SHORT UPDATE

After 10 days

Fariha P.O.V

"Mom this is not fair , what ever you heard its wrong its totally wrong, i dont know who said you all this nonsense , plz mom let me concentrate on my music first" i shouted up from my lungs.

"This is the way i thought you to speak with elder , are you out of your mind , you are speaking with your mother not with your friend. My biggest mistake was to send you to paris , i think you lost all your manners " mom shouted back.

I felt guilty to speak like that with mom. I never spoke like that before.

"Sorry mom" i aplogious to mom.

"Pata nai ab aur kaisi kaisi harkate karegi , one thing you do get married to ayaan then live your life. How you wanted to leave " mom said seriously.

No words came in my mouth i was stuck.

"Otherwise do one thing .. forget that you had a family.. or else say yes" mom words echoed in my ears.

"No mom. No one can force me , i m your daughter you cant do this to me"i stammer.

My phone slip from my hand..

I felt helpless.. i was not able to breath properly.. i just cant get out from those words which mom said.

I was no stronger to stand .. my knee touched to floor hardly.. but i was not feeling pain at all .when my heart is full of pain then this pain was nothing for me.

I felt like my world has been snached from me....

How can i say this to my friends. How can i say this to hussain. How will he react to this.

My parents wanted me to get married to ayaan.. but why.. whats the reason behind this...

Who showed our night party , beach party and all the other vedios to my parents... it was ayaan or someone else.

They dont trust me, no one trust me , then why do i live .
Tears rolled down from my eyes .

I hugged my pillow tightly and cried .. no one was their at apartment i was alone..

After beach day party everything was changed..
Behaviour of ayaan..

They all went for shopping. I was not willing to go.

I thought i should speak with mom.

I even didnot know wethere hussain went or not.

When i spoke with mom .. i just wanted some one to hold me . I wanted cry aloud.. but it was no use.

I was hiding my face between my knees..

I felt now my head is going to blast.. i stood up took my purse .. removed medicine.. i did not even checked the medicine name..i even dont know how this medicine came into my bag or wether it was my bag or not.

After some time .. i felt some one is calling me ....

"Fari u der"some one knocked at my door..

I dont know who it was .

Screen became blurry blurry every where..

I kept hard to opened my eyes. .

I slowly slowly wen towards the door and unlocked the door.

"Fari are you ok what have you done to yourself" it was hussain.

I tried hard to keep my eyes open i lost..

I was about to faint and fall he holded me.. i slowly closed my eyes..

For the fiirst time i loved darkness.

I never wanted to open my eyes again..i just wanted to die before all the dramas.

I wanted to leave peacefully and happily

I lost every one..i lost hussain forever. Before i could tell him about my feelings..

We won best couple award and best singer award..

We were to perfect with each other..

For i weak we leaved in stranger place.. but i never felt strange their

Hussain was with me , he was taking care of me..

We spent so many days togather happily..

Now all this are going to be my memories.

i wrote everything in my dairy
.
I just wanted to die.

I dont wanna hurt anyone.

When i opened my eyes i was in hospital..
So many machine where attached to me..

The day was passing..1 weeks remain for our finale..

I was weak.. totally weak. I was afraid to leave hussain.

I dont want to get married to ayaan.. wrong feelings came to my heart about him.

My head started to give a severe pain. I closed my eyes tightly.

I felt warm and soft touch on my hand.

I slowly opened my eyes.

It was hussain. He wiped his tears when he saw me..

"Get well soon i cant see you in this condition" hussain said kissing on my forehead .. teara rolled down from his eyes

"What time of medicine you ate thay time"he asked slowly so that i should not panic

"I dont know how that medicine came in my purse"i hardly said breathing heavily.

"Dont care me so much , i cant return you favour" i said tears roll down in my eyes.

"Dont say that please" hussain kept his finger on my lips.

"Hussain .. i m alive only to give pain to every one .. plz leave me alone" my heart was paining to sat thia words but i have to say.

"Sir plz time over , pateint have to rest" nurse intructed hussain he nodded

He was crying because of me . I am bad girl in this whole world.

"Dont you even dare to say that.. you are the best and lovely person i met in my life" he wispered in my ears and slowlt kissed on my cheeks. I plastered a smile on my face .

He leaved my hand and went out.

I m sorry hussain..i m extremly sorry..

I m going far away from you life for ever..

If i choose you my family will put me out .

Ill do watever what my parents want only for theit happines.

I m going ti sacrifice my love for my parents.

I smiled...
Thank god i never said him i love you..

Other wise it could be very hard to handle this situation.

Rajhan dhoodan may chaliya
Rajhan miliya na aye.
Jigra wicho agan lagaa ke rabba
Lakira vich lik de judaai

Humari adhuri kahani
Humari adhuri kahani

Kaha lay aye khawhishe
Hay dard ki yeh jo barishe
Jo galti dil ne kiya.
Hay waqat ki yeh sajeeshay.

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True love always give pain
True love always remain same

True love is something like beleving in allah.

How fari will handle this situation ?

1) by saying truth and hurting others

2) comforting them with lie.

3) she will stay quite

4) she wait for the correct time to say

Plz vote and tell me the answer through comment.

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BYE .