregnant again, Roger. Roger you again uncle. - Commented Deacy happy.

My eyes filled with tears and hugged Deacy congratulating him for being once again Dad. Then Veronica hugged and kissed her belly. At least one happy news among many sad events in recent weeks.

Yasmin POV.

Television knew Roger was arrested in Monaco for driving at high speed. Well done. Idiot. We'll see you learn to be more responsible in traffic. His image was even worse with the press and was expelled from the Principality of Monaco.

After he left Monaco spent a few days in Nice and then in Montreux. When it came while we visited our children and walked with them through the park. At least remains an exemplary father. That same Saturday after Roger brought the kids and left the home phone rang and I answered it. I was very surprised: my ex - boss XXX arrived at London airport now. He said he took a few days off and decided to come to London to visit family and friends and also commented that much needs to talk to me. He asked if I would be home. Said yes. He said it will take a cab and is coming here first before going to relatives. He said he can dine here and sleep in one of the guest rooms and the next day he goes to the home of relatives. He accepted.

I decided to prepare a very neat dinner. My old boss and friend here came in a good time. I am very lonely lately.

Half an hour later he arrived. He kissed my children and then went to the kitchen. He said of the work in New York and asked about the work here. He said all he had to say.

At dinner we talked a lot. I told him about Roger and me. He heard all puzzled:

- Yasmin, I can not believe ...

- But that's how it will be from now on, no return. - I said coldly.

After we had dinner, my ex - boss went with me into the living room. He opened his briefcase and played many roles on a small coffee table.

- See these roles, Yasmin.

At that moment Ryan and Michelle were sitting on the living room carpet, watching drawing.

I picked up the paper and began to read with interest and I was impressed with the content.

- Lord XXX I can not believe you found all this. - Said dumbstruck.

- All that knew the family Hosten Hosten and Henry is there. - Said my former boss. - Until not take long.

- Are priceless information. - I said to my former boss. - It really was until quick to find the information.

- And you will help me more, Yasmin. There are many other things we should find out and you will help me.

- But how will it? - I asked.

He started to give some ideas and agreed with him.

- Perfectly Mr. XXX. Henry's days are numbered in the magazine.

P.S: Does Henry have their secrets discovered by False Yasmin?

I am very angry Yasmin. Two guys without any character ...