ETHAN JACKSON-Son & Father Moment

He could not believe he was not married to Donna right now.

When he heard someone at the door, he knew it was Donna finally making it back. He was too drunk to move, having dozed off a bit laying in bed wishing the love of his life was there.

"Donna!" he yelled out.

"Dad?" Tony walked into the room, came over to him, and stared down at him. "You look like shit."

"I feel like shit. Donna? Where is she?"

"I don't know."

"Did you...call her? Did she...call you?" he asked with a slur.

"She left her phone." Tony held up the phone case he recognized as Donna's. "No one was able to call her...Dad, I saw the video of you and-"

He groaned and tossed around in bed, Connelly sitting up. How was this happening? His son watched a sex video with him that he did not remember even being a part of.

"Son, I didn't do it!"

"Well, that looked like you to me."

"Tony, I wouldn't do that to your mother. I love her too much and I was that close to having her. I don't know who or what made that shit! Somebody who wanted to destroy me so they sent it to Donna."

"You don't remember a thing? It was just last night. Your clothes were the giveaway, it was on the bed. What you wore the night before. Maybe after you left the party you hooked up with Anita and..." Tony's voice trailed off after that.

No way! Impossible. "Son, I don't want to discuss this with you. I need you to find your mother."

Tony sat beside him. "She may not want to be found."

Ethan held in tears. He did not want to cry in front of his son. He felt weak and helpless. He bent over to lay his face in his hands.

"For what it's worth...I know you love my mom and wouldn't intentionally do this. Everyone else seems to think this is typical Ethan Van Russell...but that's not the man I'm getting to know."

That did it for him. He broke down in tears and could not stop the flow. Tony put his arms around him and they hugged. Finally, someone who believed in him. If only he could get Donna to believe in him.

"She'll be back Dad. What you two have is special. Just give her some time okay? And when she gets back...can you two work on a little brother or sister for me?"

"What?" Ethan laughed at the thought of that.

"I'm serious. Mom raised me all alone, and you guys didn't raise a kid together. If you love each other, you'd want to share something like that together. It would strengthen the relationship."

Ethan looked at his son, looking more like his uncle than he would like to admit. But he had his spirit, and his brains, he knew he was his son, that's for sure.

"This is why I know you're my son." He hugged him again. "So proud to have you as my son, kid. And I will definitely work on that."

DONNA JACKSON-Secret Life

No one knew about her secret life. That Donna Jackson, or little "Prima Donna" raised with the finest things in life, was a bonafide "sex addict." Ever since her very first time, she could not deny her urges. Sex was her drug.

She had never gone to see anyone about it because she denied there was a problem for years. She knew her behavior was wrong, even deadly at times. She felt so ashamed sometimes for the things she did with men. She did not know whether to blame it on being the only girl around guys growing up, or losing her father young, or that her mother never gave her the attention she yearned for.

She started having sex too young, she admitted that now. After her brothers left for college, she had to fend for herself. She needed some attention from someone, and giving herself to boys gave her attention, sometimes only for a moment.

Then she went off to college, intentionally following Ethan. She told herself she would finally get him because she was of legal age now. But it was hard at first. There were so many other girls vying for his attention. He still looked at her like the little sister of his ex-best friend. She made it a point to seriously flirt with him till he took her up on the offer to cook him dinner.

And then she had him.

Sexually he was everything she hoped for and more. His sexual appetite matched hers. He fulfilled her needs and she did not need anyone else. That is probably why it was so easy to get pregnant when she was with Ethan. They were like bunny rabbits day and night and she would often miss her pill.

After she left and found out she was pregnant, she felt ashamed, like the typical teenage girl getting herself in trouble. But then she looked at it as a blessing. If she could not have Ethan, she had his son. That brightened her outlook and made her determined to do better for her son.

Her sexual desires were gone all while pregnant, and even after. Her focus was on being a good mother and student. She transferred to Clark Atlanta University after she gave birth to Tony. Stayed in Atlanta to finish her law degree, then moved back to Midtown. Everyone wanted to know who the father was. Her mother adored her first grandchild but grew to despise Donna even more.

Both her brothers doted on Tony and raised him like he was their son. She worked well with her brothers and everything was fine.

Then it all started back.

She would date occasionally but never get deep enough to develop a relationship. Once while she was out of town for business, she met a male prostitute at the hotel and for five thousand, she had a few hours of fun, and her addiction was back.

She could keep her liaisons private and she could indulge whenever she wanted. There was some control over her urges this time. Only seldom did she use male services. She found other ways to pleasure herself with toys. Then she met maintenance man Freddy the Dick Man while getting her car serviced. After he serviced her, she did everything to keep that man under her control.

She paid rent on his house, bought his motorcycle, and gave him a nice monthly stipend just for sex whenever she called.

But that was not enough.

She met Hadrian at a career fair at Midtown University. He was also a law student, while he worked nights as a stripper to help pay his way. He looked like a young Ethan with his blonde curls and blue eyes. She wanted him and so she propositioned him. Once he agreed, she helped pay his way through law school so he did not have to work as a stripper. Now he could service her as she needed. He was in. The sex was great, as long as she pretended he was Ethan.

Even he was not enough.

Her third playmate was so different from the others. He did not need any money from her. He had more money than she could imagine. He would pay her quite a sum for their outings. They both knew it was nothing more than what it was. He was old enough to be her father. And he was married.

If Ethan knew about her dirty deeds, would he still want to be married to her?

Better yet, now that she knew his dirty deeds, did she still want to marry him?

ETHAN VAN RUSSELL-The End

He was not planning on leaving Donna's house until she came back. It had been two days. He had not showered or shaved and he was still in his tuxedo.

He drank, he munched on the few food items in the kitchen, and he vomited it all up. Tony tried to get him to leave several times. He called and stopped by several times. No one else cared to check on him.

He did not give a care. He wanted Donna.

He was half passed out Tuesday when he thought he heard someone enter the house. Finally, Donna was home. He figured it was late at night and she was tired of hiding out wherever she went.

He had his eyes opened just a sliver when the bedroom door opened. He started to grin with the anticipation of seeing Donna's face, but then he stopped short. A loud bang...

Pain...and then darkness.

To be continued!

Hey readers!

Some juicy bits and pieces. Donna has THREE secret men, one older and married. Hmmm...I wonder who it could be.

And what happened to Ethan? And who did it?

See you next season.

XOXO
Kimberly