Yasmin POV.

After fifteen days Roger and I took our kids to the pediatrician and I took the surgery points. The pediatrician said that our children are well and although born one month ahead of schedule already gained weight a kilo for two weeks.

After the birth of our children Roger and I are ever more united and passionate. Our children are doing in a very great good. Ryan and Michelle are our treasures. My mother and father came ever visit the grandchildren, as well as Mrs. Winifred, Michael and Virginia. Monday to Friday during the day while Rog is in the studio with the guys recording the soundtrack to Flash Gordon, lady Laura does the housework and Veronica come take care of me. In the mornings she is alone, because my godson Robert, Michael and Laura is in kindergarten. After Veronica noon search the three children in school and take to the mansion. They are at home in the afternoon. And they behave very well. Veronica helps give me bath Ryan and Michelle. She is very happy to be Michelle's godmother. It also helps to change the diapers of it, makes food for me. She's being a true angel.

During the night when Rog back the recordings he helps me with our children and on Saturdays and Sundays as well.

Roger sings lullabies to our children, safe with the greatest care, says the two are his preciousness, that Ryan is her prince and his princess Michelle. Roger is a very loving, caring, sensitive father. His eyes shine with happiness when with our children.

The time was passing...

Finally comes the month of November and the boys end in the studio recording the soundtrack to Flash Gordon movie. I hope that both the film and the soundtrack are a success.

Ryan and Michelle are already a month old and are increasingly beautiful. In the coming days Rog travel with the boys to continue the tour of THE GAME album.

- I'll hold so many miss our children and you. I'll be thirty days on tour. There'll hold so many miss. - Rog complained to me when we were going to sleep.

- My love is not sad. I promise to take good care of our children. Before Christmas you'll be back. We will spend the end of year party together, the month of January together. - She said kissing her lips.

- From February when our children are four months will take you and them with me for the rest of THE GAME tour. You come back to work only in the magazine in April. I'll do it to stay more time together, my love. - He kissed me back.

- Combined My kitten, we will. - I smiled at him.

We arrived on 20 November. It was recovered from the normal delivery. I am no longer rest. Slowly start to do housework. Of the ten kilos that I gained in pregnancy I lost six kilograms. I need to lose the remaining four kilos. I will return to do my swimming and take up my French lessons. While swimming and French class lady Laura will look Ryan and Michelle. Day November 21 left Roger at the airport. I went back to drive too. He went with the boys for the continuation of THE GAME tour. Roger wept to take leave of me and our children. He said he will call every day.

- I love you my princess. Take care of our children. - Roger kissed me on the lips crying.

I smiled at him stroking his face.

- I love you too honey. Take care of our children, do not worry. - I told him kissing.

The boys leave for the tour. I'll be a month away from the love of my life. It will not be easy. Veronica came with me to the car holding Michelle in her lap and placing the baby seat in the back of my BMW. Meanwhile Ryan puts on another baby chair.

- On Saturday night the girls and I will visit Ryan, Michelle and me. - She said smiling.

- Will be welcome, my beautiful. Thanks for everything you're doing for me, Veronica.

- Count me Yasmin. - She smiled and hugged me saying goodbye to me.

I got in the car and I start in my BMW coming home with my children.

POV Roger.

The boys and I are now going to Portugal for the shows. On the flight very talk to Deacy about parents and children. He smiles and gives me a lot of tips, after all I am my father's first trip, I am learning a lot of things yet.

- I can not wait to baptize Michelle. - Said smiling Deacy.

- You'll have to wait a few more months, only from the sixth month of life they will be baptized. - She said smiling.

We came to the city of Porto in Portugal. Tomorrow we will do the show in the city. In the twenty-second and 23 November we show in Porto, twenty-five to 26 November did shows in Coimbra and twenty-eight and 29 November did concerts in Lisbon. On thirtieth day of November we interview a famous radio Lisbon and recorded a talk show for a TV channel of Lisbon. During all these days talking to Yasmine and asked how was our children.

On December 1st we went to Spain. On day two and on December 3 did shows in Sevilla, on the fifth and 6 December did shows in the city of Valencia and eight days and 9 December did shows in Barcelona.

On December 8, 1980, after the show in Barcelona that was a success, Freddie, Bri, Deacy, Vick and I went to dinner at a Spanish food restaurant. The restaurant was only closed for us. We were very hungry. It was around midnight. We dined happily as he passed on television news that shocked the music world: JOHN LENNON WAS MURDERED.

Reporter news channel: '' Around 23 hours this Monday, December 8, 1980, the musician returned with his wife Yoko Ono, a recording studio. When John Lennon gave entry into his residence in the building Dakota in New York, a man named Mark David Chapman, who the same day late afternoon had met Lennon at the fans and gotten an autograph from Lennon on an album cover singer called Double Fantasy, pulled out a revolver and made five shots against Lennon. Some sources claim that before making the shots, Chapman called out Mr. Lennon, but Chapman says not remember having done it.

The first shot hit a building window, but the following four reached full body musician, three of them through the body and one of them destroying the artery aorta singer, causing severe blood loss, and he fell into the building's entrance.

The building's doorman disarmed Chapman and kicked the gun away from asking him: '' You know what you did '?

Chapman calmly replied: '' Yes, I shot John Lennon. '' Chapman did not try to escape. He waited for the police. Lennon was taken in a police car to the New York hospital St. Luke's Roosevelt.

Upon arriving at the hospital Lennon found himself dead. After the crime being reported in the media, crowds of fans are around the Roosevelt Hospital and Edificio Dakota to pay tribute to Lennon.

When the reporter finished saying those words on television showed hundreds of fans outside the hospital and Building where Lennon lived.

I looked at Vick, Freddie, Bri and Deacy who were shocked by the news and they wept in silence.

I could not believe that Lennon is dead. Always been a fan of THE BEATLES and Lennon for me is a musical genius. I get angry and start screaming out of control:

- NO! NO! LENNON CAN NOT BE KILLED! CURSED CHAPMAN. I WILL END THIS BASTARD.

My friends try to calm down, while some waiters looked at me in amazement.

- THE DREAM IS OVER. ENOUGH ALREADY HAVE THE Abado THE BEATLES NOW LENNON'S DEAD? CURSE.

Then falls to the ground totally upset and crying endlessly. Vick took a glass of water with sugar and gave it to me.

- Rog, please Rog for God's sake take this water, you are too nervous, you can get sick.

I took the glass of water and I still get nervous. And then I shouted:

- I WANT TO GO TO NEW YORK NOW! NOW! WE WILL CANCEL THE UPCOMING SHOWS. GO TO NEW YORK.

Freddie pulled me by the arm and made to sit in the chair and said,

- Dear Rog, I'm sorry, but we can not cancel upcoming shows. We can contact our representative band in New York for him to attend the funeral or cremation on our behalf and take condolences to Yoko Ono and other family members. Just like you I'm devastated, destroyed. The music world lost a great icon, the biggest one.

- Freddie, the dream is over. INSTEAD OF JUST. I still had hopes that THE BEATLES one days could return. McCartney and Lennon in recent years made peace and Lennon did not rule out a meeting with Ringo Starr, Harrison and McCartney, but now the dream is over. - I cried like a child.

Brian cried compulsively silent. Deacy cried and told all the time: I do not believe this happened. Vick also cried and sang shorty IMAGINE the song. Gradually I was calming me, but cried quietly. Shortly after passed the newspaper said CHAPMAN always been a fan of THE BEATLES, until the day that Lennon in 1966 said that THE BEATLES were more popular than Jesus Christ. He said that love and admiration for Lennon turned into hatred with this statement. CHAPMAN also said that the disks previous soil Lennon said that God is a concept that did not believe in Christ, and that he was more Lennon hatred. CHAPMAN was titled Christian and said that Lennon does not believe in God made him angry.

Whether Lennon had no faith in God, or made unfortunate statements and made many mistakes throughout life, especially for being an absent father in relation to Julian Lennon, who for this reason Paul McCartney wrote the lyrics Hey Jude. None of that matters. CHAPMAN had no right to take a life, which is a DOM DIVINE. HE HAD NO RIGHT.

As Lennon had made many mistakes, gave several statements polemics throughout his life, not to believe in God, I am Lennon fan, because his legacy in music is arguably one of the best. There will be no more in the world of music a couple of greatest songwriters Lennon / McCartney. The two are geniuses and one of them unfortunately is no longer with us anymore.

We returned to the hotel, devastated. Shortly after Yasmine called me crying on account of Lennon's death. I told her how devastated I am. We talked a bit and then went to sleep. I tried to sleep but could not.

The next morning December 9 Freddie contacted our agent in New York and told him to buy a wreath of giant flowers on our behalf. Our agent said that Lennon will be cremated. Freddie asked him to attend the cremation.

The music world is mourning.

We were rehearsing for the evening show. Freddie talked to me, Bri and Deacy and commented that sing the song IMAGINE in today's concert in tribute to Lennon. also rehearsed the song.

In the second show of the night in Barcelona after we play and sing the song We are the Champions, we said goodbye the fans and the stage went dark, but after a minute came back, Freddie took the microphone and said:

- We come back. We went back to pay tribute to one of the greatest icons of the music world, a Beatle that revolutionized the world of music, Rock'n Roll in an impressive way. He was, is and always will be an icon, a legend for music.

At this time Freddie goes to the piano and begins to strum the first chord of the song IMAGINE and the fans start screaming in ecstasy and then Freddie begins to sing:

Imagine there's no heaven
It's easy if you try
No hell below us
Above us only sky
Imagine all the people
Living for today

Then Bri starts playing the guitar, Deacy the bass, and me the drum.

Imagine there's no countries
It isn't hard to do
Nothing to kill or die for
And no religion too
Imagine all the people
Living life in peace

You may say
I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day
You'll join us
And the world will be as one

Imagine no possessions
I wonder if you can
No need for greed or hunger
A brotherhood of man
Imagine all the people
Sharing all the world

You may say
I'm a dreamer
But I'm not the only one
I hope some day
You'll join us
And the world will live as one

The fans sang along with us and at the end of the song began to shout the name of John Lennon.

- Rest in peace, John Lennon. - I said crying into the microphone.

Fans cheered us and then we leave again on stage. I am very upset by the death of Lennon. I never thought that my music idol would have a tragic end ...

On December 10 John Lennon was cremated and the ashes were given to Yoko Ono. Our agent in New York attended the cremation taking our condolences.

On December 11 in the morning the boys and I gave an interview to a Madrid television channel and at night we did a show. On twelve did another show in Madrid. After the show we took a plane towards Italy. Day twelfth day of December my children Ryan and Michelle completed two months and Yasmine said she and the girls did a small chocolate cake and sang happy birthday for the two months of our children.

On the fourteenth day did shows in Milan, the fifteenth day in Venice, the sixteenth in Naples, the seventeenth day in Verona, the eighteenth in Florence and in the days nineteenth and twentieth December in Rome. On December 21 in the morning we gave an interview to an Italian radio and recorded a talk show for a TV channel in Rome. In the evening we returned to London after a month.

I'm missing a lot of Yasmine and our children. Finally came the winter and the end of year festivities, spend with them.

Yasmin POV.

After Rog went with the boys to the shows of THE GAME tour day until they were going fast. During the week lady Laura helped me with Ryan and Michelle. During the night they sleep well, they are quiet. They are not crying. Only dawn according to breastfeed them. Veronica and the girls weekend stay with me, from Friday to Sunday, helping me with my babies. The longing for Rog increased every day. We talked every day by phone. I went back to do swimming and the French class. Ufa. I regained my former weight.

The eighth day of December was marked by the tragic murder of John Lennon. I cried a lot. Beatles Paul McCartney always been my favorite, but was also very Lennon fan. I imagine the pain that Rog and the boys are feeling. After learning of the tragic event I called the hotel in Barcelona that Rog was staying. He cried like a child. He was devastated by the death of his idol. He said the band's agent in New York attend the cremation on behalf of the Queen.

The day December 9 the boys did a show in Barcelona and they sang and played the IMAGINE music in tribute to Lennon. The tribute they did was news in the UK channels and thrilled the fans of THE BEATLES, Lennon and Queen.

On December 10 Lennon was cremated. The music world has lost a great icon.

On December 12 Ryan and Michelle completed two months and at night the girls came to the mansion and brought snacks and soft drinks. I had made a small chocolate cake and sang happy birthday by two months of Ryan and Michelle and I blew the candle for them and took pictures. Rog called me and I said of the cake. Our children are growing and getting smarter.

This year, I will spend Christmas in King's Lynn with Rog and our children and New Year here in London.

The days passed. I want you to come soon December 21 to Rog be back.

Twenty-first of December finally arrived. Got up early, I nursed Ryan and Michelle and then went to have coffee. Then I changed clothes and also changed the clothes of his babies. I put them in the stroller in the car. I went into my BMW and went to buy Christmas gifts for missing family and friends. My parents traveled to Brazil. I reached the center of London, put my children in baby chair and was walking with them as he watched the shops. I did the shopping. At lunch I stopped at a restaurant for lunch. I took the bag with the bottle and gave it to Ryan and then Michelle. Then I started to have lunch and my kids looked at me. Ryan laughed. I smiled back.

- You are laughing at what my love huh? My mini Roger? As spends his days is more like his father.

He laughed again.

Michelle looked at me in silence with her big hazel eyes.

- And you my little princess? You are looking for mom? You are a copy of Mom. When you grow will be beautiful and have so many suitors for dating her. Rog imagine losing her blonde strands of hair every day because of the success you will do with the boys. Dad is jealous.

At that moment Michelle laughed heartily.

- See what mom said is not it? - I laughed. - Dad Roger will be very jealous with you, has even imagine.

I lunched talking to my children, until a man in front of me and say?

- Yasmin, what a surprise.

When I raise my face to see who is the man, this is Paul Stanley of KISS.

- Hello Paul, how long. - Said the smiling greeting.

He smiled back and sit in a chair facing me and show my babies. Michelle and Ryan were smiling until now, when they saw Paul make grimace and then make brave face. By the way they did not like Stanley. I ask Stanley what he does in London and said that is just ride tomorrow back to New York to spend Christmas and New Year with family and friends. He said that Kiss did the last show in London last week, but he decided to stay a few more days in the city walking.

We talked a lot, I speak of my pregnancy, my children, the Queen's tour of Lennon's death.

Before Stanley leaving he hands me his card with the New York phone number.

- Call me anytime, Yasmin. I'll be in New York until the first half of January. League to talk. - He smiled.

- Okay, I'll call. - She said smiling.

Then he approached his face to mine. He looked at my lips. He kissed the corner of my lips and said,

- Happy beautiful Christmas. Happy Holidays. See you soon.

- Merry Christmas, Stanley. Happy Holidays. Take care of yourself.

He gets up from his chair and begins to walk quietly along the sidewalk. I'm baffled by the great approach him. I notice that there was a near by paparazzi and took a picture of us. Heaven. I will have to say to Roger about it today, before it see the pictures in the papers.

At night Roger sought at the airport. Ryan and Michelle were with me. Rog kissed me in love with many memories and hugged me. Then he took our children filling kisses.

- How many miss the three loves of my life. My rare jewels. My loves.

We went home. He dined cheerfully telling about the night, the sad part of Lennon's murder. During dinner he also played with our children grimacing and Ryan and Michelle gave laugh.

After we put our children to sleep, we were lying in bed and decided to open the game, talking about the meeting with Paul Stanley in London today. As told Roger was enraged.

POV Roger.

As Yasmine told about Paul Stanley My blood boiled. He did not give up Yasmine by the way. He likes my wife. Rascal, scoundrel. By the time Yasmine said he kissed the corner of his lips and there was a paparazzi around who took a picture my blood boiled. I am very angry. Jeez, Yasmine is also paying attention to it. I'm very jealous.

- Love, please believe me? He kissed me in the corner of the lips, but I did not dare to it.

- Imagine if he had given boldness to him, is not Yasmine? Do you still talk to this guy? He likes you, flirts with you and you still talk to him?

- Roger, I'm polite. And Stanley know I love only you, who ever he or the other guy have a chance with me. - She said upset.

- It turns out that when you meet him is not only polite, it's talking hours and hours with him. Of course it can confuse things and think that you are interested in him. I'm very upset. Good night Yasmin. - I turn on the other side of the bed.

- Rog, love, does not. Rog? - She asks several times and I do not answer.

Yasmin POV.

Rog is upset with me. It was not my fault. He turns to the other side of the bed. I try to talk to him, but he did not want to know. It's all right. I turn the other bed and start to cry softly. After a month without seeing my love he thinks give reasons for Stanley flirt with me. I'm very upset.