Sonakshi was in deep sleep. She felt like after years she was sleeping pleasantly.

"What happened sir looking stunning" a young girl questioned her man "I just want to hug right now" he said her. "All after our marriage only go" she spoke pushing him away from her by placing her soft hands on his chest.

"I want to marry her komolika. It's not that I don't love you. I still need you as my good friend but" before anurag can say anything komolika stopped him. "I would have seriously done something if you said me before hand anurag. In front of the whole world and literally how can I push our family in embarrassment" komolika said with a sad face. Anurag literally felt all her genuine words but he never wanted to leave the love of his life also at that moment.

"I'm sorry girl. I can't help this lovely dovey couple" komolika spoke with tears in her eyes and walked away from the couple who were literally waiting to seek her help.

"It's fine what she's saying is also right. Now, things have crossed out of our hands" was the last word sonakshi heard in her dreams. That was her voice for once her own voice turned into her fear.

Sonakshi's past made her restless. Images of blood flowing through her body made her panic and scream. She was taking high breathe making the person next to her literally stare at her and wake up from his sleep.

"Wake up.... look at me" dev said trying to bring back sonakshi's sense as he felt like she got a bad dream. She was still not able to open her eyes blur images of her own past life was pictured in front of her eyes. Sonakshi felt like all the events are happening right now.

"Calm down look at me Mam" sonakshi blinked her eyes hearing dev call her Mam. That shocked her a bit but somewhere she was struggling to come out of her other thought. "I'm okay leave it" sonakshi replied to dev as he looked at her with a caring eyes and moved his fingers near her face.

Dev held sonakshi's face tightly and made her stare at his eyes. "I can see you struggling to breathe. Should I get you some water" he asked her and she just moved out his hold. "I felt helpless. It's repeating again." Sonakshi blabbered few words and dev looked at her pale face it was pale as snow. Her facial expressions were too terrific for him to watch.

Moving towards her side of bed he grabbed some water for her. "Drink some water. I guess you had a bad dream" dev said handing over a class of water to her. Dev didn't like to see sonakshi's face at all but now he was trying to convince her. As sonakshi silently gulped the glass of water he stared at her with his wide eyes. The same girl who fought with him few hours back and sounded too rude just silently looked at him. For once he heard her heart beat. It was literally getting heavy for her.

Dev is a cardiologist as well as a psychologist. Even though he was clear she wasn't going to get a heart attack he feared that would he be the reason for her bad dreams or is she depressed. Dev felt he should have atleast been a little polite to her. Before he could try to start a conversation with sonakshi, she walked out his room. Dev decided to follow her and he just looked at her sit in the balcony near the living room. Sonakshi silently saw the fresh plants kept in the balcony.

"You always said be with someone who is proud to have you in their life. I know only you were proud to have me in your life. I'm a waste piece of trash. I'm used to live in the dark but today this darkness is making me scared. I fear the dumb yellow lamp light today" sonakshi casually spoke admiring the stars in the sky. Dev didn't hear some of her words clearly, he just heard "I'm a waste piece of trash" he assumed it as she was feeling bad about herself.
He wanted to know lots about her. Dev felt as if he has done big sin to her by marrying her. Now, he decided to help her come out of her depression.
Not waiting for anything further dev joined sonakshi in the balcony.

Sonakshi tired to hide her tears from dev. Dev pretended as if he didn't notice sonakshi cry. "Why are you here?" She questioned him. "Bcoz your here." he replied her. She completely looked hurt. He never knew that she was feeling depressed and he can't understand what made her feel like this? Dev was so stubborn to deal with her. He wanted to get into  doctor patient relationship. Sonakshi turned towards the other side and started to cry.

"You know don't follow me as if you really care for. I'm so used to being alone. Can you please let me alone for some time" sonakshi felt like pushing dev out from the balcony. In short she did not want him to be with her. "You have always been alone for once trust me and speak out your heart" dev was literally feeling bad looking at her innocent face. He really wanted to help her. Ininitially he decided to help her to take our that guilty feeling of hurting her but now, from his bottom of his heart he really wanted to help her.

"No need. I mean even you won't be permanent with me. It's okay May be my fate is I should always remain alone" she cried loudly not able to control any further. "Your not alone" he said casually by walking closer to her and holding by her shoulders. They both didn't face each other. Sonakshi stared at the sky and dev looked at the plants out side his house. Sonakshi rested her head in dev's  chest and her tiny reached his shirt. "It's okay don't cry for some days I will be with you" he said just make her understand even he wasn't fishing to be permanent in her life but
Just reacted and reached her in sympathy. "It's really hard to be without parents" she said in a straight tone. Dev really understood it to be the worst feeling because he also lost his father few months ago and he witnessed his one only love mishti to suffer without her mom. "I know it's hard to be without parents" he spoke in a convincing tone. "I lost my loved one" she said crying more. Dev pulled her and embarrassed her in a tight hug. It was really unexpected for sonakshi. In his conscious at that moment he just wanted to console her. Dev ran his hands softly over her back and sonakshi pushed him from hugging her. "Your doing all this In sympathy I dont want it. It's just that I hate to be in your place but still I had to be. " sonakshi spoke painfully and dev casually walked from her. Sonakshi thought did she hurt him but just pretended as if she never minded to hurt other's emotions. She saw him reaching the bedroom and followed him. It was already 4am and here they both were literally feeling restless. Sonakshi wanted to give her marriage a chance suddenly May be that would be the best way to come out of all her worries she thought and sat on the bed. Dev turned the other side and slept after some time he checked on sonakshi she was sleeping peacefully near him. She just an inch away from him. He smiled looking at Her sleepy face and shut his eyes to catch some sleep. Finally sonakshi slept peaceful but dev was struggling to sleep. Each time he saw sonakshi it reminded him of mishti. The way mishti was afraid to lose her dad and even finally decided to break up with him and marry someone else everything was standing in front of him. It was around 5am when dev finally got into a deep sleep.

Sonakshi woke up at 7am she just had solid 3hrs of sleep. She wasn't satisfied with her sleep, she wanted to sleep for some more time but never wanted to be late to work too. Sonakshi woke up to just see dev's hand resting on her stomach. He was holding her tightly and she struggled to wake up without touching his hand. One thing she adored about him was his sympathy for her. She played a game in untangling herself in his hold without waking him up.

Sonakshi walked away from the bed and took a fresh bath. She never dressed inside the bathroom. For the first time sonakshi was struggling to wear saree inside the bathroom. Sonakshi decided to step out of bathroom and dress up but dev's presence in the room stopped her from stepping outside the bathroom with just a bathrobe.

She struggled to tie the saree. She just casually wrapped the saree around her and decided to set the saree properly outside the bathroom. Dev was still sleeping and sonakshi was setting her saree she noticed him blink his eyes. He turned to other side making her shiver.

The moment he opened his eyes completely sonakshi was done adjusting her saree. Dev looked at sonakshi with his wide eyes. For him saree was the most sexiest outfit and here in front of his eyes a young lady was literally exposing her body curves. "Damn..." He left that word unknowingly from his mouth making her stare at him. Sonakshi walked out of the room and entered inside the kitchen. Somewhere she felt like giving a chance to her marriage while preparing coffee for both of them.
It took few minutes to make coffee for her and she took a tray with two cups of coffee and few biscuits. While sonakshi walked inside the room dev was about to step outside the room. They both clashed with each other. God's grace the coffee didn't slip on both of them as dev held the tray and his another hand moved inside sonakshi's saree holding her bare stomach in his hands. "Your hundred time more sexier" he whispered in her ears bringing her back to sense. "Thanks for the compliment" she said handing over a cup of coffee to him. Dev regretted for being loud. He didn't really want to compliment sonakshi but his bad looking at her too close he just said it. They both drank the coffee in complete silence. "Should I give this marriage a chance?" Sonakshi asked dev. "No need it won't work" dev replied and
Left from the table to wash his cup.
"And also I know you don't like to live with me Mam and so do I.let's not try something beyond ourselves" dev spoke and sonakshi was also somewhere being okay with it.

Somewhere sonakshi was forcing herself to hate him after looking at his kind heart once in the mid of sleep. Dev was covering up that he only saw her rude tongue. "I'm leaving for my house can you give my car keys" sonakshi sounded little polite to dev. "You have maintained your car well" he said and handed over car keys.

While driving sonakshi's car yesterday dev found it smooth the machine responded to him well. In short dev very well knew he maintained his car really bad. "It's my.... I mean that car matters to me" she replied him and walked out of the house. For the last time before sonakshi could leave dev just stared at her. Instructing the watch man to open the door sonakshi left from their to her new work place.

Dev really wanted to have a very formal relationship with SONAKSHI and that's why most of the time he addressed her as Mam. In the end he wanted to ask sonakshi to call him after she reaches her destination but stopped remembering she's not really meant for him.

Within few minutes even dev left to his hospital with a restless face. Sleep wasn't sufficient for him after working for 24hrs two days before his marriage and not sleeping for even 2hrs after his marriage.

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