xlv. MESSAGES
lottie ✨
hey, can we talk?
ollie🌺
uh, yeah? what's up
lottie ✨
well, a lot's been
happening in my life,
like me breaking things
off with charlie
and i guess i've just
been questing things
about myself
lottie ✨
i mean, i think i've
always known this
kinda but i didn't
really think about it
because it didn't
really matter
ollie 🌺
what do you mean?
lottie ✨
well, i'm pretty sure
i'm bisexual
ollie 🌺
wow...
ollie 🌺
what made you realize
this and everything?
lottie ✨
your joke with alice
and i
lottie ✨
like, when i found out
i thought it was ridiculous
because obviously i
had never thought of her
like that but then i
couldn't stop thinking
about her and the
possibility of us
dating and ughhhh
ollie 🌺
i'm sorry, we should've
never started that joke
lottie ✨
no! don't apologize!
lottie ✨
i think i needed it to
push me into really
thinking about my
sexuality
ollie 🌺
still, it was so stupid
of us to start that joke
especially when we
continued it even though
we thought you were
straight and you were
dating charlie
lottie ✨
no, no it's okay
lottie ✨
but i kept thinking about
it and then i started thinking
about why i was even
thinking of alice in that
way because obviously
i'm not gay or anything
so i came to the conclusion
that i'm bi
ollie 🌺
and charlie?
lottie✨
well, i told him first because
he was my boyfriend and
i didn't want him to think
i was keeping it from him
if i told you guys first and
everything
lottie ✨
he didn't take it as well
as i would've liked and
said he needed time but
i knew that meant he
would just break up with
me later because i
doesn't want to date anyone
that's not just straight
lottie ✨
so i broke up with him and
everything and i started
talking to alice and i told
her that i might be bi first
ollie 🌺
and now you're telling me?
lottie ✨
yeah
lottie ✨
i just really need to talk
to someone about alice
and obviously i can't
talk to her about it
and i didn't want to
tell jax or evan because
they're both busy right
now and you aren't
working so...
ollie 🌺
wow, i am feeling really
appreciated right now
lottie ✨
i didn't mean it like that,
it's just that i'm closer to
evan and you're closest to
alice and jax is close to
everyone in his own way
but evan's on set right
now so i don't wanna
bother him and jax is
still on shift and he won't
pick up his phone anymore
ollie 🌺
well he is working at
olive garden now
lottie ✨
true
lottie ✨
but like, i just really needed
to tell someone that i think
i like alice
lottie ✨
in a romantic sense
ollie 🌺
o h m y g o d
lottie ✨
i know, that was my
reaction too when
i realized this
ollie 🌺
fucking oh my god
ollie 🌺
this is perfect now you
two can get together
and get married and
adopt or something
and have a happy
little family and
my OTP will be together
yesssss
( erased )
lottie ✨
and i don't really wanna
act on it because why
would she even like me?
i'm just charlotte
ollie 🌺
you are more
than just charlotte
lottie ✨
thanks ollie
lottie ✨
but still, alice deserves
better than someone
who didn't even
realize they were bi
until they were 22 because
of a fucking joke made
between their friends
ollie 🌺
we all find out at
different times
ollie 🌺
and in your defense,
you knew you liked one gender
and never really had the
push to think about the other one
lottie ✨
thanks
ollie 🌺
no problem
lottie ✨
but i'm still not convinced
lottie ✨
like, i obviously wanna
tell her that i have a
crush on her, but what
if i get over it soon or
she rejects me and it
ruins our friendship?
lottie ✨
she's my best friend (no
offense) and i don't wanna
lose her because of this
ollie 🌺
trust me, you won't
ollie 🌺
but if you wanna wait
a while before telling
her the truth, that's
your right
ollie 🌺
take your time and
accept yourself, maybe
come out to the others
and take it from there
lottie ✨
thank you ollie
ollie 🌺
once again,, no problem
ollie 🌺
i seriously don't mind you
coming to me with this,
i'm free to talk anyway
because my boy is being a
bitch and staying in new york
lottie ✨
well here's a solution:
JOIN HIM IN NEW YORK
STUPID
ollie 🌺
yeah but that involves
flying
lottie ✨
so you would rather
mope around and
miss him than get
on a fucking plane????
ollie 🌺
yes
lottie ✨
you're fucking hopeless
ollie 🌺
you aren't the first
to say that and i doubt
you'll be the
last
lottie ✨
jfc oliver
ollie 🌺
:)
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