I awoke with a jolt of my arms. At first I thought I felt Katie touching and seducing me but he next thing I know, I'm alone, fully clothed and on the couch... I must have been dreaming.. I knew it was too good to be true..

"Damnit.." I mumbled to myself and rolled up to my butt. I put my elbows on my knees and buried my face into my shaking cold hands. And I wept.

I cried over the fact I was too stupid to realize it wasn't real. I cried over the fact I'll never see the love of my life again. I cried about being alone in this world. Yeah, I have Orion but he's bound to get a girlfriend before this month ends. Kassidy.. She is also nice to me... But I don't want to get close to people anymore. I'm terrified over the possibility that anyone that I get into a full on relationship with, that they'll end up like Katie.

Oh my god, why am I even worrying about Kassidy? I don't like her like that. We're project partners and that's it. End of story. I angrily groaned to myself then stopped. What if I really do like her...? I wanted to laugh at my statement.

"There's no way in hell that I like Kassidy. She's too...too...too Katie.." Angrily I rubbed the temple of my forehead, shaking even worse.

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Hi everyone, this is Kanna's friend. She is sick and has been for a little bit. She can't find the right time to edit this. She reads books on her tablet but she cannot update for a while. She wanted me to post this just to let you guys know. It's just a bad cold, no hospital.

Bye bye