I opened my eyes and felt confused for a moment, until I realized that I had stayed at Arnav's house last night, I found his arms wrapped around me which made me smile, I loved such cute cheesy stuff, I loved everything about being in love, it felt so beautiful.

I tilted my head to look at him and found him staring at me with a huge smile on his face, I thought he must be asleep, but here he was, wide awake, staring at me.

"You're creepy." I giggled.

"Hey, I have all the right to stare at my gorgeous girlfriend okay." He smirked taking his hands off me and sitting upright, last night I don't even remember how I fell asleep, I remember Arnav's teasing and everything but then later on we actually started watching the movie serious and I guess that's when I fell asleep.

It was actually quite surprising for me also, that we spent an entire night in the same room, with all the privacy yet nothing happened between us, congrats to me for having so much self-control.

"What are you thinking?" Arnav's voice disturbed my thoughts.

"How we actually spent the night together and nothing happened, I'm impressed Mr. Raizada." I smirked at him.

"Well it depends, did you want something to happen?" He winked.

"Not with the flirting again Arnav." I blushed as I tried to get out of the bed and away from him before he could start tempting me all over again but he grabbed my wrist and pulled me back.

"Hey, answer me." He pouted, he was so cute when he pouted. Since Arnav and I started dating, I had gotten to see so many sides of him that I didn't even know existed, the romantic one, the cute one, the pouting one and so much more.

"I don't know... maybe?" I bit my lower lip nervously hiding my face with both palms, I mean I know it was too soon that's why I made sure to self-control, but then there were also these raging hormones that made me feel otherwise.

"Good to know." He smirked proudly, idiot!

He stood up and walked towards his cupboard, opening it up he stood there staring at all his clothes maybe decided which he was going to wear today while I sat on the bed drooling at the sight of him, he had the perfect body, it was so tempting.

"Can you help me choose?" He asked as he turned around so suddenly, he actually caught me staring at him and almost drooling, oh how did I get myself into such situations?

He walked towards me, this time he didn't have the stupid smirk or any sort of grin or anything on his face, he looked like the usual him, he sat down beside me, holding my hand into his and then looked at me in a really intense manner.

"I know it's making you nervous to take such a big step, especially when it's your first time, but it's my first time too and like I said and I am ready but you aren't, but seeing you I also feel you're trying so hard to control, maybe you should let go.

Look, we don't have to dive in and get done with everything at once, if you're okay with it we can start slowly, and as you get more comfortable we can think of doing the actual deed, not mentioning the word because you get all red when I do." He finally smiled again.

"Okay." I nodded, he was right, I wanted for something to happen, maybe not everything but just a little bit and hey it was justified for me okay, I was already in love with him, I just wanted to feel his touch.

"So what do you suggest we start with?" He asked.

"I don't know, you sound like the expert, you should suggest." I giggled nervously.

"Well right now, I'm going to shower, and if you feel ready and comfortable, you can join." He winked at me and then stood up and walked towards the bathroom leaving the door open, he got undressed completely and stood under the shower as the water fell down on him.

I walked towards the door and stood there looking at him, holy hell was he hot! Seeing him like this, especially in this state where he was naked and there was water rolling down his body was all it took for me to lose my control.

I walked inside the bathroom, he looked at me and smiled, I walked inside the shower and stood there with him, without undressing.

"Not fair, you get to see me naked and I don't?" He pouted.

"I am staying true to my words, you're not getting to see me like that until you're in love with me." I laughed.

"Khushi! Not fair." He frowned.

"I'm kidding, I just thought it would be sexy if you undressed me." I blushed, he grabbed me by the waist as soon as the words left my mouth and pushed me towards the wall, pressing me against it.

He undressed me in a matter of seconds but didn't really touch me, he just stared at me for a while with that stupid smirk on his face until he made me a little self-conscious.

He put his hand around my neck holding it as he bent forward to kiss me, our kisses before were great but it was like the more we kissed, the intense it got, every time it was better than the previous time.

He moved his hand from my neck and hovered it around my chest, pulling apart from the kiss he looked at me.

"Is it okay if I touch?" He asked, I just nodded my head vigorously, I was dying to feel his touch of course it was okay. I rubbed my arms around his belly nervously heading downwards then I asked him the same question.

"Is it okay if I touch too."

"Hell yes!" He said, as soon as I got a hold of him, he had these sexy expressions on his face that made me lose any control I had.

He moved his hands moved my chest trailing downwards, leaving those ticklish feelings all over my body and before he touched me he looked at me just to be sure I was okay with it, I loved that he was making sure I was okay with everything, no wonder I fell in love with him, he was so respectful, he took consent and he was just so...perfect.

"Arnav!" I said in surprise when his fingers came in contact with me, wow! It was such a beautiful feeling, I tightened my grip on him as he worked the magic with his fingers.

"I hope it's fine, you can tell me what you want, I'm new to this I really don't know..."

"You're perfect." I whispered in between my deep breaths, the amount of pleasure his fingers were giving me was appalling, I didn't know another human being could manage to make me feel this way.

I kept on following the same rhythm with him, when he would get faster, I would too, we were both trying to pleasure each other and I hoped I was doing it right too as it was my first time, just like him.

As the motion continued I felt by whole body tensing up and then the next moment it exploded with an intense feeling I didn't even know to describe in words, we both were panting for breaths, I looked down at him and we both had finished at the same time.

He wrapped his arms around me holding me into a tight hug, our naked bodies rubbing against each other, and here I thought it couldn't get more intense.

"Slow start, see it wasn't so bad." He smiled at me.

"It wasn't." I agreed with him as we both finally finished taking the shower and then walked out to get dressed. I decided to wear my clothes that I had worn last night while Arnav picked up one of his usual suits and got dressed in it.

I looked at the clock that was on the wall opposite the bed, it was 8 o'clock already.

"It's late, everyone must be awake now, you know you can just come along, I promise they won't mind." Arnav said.

"I know, I'm just shy."

"Well it's not like you'll stay locked in my room the whole day, I don't know if everyone will be going out today or not. Come on, I promise to make you feel as comfortable as I can."

"Are you sure?"

"Yes Khushi, don't be shy, they are all going to be perfectly normal with you, no one will even tease you like me." He smirked.

"Okay, if you say so..." I tried to take in a deep breath hoping it would be okay, I was so awkward about this whole thing.

He held my hand into his and pulled me out of the room along with him, my heart was racing so bad, I wondered what his family was going to think of me staying with him, it was just generally so awkward.

"Hey, look who's here. What a pleasant surprise Khushi." Barkha smiled at me happily from the dining table, everyone was there having breakfast, okay this was more awkward than I thought, I wish I could run away but it was too late now.

"I haven't seen you in a while, I was starting to miss you." Sonali said.

"You never miss me?" Samar looked at her making a puppy face, what was it with the Raizada brothers and making such cute faces that melted your heart.

"Because you are always around." Sonali laughed.

Arnav and I both sat down beside each other while I just kept on staring at the plate in front of me, oh God, why did this have to be so awkward, why couldn't I have woken up early and escaped before anyone else woke up?

"You look so happy, I haven't seen you this happy in a long time." Sonali said staring at Arnav's face.

"I know, it's all because of her." Arnav smiled as he looked at me, okay I liked cheesy Arnav but only when he was with me, not in front of everyone else.

"What will you have for breakfast Khushi?" Barkha asked.

"Anything is fine." I replied. She called the house help to instruct him to bring me food, while she was talking to him, we heard someone call out Arnav's name and it wasn't anyone from the table, we all turned our heads towards the entrance.

"Sona!" I heard Arnav's trembling voice, and at that exact moment, my heart shattered into a million pieces.