I Used To Love Him
"Hey hun, you okay? Your friends and family are here to celebrate you getting accepted into college" Y/M says
"Yeah, I'm fine. I'll be out soon just let me fix my hair first" Y/N says
"Your hair looks fine but I'll leave you be," Y/M says and kisses Y/N's forehead before she left the room
Not a few seconds later Ocean bursts through the door. "Okay, what the actual fuck Y/N you haven't stayed in your room for this long during a party ever since. . . Oh shit"
"Yeah. My heart is broken, but I had to dump Kim I was moving away! I couldn't just stay with him. . ." Y/N says
Ocean sat next to Y/N and placed her hand on Y/N's. "Look you'll get through this. I won't, force you to get over him quick but I sure as hell won't let you go through this alone. I'm here for you and I'll always be"
Y/N leaned her head on Ocean's shoulder. She let her tears fall as the two girls sat there in silence with only the occasional heavy breath
Y/N'S POV
I woke up to the sun peeping through my blinds and onto my eyes. I held up a hand to block the sun. I look around. Where did Jimmy go?
I peer over to my bedside table and see a post-it note.
Go to my place after your classes
-Jimmy
YOUR BOYFRIEND
I sigh and pick up my phone to check the time
10:45 AM
"SHIT!" I get out of my bed and quickly get ready for my class that starts at 11:00. If someone else saw me they would probably think I was going crazy. As I rush to get dressed, thousands of thoughts race through my mind.
What does Jimmy want?
Am I gonna make it to class on time?
Do I have everything?
Do I have time to get breakfast?
Why did I sign up for morning classes!?
I sling my backpack on one of my shoulders and get out the door, making sure to lock it on my way out. I run towards the elevator and just make it as the doors were closing. I catch my breath as I look down at my feet. "Thanks for keeping the door open. I'm in a rush to get to class"
"No problem (N/N) (Nickname)" The person says
I look up and see Kim standing there. I mentally curse at myself for rushing towards the elevator. I'd rather take the stairs or be late to my classes if it meant I would avoid Kim
"Uh, don't call me that, please. I only let people I'm close with call me that" I say and scoot a little farther from him
"We don't have to be so far apart you know," Kim says. He smirks and as faces me as he starts coming towards me
I back away more but I soon hit one of the elevator walls
Kim pins me to the wall and smirks. "You didn't text me last night. Why?"
I could smell his breath, it smelt like minty toothpaste and cigarettes. His face got uncomfortably close to me as he grazed his nose lightly against my neck. I struggle to get him off of me. "I fell asleep early. In my BOYFRIEND'S arms" I say and push him off of me
The doors of the elevator opened and I quickly stepped out, trying to as far away from Kim as I could
TIME SKIP
I get in my car and sigh. I thought about reuniting with my bed after all this time but then I remembered I had to visit Jimmy. I fix my hair and start driving over to his place. My heart races thinking about what he would say and if she did anything bad
Soon enough I was at Jimmy's door. My hand shakes as I lift it up to knock. I wait there patiently for about 2 minutes until the door opens. I see Jimmy there, with a sour-looking expression
"You got my note come in," Jimmy says. He leads me into his place and tells me to sit on the couch. I do what he says and watch as he sits down next to me. He places a hand n my knee and sighs. "Baby, we need to talk."
"About what?" I ask. My palms began to get sweaty as my mind races to think what I possibly did wrong
Jimmy reached into his pocket and pulled out his phone. He then showed my a photo, it was of Kim's number
"You said your ex was named Kim. Is this him?" Jimmy asked, not looking at me at all. I could see that his hand balled up into a fist
I gulped. "Yes it is. He gave me his number because he wanted to catch up. I wanted to throw it out the moment I got it but, I wanted to be nice. I dont want to text him ever. Especially not after what happeed this morning."
"What hapened this morning?" Jimmy asked me. I saw his features soften a bit
"He. . . He pinned me to a wall and his face got too close" I say. Right before i say more I'm immediately engulfed into a hug
Jimmy hugged me tight. "I'm sorry for being angry baby. . . I thought you wanted to see him more than you wanted to see me. Because let's face it. We barely see each other everyday!"
I hug Jimmy back. "Just because we don't see each other face to face. Doesn't mean I don't have you in my heart" I smiled at him before placing a soft kiss on his lips
Jimmy kissed back before smoothing my entire face with kisses
"Baby! Stop! That tickles!" I say before falling back onto the couch while he still kisses my face. Once he stops he looks at you. "Holy shit I can't control myself"
"W- what?" Is the only thing I can mutter before Jimmy places a kiss on my lips. My face turns red
Jimmy pulled back from the kiss and we both looked at each other. We knew what we wanted and we didn't even have to say anything. He picked me up from the couch bridal style and carried me to his room
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A/N:
No naughty stuff for you guys!
Also I finally updated! Are all you happy now?
The next chapter might be a time skip to when both Y/N and Ocean graduate
Or one chapter as a filler before the graduation chapter
Or a 2 part where the 1st one is about Jimmy and the other is about Y/n before the graduation chapter
Let me know which is better
After they graduate I have 2 options and 2 set decisions
Option 1: I continue writing this book about anything my mind comes up with
Option 2: I end this book and start a sequal where Y/n and Jimmy move in with each other after the summer ends
My set decisions is that I will make another book about Ocean moving bacl to LA and living her life as an actress in this one theatre group idk if you know them but they're called Starkid
The other decision is that I will try and not mention Ocean at all in the next chapters because I can tell just by the views on each chapter, you don't like her that much if not at all so, that's why I'm making a new book for her. I don't want her to ruin your experience reading this book just because of some character I added in. I'll take her shit somewhere else
So in the comments tell me which ending you want to see and what I should do with this book after
If no one votes I'm gonna pick one ig
See ya folks
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