Yasmin POV.

I looked at Roger. It is slimmer, a little haggard and his gorgeous blue eyes are more sad, dull. We stared at intently. My eyes fill with tears. My desire was to play me in his arms and kisses him on the lips, but we are no longer together. And I remembered the pain he caused me.

I just big hug and he hugs me back.

- It's so good to see so good health. - He said to me looking at me then.

- I have recovered me every day. - said. - Come in, it is the will.

Roger came into my apartment and closed the room door. I led the boys to the couch and they sat on a couch and I sat on the other.

- I'm so glad you're okay, honey Yasmin. You gave us a very big scare. - Freddie said.

- Yeah, I was in an induced coma for nearly two months. Now I'm mired work in magazine tests and work on the French course to do, but thank God I'm fine. - I smile weak.

- What matters my friend is that you are here with us. Work, courses, so you will gradually picking up. - Brian said. - And the latest results of the tests? How went?

I took all the tests I made in recent days and showed them all the results.

- Doctor Victor assured that I will not have any sequel. I'm just taking a vitamin that he has, after all I'm still a little weak and lost weight. - said.

- This is normal, but soon you'll be on your normal weight. - John smiled. - Eat well my dear, take your medicine every day.

- I'll do it John. Thank you for caring. I'm missing a lot of Robert, Michael and Laura. I called the Veronica yesterday and on Sunday have lunch in your house. - smile.

John and Roger look at each other mysterious. John said:

- Veronica told me, Yasmin. It turns out that on Sunday Roger also have lunch at home, I was the guest on Wednesday.

Roger looked at carefully. He looked me back.

- No problem. - I said. - So Roger and I will see our dear godson.

Bri and Freddie smiled shorties. John smiled at me. Roger looked sadly. I do not know what to say. It is a very strange atmosphere between Roger and me. I still feel hurt him and I think he feels hurt me too. Today I realize how much I was wrong to doubt his loyalty. To break the boring atmosphere I said:

- And you Roger, has been well fed? I realize that is slimmer. He has taken his medication for anemia?

- I confess that I forgot to take a few times lately. - he said. - But last week I returned to take correctly. As for being slimmer, only I did not feel like eating.

- And why I did not feel like eating? - I asked.

- Simply did not feel hungry, due to so many things that happened, I had no desire to eat, much less live. - He said gloomily.

The boys looked at each other. Roger was crestfallen. The weather is bad.

- Bri, Freddie and John, can you please wait for a moment to have dinner? I need to talk to Roger alone. I promise I will not take. Meanwhile connect to TV, they can pick up the fridge beer, juice, whatever they want. Feel free. Feel at home as ever. - I smile at them.

- Ok my dear Yasmin. - Freddie smiled. - Rog and you have a lot to talk. We wait smoothly. We are not in a hurry.

- I'm going to get beer fridge. - Brian smiled getting up from the couch going into the kitchen.

John turns on the television and is watching the programs with Freddie.

- Roger, you follow me? - I ask.

He gets up from the couch and follows me to my room.

We went into my room and I close the door. He stands next to the door, stopped looking around my room, totally bland.

I sit on my bed and I motioned for him to sit beside me.

He sits next to me. We look at ourselves a little talk without anything. Until said at the same time:

- Then...

We stared at each other again and smiled.

- Start talking, Yasmine. - He said to me affectionate.

I look at him and say,

- Roger, first I want to thank God for coming out of the induced coma, because I'm well, I have not been anything to me. I am grateful to Him for having another opportunity to see my family, our dear friends and talk to you. I confess to you that I still feel a little hurt by everything that happened. There was that time for being married, maybe until I was pregnant with you. But God did not, we did not like that. - My eyes are filled with tears.

- Yasmine ... - he takes my hands.

- Roger, I know I messed up a lot with you, I'm an idiot for once again having it hurt to my suspicion. In fact, I trust you, but something always told me to keep an eye, after all I was afraid that women throw up on you and for some time you had a relapse. You are beautiful and women do not leave you alone. That's natural.

- Just as you are beautiful and the men do not leave you alone. - He said sadly. - Just as you still have a little regret, I also have, to pay a detective to follow me. But now I realize how much I was dumb, idiot have finished their engagement with you. I should have calmed down, have pardoned and returned you to be okay, but I did not. That same night I went to Freddie's house, already sorry, but knew that if I came back, were you not forgive me. And all that happened to you.

- We are two proud, Rog. - I said sadly. - The error came from us. I for hiring a detective and you to have ended their engagement.

- And that night you are hit, I feel very guilty today. - he said. - After all you were disoriented, desperate to end our relationship and ...

- Do not blame Roger. - I said. - You are not guilty because of my trampling. I am to blame. I was negligent. Neither Paul Stanley is the culprit. He was driving normally, and I crossed the avenue without looking. And I want to review the Paul Stanley to thank him for all he did for me.

I notice that when I spoke the name of Paul Stanley, Roger was upset, but I preferred not to ask any questions.

- Of course I'm the culprit. Even his father spoke it. - Said Roger. - He is absolutely right. We have already made peace, but everything his father said to me is the truth. I do not pay and ...

- Roger, do not speak anymore. It's not your fault. I said that I am to blame. Stop that. - I start to cry. - Do not beat yourself up for it.

- So I did not sleep well, I did not feed me. I was unable to see you in the hospital and then resumed the tour the band and had to leave for America. My heart was in tatters. I confess to forget you, after all we are no longer engaged, or lovers, I did get a few strippers, but none satisfied me. None. My life is over, Yasmine. I do not have you. I regret the hasty decision I made. I know I will never forgive myself for it.

- Roger, I remember every word you told me in the hospital room. You asking forgiveness for me, telling me he loved me it was not for me to go to a place that you could not follow me. I remember that I was very busy, after all I was hate you. I confess I felt hatred for you, for a moment for all the suffering you put me through, but I asked God's forgiveness for this feeling inside as evil. I never felt it for you earlier, but at that moment I felt bad and I was too. I want you to forgive me for I have felt it from you. I still suffer silent.

- Of course I forgive you. I fully understand his pain, his anger, Yasmine. Do not beat yourself up about it too. And I'm impressed that you remembered everything I said to you. After I told you that you had a cardiac arrest.

- I was like Roger, because he was very angry with you, as I said. It was hatred. So everything you told me at that time to me is like a lie. - I cried without stopping.

He wiped a few tears.

- I forgive you for everything, everything, Yasmine. The detective, because I felt revolt, hate me for a moment. - He snuggles into my hand. - But I want your forgiveness. Please forgive me for everything I put you through? I'm sick of soul, because I hurt one of the people I love most in my life. I'm stupid. A proud.

Roger begins to cry.

- As has forgiven me, I forgive you. Who am I not to forgive him? A sinner, which also has its flaws. I forgive you my dear.

At this point we embraced very strong and weeping copiously. Roger cried more than me. As time went on calming down.

- I love you, Yasmine. This will never change. I love you so much.

- I love you so much my dear, my kitten, but ...

- But? - Roger looks at me.

- Roger, better just be best friends, as we were in adolescence. As a couple we do not work. As much as we love, there is always something to mess up everything. What can I offer you from now on is just my friendship. Be your best friend as I ever was. - I was crying.

I did not mean it to him. I realized that he was very unhappy with my decision. Roger lowered his head and wept. Until he spoke:

- I love you, Yasmine, too. It hurts, it hurts a lot in my chest this decision you made. But because I love you so much, I want to see you happy, me or other, it pains me. And with a lot of effort, a lot of sadness, I accept just be your best friend. For loving you so much, I renounce our relationship, since you no longer want. And I love you so much I want to be happy without me, if that's what you want.

- You prove how much I love and I just wish you much happiness in your personal life and will always be by his side as best friend. I will always love you, Roger.

I embrace again Roger. He falls into a convulsive weeping. So love Roger, but it will be better this way, each living his life in opposite ways. I will always be with him as best friend.

POV Roger.

I continue beside her. So I love Yasmine, only the fact of being next to her best friend as lessens the pain in my chest. I'll have to live like this, without being able to touch it, without being able to kiss your sweet lips without having sex with love, without being able to caress her beautiful face.

Will I stand being like this? I do'll hold just be her best friend as we were before? Only time will tell.