Chapter 25: Do Jism Ek Jaan
Sidharth made Sana sit on a sofa. Sana was still in shock. She couldn't even speak. Teardrops were coming out of her eyes. The scene of Aditya and Dipti hugging each other was roaming around her head. Their words were echoing in her ears.
"I love you Aditya."
"I love you too."
Sana closed her ears with her hands and tried to calm herself down.
Sidharth felt bad seeing her like this. He couldn't see her in pain. That's why he never wanted to tell Sana about Aditya and Dipti.
Sidharth asked the receptionist to bring a glass of water for Sana. They gave her a glass of water.
"Sana paani pee lo. You will fell better." Sidharth told Sana.
Sana took the glass of water and pressed it hard. The glass suddenly broke and her hand got injured. It started bleeding.
"Sana! What have you done?"
Sidharth took out his handkerchief and wrapped it around her hand.
"Sana bohut hua abhi ghar chalo. Iss ghatiya admi ke liye apne aanshu mat bahao. He doesn't even deserve your precious tears." Sidharth said and took Sana with him.
He made her sit in his car and came back to the reception. He paid for the broken glass and said, "Sorry for all these."
"It's ok Sir. We hope Mam will be fine. Take care of her." The receptionist said.
Sidharth nodded and left from there.
He got inside his car.
"Ghar chale?" Sidharth asked looking at her.
"Main uss ghar mein nahi jaa sakti Sidharth." Sana said with no expression as she was too shocked.
"Toh phir tumhare ghar...."
"Waha jaungi toh sab hazaro sawal puchne lagenge. I need some alone time."
Sidharth thought for a while and said, "Toh phir aaj raat ke liye tum mere ghar mein ruk sakti ho. Chalogi mere ghar?"
Sana looked at him and nodded.
Sidharth started driving.
After sometime they reached Sidharth's place. Sidharth took her in his room.
At first Sidharth took the first aid box and started doing her first aid.
"Tum bhi na Sana. I can understand your situation lekin aisa kaun karta hai? Agar first aid karne mein thodi aur der ho jaati na toh infection phail sakta tha." Sidharth said.
"Don't worry Sidharth, itne mein main marne nahi wali. Bhagwan se pray karo ki ek din mere saath kuch bada ho jaaye aur main sach mein marr jau. Mere jeene ka ab koi fayda nahi hai." Sana said and started crying.
Sidharth got both hurt and angry hearing her words. He grabbed her hand and pulled her.
"Sidharth yeh kya kar rahe ho?" Sana asked being confused at his sudden movement.
He took her to the balcony and left her hand.
"Kud jaao." He said.
Sana became puzzled.
"Sidharth, yeh tum kya bol rahe ho?" She asked.
"Kyu? Tumhe hi bohut shauk hai na marne ka. Then jump. De do apni jaan uss kamine ke liye."
Sana didn't make any movement.
Sidharth grabbed her arms tightly and said, "Itna easy nahi hota Sana apni life khatam kar dena. Tumhare pati ne tumhe cheat kiya aur tumhari jeene ki iccha hi khatam ho gayi. Wah! Why is it always about him? Tumhara khud ka kya? Unn logo ka kya jo tumse pyaar karte hai?"
"Kaun karta hai Sidharth?" Sana screamed and freed her arms.
"Koi nahi karta mujhse pyaar. I always craved for love. Bachpan se aaj tak maine sirf dusro ke khushiyon ki parwa ki hai. Badle mein sirf ek hi chiz chahti thi, woh tha pyaar. Jab college mein thi, Papa ne kaha tha aisa kuch mat karna jisse parivaar ka naam kharab ho. Maine wahi kiya. Padhai ke alawa kabhi kisi chiz pe dhyan nahi diya. Tumhe reject kiya, sirf aur sirf Papa ki baaton ko dhyan pe rakhte hue. Kyu? Kyu ki main ek acchi Beti thi. Phir jab college khatam hua, Papa ne mujhse bina puche meri shaadi tay kar di. Jab ki mera bilkool mann nahi tha. Mere bhi kuch sapne the, main aur padhna chahti thi, apne dam par kuch karna chahti thi. Lekin phir bhi maine unki baat maan li. Kyu? Kyu ki main ek acchi Beti jo thi. Shaadi hone ke baad apni puri zindagi Aditya aur uski family ke naam kar di. Shaadi ke kuch mahine baad ek job ka offer aaya. Par uss waqt Mummy Ji ki heart ki problem chal rahi thi. Isliye unki take care karne ke liye maine woh offer reject kar diya. Kyu? Kyu ki main ek acchi bahu thi. Aditya ne bina kisi wajah ke har waqt mujh par gussa kiya. Par maine humesha unke gusse ko samjha aur koi galti na hote hue bhi har baar khud hi sorry bol diya. Kyu? Kyu ki main ek acchi biwi thi."
Sana sat on the floor while crying. Sidharth also became emotional hearing her side of story. He also sat beside her and hold her hand.
"Inn sab ke bawajood jo pyaar, jo respect main chahti thi mujhe kabhi nahi mila. Kitni bewakoof thi na main. Na jaane kab se Aditya aur Dipti ka affair chal raha tha aur mujhe paata bhi nahi chala. Blindly trust karti gayi unhe. Sayad mujh mein hi koi kami thi isliye Aditya ko kisi aur ladki ki zaroorat padi."
"No Sana! No." Sidharth cupped her face and said, "Koi kami nahi hai tum mein. You are perfect. Tum mein woh saari qualities hai jo ek acche life partner mein honi chahiye. Kami uss mein hai jo woh tumhare pyaar ko samajh nahi paaya. Aage se kabhi apne baare mein aisa mat bolna. You are very precious. At least for me."
Sidharth wiped her tears and kissed her forehead. Then both of their heads touched. At that moment they were very close. They could even feel each others' breath. Sana also cupped his face and closed her eyes. Soon she smashed her lips on his.
At first Sidharth was stunned at her sudden movement. But soon he started reciprocating. He started sucking her lips, feeling every corner of her mouth. Meanwhile Sana was caressing her hair. It was not just a kiss for her. It had a very special meaning. It was giving her relief from all the pain she had got in these past years. On the other hand, it was the best moment of Sidharth's life. He was kissing the love of his life. The person whom he always loved, was now so close to her. Now he didn't want to leave her. He didn't want this moment to end. But soon they had to break the kiss after they both ran out of breath.
Sidharth looked at Sana's face. Her eyes were still closed. He was again coming close to her but the next moment he stopped himself.
He stood up and started leaving but Sana hold his hand.
"Ab tum bhi mujhe chhor ke jaa rahe ho." Sana said which made him surprised.
"Sana, you are not in your sense. Isliye tum yeh sab bol rahi ho. You will regret it next morning." Sidharth said.
Sana stood up and said, "I don't know I will regret it or not. What I know is I need you. At least for tonight. I need you Sidharth."
Sana ran and hugged him tightly.
"I feel peace in your arms. Tum mere paas rahoge toh mera dard kam hoga. Please help to get relief from this pain. Please mujhse dur mat jaao. I need you Sidharth. Please..."
Sana started crying.
Sidharth felt very weak in front of her. Teardrops fell from his eyes as well.
"Please Sana. Don't cry anymore. I can't see you in pain. I'll do what you want. Tonight I'm all yours and you are all mine. You can love me the way you want. Nothing can stop us tonight from loving each other." Sidharth said.
Sana looked at him with watery eyes and caressed her face. Then she kissed his hands.
Sidharth wiped her tears and carried her in bridal style. He placed her on the bed and himself came on the top.
Sana unbuttoned his t-shirt and started giving wet kisses on his chest. Sidharth closed his eyes in pleasure. Then Sidharth started kissing all over her face. He went to her neck and started giving there wet kisses. Then he started sucking her neck.
"Sidharth!" Sana moaned his name pleasure.
Soon they undressed each other.
They hold each other's hand tightly.
"Do you really want this?" Sidharth asked one last time.
Sana nodded and said, "I want you Sidharth."
Sidharth now entered inside her.
"Sidddhhharthh!" Sana screamed in extreme pain and pleasure.
Sidharth kissed her and started moving slowly.
They both made love the way they wanted.
"Aaj tum sirf meri ho gayi Sana. I don't know duniya humare rishte ko kya naam degi. But I know how pure our love is. Aaj hum sirf jism se hi nahi balki rooh se bhi ek ho gaye. Hum bhale hi do jism ho lekin aaj hum ek jaan ban gaye." Sidharth said in his mind.
"Aaj tak main sirf darti aayi hoon. Society se, apni family se. Lekin aaj mujhe koi darr nahi hai. Kyu ki mujhe yakeen hai hum kuch galat nahi kar rahe. Jin sawalon ka jawab main dhund rahi thi aaj mujhe woh mil gaya. Main kisi aur ko apne paas nahi aane de rahi thi kyu ki main sirf tumse pyaar karti hoon Sidharth. Aur aaj maine yeh haq sirf tumhe diya. Aaj humare rishte ko ek naya mod mila. Do jisn se ek jaan ban gaye hum." Sana said in her mind.
After a few hours, they fell asleep.
"I love you Sidharth." Sana uttered slowly before falling asleep but Sidharth could not hear it.
_______________________________________
How's the chapter?
Vote if you liked it.
Bạn đang đọc truyện trên: Truyen247.Pro