I woke up the next day with a major headache. I was barely able to contain myself as the groan escaped my mouth

"Oh she is alive" I could hear Jade's mocking voice

"Not now Jade not now" I said as I sat straight in my bed, my body filled with sweat and my hair looks like a bush on top of my head

"Good evening princess" Lilly said

"What happened last night? Why is my head going to explode" I asked as I realized I am wearing Nick's shirt

"No way, after the disaster you created you remember nothing?" Tris said in disbelieve

"What did I do?" I asked feeling my face turn red

"What is the last thing you remember?"

"I remember us dancing and drinking" I thought for a while trying to remember more but then everything else is blurry "That's all" I said and the three girls were looking at me in shock

"Thanks to me I will save you as always" Lilly teased

"Just tell me what I did, how bad could it be?" I asked "And why am I in Nick's Shirt? Don't tell me we did it?" I was worried

"You jumped into the river and got out wet, Nick gave you his shirt and then you kissed Taylan and then Max passed some comment and Nick got at his throat" Jade said

"And you saw Tris having sex" Lilly added

"I kissed Taylan?" I repeated and the nodded

"Nick almost killed Max you know" Jade said

"That's not possible" I repeated

"That's where I come in and prove you wrong" Lilly laughed

"What do you mean?" I asked confused

"I have got everything on tape" she said and my eyes widened

After I watched everything, I was feeling so ashamed, what I did there was awful that wasn't me though it was pretty normal to everyone, it made me really mad at myself but at least I was grateful that I don't remember walking on Tris having sex. I tried to plan what I was going to say to Nick and what was I going to say to Taylan and Max, after all I kissed his boyfriend and that was awkward

I walked outside the girl's camp and there was Taylan sitting alone near the creek, I looked around and no one from whom I wanted to talk to was around except him. So I walked up to him and sat next to him and he looked at me with a bright smile

"Hey sleeping beauty" he said with a smile

"Taylan" I trailed and he laughed. I raised a brow at him

"I take it that the girls told you everything" he chuckled "Because the state you were in, I don't think you could remember anything" he added

"More like showed me" I said looking at my lap "They had everything on tape" I rolled my eyes and he laughed more "I'm truly sorry Ty" I sighed "Max must hate me" I added

"Hey" he said "Look at me" I turned to him "It's okay really" he smiled "And for the record, Max loves you" he rolled his eyes and I was confused "You know who he and Nick don't get along so when we kissed he started teasing Nick"

"Yeah I saw it on tape"

"Exactly, so he found a reason to get under Nick's skin and get on his nerve so he is really thankful for you being drunk" he scoffed

"Great" I sighed "That means I have to go and talk to Nick now" I said and Taylan nodded at me and I got up and started walking

"By the way Kate" he called and I stopped and turned to face him

"You are a good kisser" he said and I could feel my face turn red all the heat in my body just rushed to my face and I could feel that any small friction with anything could set me on fire. Taylan just laughed there

I walked around for a while and people were looking at me, some were checking me out and some were clearly gossiping about me

"Guess who planned to show up" Beth said and I turned to find her in a very tight tank top that you could clearly see her breast about to explode and small tight shorts that just covered her private parts

"What do you want?" I asked frustrated enough

"We all were just wondering when will you show up" she smirked looking at me up and down "I told them that after what happened last night you wouldn't come out at all" she laughed

"And why is that?" I asked folding my arms in front of me

"Because you would be buried in shame obviously" she chuckled "See, we know how you like to play saint marry but after few shots your secrete was out yesterday, whore" she laughed

"Says the girl with the breast about to explode" I shook my head laughing "You know what Bethany, I am so afraid for the kids around here and to be honest I am worried for myself included, the explosion your breast might cause, the news would probably blame it on ISIS or think it's a terrorist attack" it was my turn to laugh "Sadly they won't know it's just a whore's breast with a lot of injections to make it pop" I said emphasizing on 'pop'

"You bitch" she yelled charging at me before Mark gripped her in his arms to stop her "You whore, you are still in Nick's shirt" she yelled trying to wiggle her way out of his grip "You are a freak!" she shouted and I stood there the smug all over my face

"Whatever you say" I laughed and walked away

"You will pay" she yelled behind me but I dismissed her with my hand and that only made her yell more

"She is going to kill you" Max said walking next to me

"Whatever, she tormented my life for long enough" I rolled my eyes. The last thing I need now is a lecture on what I did. That bitch had to know her place

"I just don't get it, where was this Kate hidden all along" he laughed and I hit his shoulder playfully

"When will you stop annoying my boyfriend, Max?" I asked him

"When you promised not to kiss my boyfriend again" he chuckled and my face turned red

"I am sorry about that" I apologized sincerely

"Ah, it's okay really" he smiled "It was fun seeing you all drunk and clumsy you know" he added

"Won't happen again" I said and he nodded

"Go find that mouse of yours, and fix things" he said and I shot him a glare and he chuckled before he ran off

I walked for a while before I reached where everyone had the grills on and were cooking their food, except that no one was there except Nick, shirtless, with his perfect body and the grill stick in his hand, and his body shining under the sun light and the water on his body made it spark like crystal and his hair is all messed up and a small patch of black coal rubbed on the side of his face making him look ridiculously hot. But that's not what caught my attention. What caught my attention was the bitch that was practically all over him, with her mini skirt that when she stood a little taller I could see her tong and her annoyingly v cut blouse that showed perfectly her cleavage and the stupid two cherries right below the v cut. How she bent pressing her body to his 'acting' as if she was taking the chicken piece. What annoyed me the most was the annoying feeling I was getting seeing this two all pressed like that

"Nick!" I practically screeched, even though I didn't mean to

"Hey, babe" he said walking towards me ignoring that girl, HA bitch take that! "You woke up at last" he said as he kissed my cheek and I could see that bitch put her hands on her hips in frustration and roll her eyes

"Why is that bitch all over you?" I almost yelled but kept my smile on

"My name is Mandy" she said with her annoying squeaky voice that I wanted to hold my ears to check my ear drums

"All Mandy's are batches" I simply stated

"Nick" she shouted as if she expected him to defend her, I looked between her and Nick for a second

"I don't know you know this or know, but bitch I am his girlfriend so you back off before I make you" I said with hell of attitude that I got from watching Jade, when anyone came near Jimmy

"You don't scare me" she said taking a bold step towards me but before I could reply Nick came in

"Back down Mandy" he warned and I couldn't wipe the smug look from my face

"Don't gloat so much, it's a matter of time until he dumps you" she said before bumping into me and walking off

"What was that all about?" I said to Nick so frustrated but I was trying to control my anger

"What?" he asked innocently as he walked back to the grill

"She was practically all over you and you did nothing about it" I said annoyed

"No she wasn't" he defended "She is just a friend" he added casually, hell if I had friends like that would he be this cool "Oh come one babe" he said when I just stared at him in disbelief

"She wants you" I said annoyed

"Everyone wants me" he smirked and I rolled my eyes

"Nick this isn't funny" I breathed "And you are shirtless and looking like that. Where the hell is your shirt" I asked irritated

"You are wearing it" he winked and I bit my lips to hold on my smile "Come on you know I got my eyes just for you" he said walking to me and kept his hands on my waist and his forehead was on mine

"I don't like that girl" I said slowly

"I don't like Max" he said and I pulled a bit away looking at him

"Max is Taylan's boyfriend" I spoke "And Taylan is your friend" I reminded him

"And you kissed Taylan" he sighed

"I am sorry about that, I honestly don't remember it, if Lilly haven't shown me the video I wouldn't have known. Nick I am so sorry" I rasped

"It's okay babe" he said coming closer to me that I could feel his breath

"Nick" I said pulling away slowly

"What?" he asked

"We said we would wait" I said and he scoffed in disbelief

"But you kissed Taylan, I don't understand" he said

"I was drunk" I defended

"Is it about me? Do you even love me?" he asked like he didn't know. He looked hurt and clueless

"What?"

"Do you or do you not love me?" he asked

"Of course I love you" I said taking closer step towards him but he took a step back

"You don't" he stated "You don't look at me like you look at him, your smile doesn't reach your eyes when I say a joke like it does when he speaks, you are not as excited to be with me as you are to see him" he said more to himself then me, whom was he talking about? "Sort your priorities Kate" he said before he walked past me disappearing leaving me standing alone

"He is right you know" a voice spoke and I turned to find Tony coming from behind a tree

"You have been listening" I stated "Not creepy at all Tony" I said and he chuckled

"I am just here to help you" he said

"I don't even know what he was talking about" I said

"No, you know. You just won't admit it" he said simply

"Admit what?" I asked raising brow at him, what could he possibly say that I didn't know?

"That you are in love with Taylan" he said and I choke on air

"Are you out of your mind?" I laughed "Taylan is gay and he loves Max" I stated confidently

"Doesn't seem to matter for you" he pressed

"Taylan is my friend"

"But your feelings for him is more than that" he was getting on my nerves "We see the way you look at him Kate" he called behind me "Only you and Taylan won't accept it, but everyone knows you both are in love"

"Piss off Anthony" I said annoyed as I started walking away from him, he must have gone mad and Nick too if he thinks I love Taylan like that. What's wrong with boys around here?

"Kate do us all a favor and admit your god damn feelings" he said and I stopped in my way. Could he be right? Could I and Taylan be in love? That's not remotely possible. I didn't turn back, just kept walking.

I walked back to the camp and changed my clothes, I wore a black and red checked shirt and black ripped jeans. I unbuttoned the first few buttons of the shirt and rolled up my sleeves just to give it a sexy look and carefully kept Nick's shirt in my bag

When I went out it was meal time, everyone was gathered around the tables and were eating, I went and took a plate, I took few chicken pieces and some rice and then I took a soda can and made my way to my friends who were laughing and having fun. I placed my plate and sat next to them, clearly Nick wasn't on this table with them

"Hey" Taylan said and I noticed Tony smirk so I turned my face and started eating. Taylan gave Jade a worried look and she looked at me

"Hey you" she smiled and I smiled back at her bit didn't say much

"Are you okay?" Taylan asked but I just turned my head to come face to face with Mandy who was sitting on someone's lap when I looked harder it was surely Nick and I could feel the anger boil inside of me

"What the hell is she doing" Jade said when she followed my eye sight

"That bitch has took it to another level" Tris added "Fist Jimmy then Tony now Nick" she said annoyed

"She has to learn a lesson" Lilly said as she got up but I caught her

"It's okay, they are just friends" I said, not believing the words that just came out of my mouth

"I take it things didn't go well with the mouse" Max said

"Max!" Taylan warned

"Yeah Kate, tell us what happened?" Tony said and he earned a glare from me

"Things are fine" I said

"I will go and speak to Nick" Taylan said and I rolled my eyes

"Stop defending your pet" Max spat and Taylan rolled his eyes

"That bitch better get up from his lap now or god help me" Jade said annoyed by the sight in front of her

"I am so in for killing that whore" Tris added with determination

"I will bury the body any day" Lilly said and in moments like this I knew this friendship was so real

"Whose body are you going to bury?" Jimmy said joining us on the table

"Mandy has new interest now" Jade said to her boyfriend

"I see" he said "Nick is a good guy though, he won't give in. don't worry Kate" he said encouragingly and Jade kissed me

"Any one will give up when they are weak" Tony said and before I could respond Tris did

"What is wrong with you?" she hissed at him and he raised his hands defensively

"I am just saying if Kate doesn't take an action soon she might lose him" he said and deep down I knew he was right "But being in love with someone else, I don't think so taking action in this case is necessarily" he said, I changed my mind he is stupidly wrong.

"Tony when did you get so annoying?" I asked before getting up and grabbing my soda and walking off

"Kate wait" Taylan called after me but I ignored him, I guess he took the hint because he didn't follow me. I was feeling bad for ignoring him but I didn't want to talk to him in front of Tony, for some reason he was annoying enough today

I reached to the other side of the creek and it was quite except for the faint rabbit voices or the small crickets and the sound of the water, it was so peaceful and for some reason I wanted to swim. I removed my clothes and tied my hair into a bun and jumped into the water. The water was warm and nice, I floated there for so long just going with the flow, it helped me relax and made me feel so peaceful, I might have even fell a sleep because when I opened my eyes it was so dark

"Awake at last?" I gasped at the sound and jumped, which was probably a bad idea cause I ended up in the water and water has gotten inside my mouth, when I came back to the surface I was coughing the water, I could have died

"What the hell, you gave me a heart attack" I said between coughs

"Exactly my intentions" Taylan laughed

"Not funny Ty" I said as I lay back floating again

"I think that fair enough considering you got us all worried" he smiled and I looked at the sky and the stars, what would it feel to be one of them? So peaceful they look "Lilly wanted to get in the water and drown you if I hadn't stopped her" he said and I smiled

"Sounds like something she would do" I sighed

"Nick was worried too" he said

"Hmm"

"Are you still mad at me?" he asked

"I wasn't mad at you Taylan" I spoke "I just didn't want to for Tony to keep gloating there" I said

"Why would he gloat if we speak?" Taylan asked clueless

"Nothing" I said

"You are lying" he said

"I am" I agreed

"Why?"

"We will talk about it another time"

"What will you do about Nick?" he was concerned

"I will speak to him, have to sort it out" I smiled

"That's my girl" he teased "Now get out and lets go join the others they are probably having fun" he said as I started swimming and got out and started wearing my clothes "By the way" Nick started "Max says he likes the new you" he finished and I was dressed

"And what do you like?" I said anticipating for his response

"I like you the way you are, new or old I will always accept you" he said and I could see how honest he was

"Thanks T" I said

We went back to the camp and everyone were dancing and drinking, I am not going to drink again for that matter and if I do I won't go all crazy on the drink again. I pushed through everyone asking them if they had seen Nick, I really have to speak to him and make it up for him, he must be hurting and broken of my actions

"Guess who decided to show up" Beth chuckled and I rolled my eyes at her

"Have you seen Nick?" I asked her and I thought I caught a hint of evilness in her eyes, but this is Beth if anything she is evil but this looked different

"Yeah" she said pulling a lock from her golden hair and twisting it between her fingers

"Care to tell me" I asked growing annoyed by her actions

"He is in the camp" she said

"Thanks" I forced out the words before I started heading towards the boys camp

"If I were you I wouldn't go there" she chuckled and walked away, what did she mean? I don't care anyway I have to rehearse my speech to Nick. I walked and just before I enter I heard a moan, those teenagers have to get it together

I pulled the curtain open and entered to find Mandy top less and lip locked with Nick who pulled away but my gasp turned both their attention to me

"Kate" Nick trailed off his voice scared and expression was shocked

"Ah! Can't you knock or something" Mandy smirked at me before grabbing her shirt and pulling over her head and walking past me "See you later Nicky" she winked at him and left the camp

"Kate, it's not what it looks like really" he said taking steps towards me, my eyes willed with unshed tears. He tried to reach for me but I stepped back

"Don't" I warned before turning to my heels and running from there, I ran into the girl camp tears all over my face. Why would he do that? Cause I kissed Taylan? Was he taking revenge? Did he believe that I love Taylan that way?

I started packing my bag, I had to leave this bloody place, this is what happens when I turn out and open up to the world, this is what happens when I forget who I really am, the freak girl who has no one

"So did you speak to Nick?" Taylan came in his voice so excited, I didn't respond to him "Why are you packing?" he asked as he came closer and saw my wet face "Oh my god are you okay?" he held my wrist making me look into his bright eyes "Look at you" he said as he pulled me into his arms and I started crying "Shhh" he comforted me "It's okay pumpkin, it's okay" he said stroking my hair

"He was kissing Mandy" I sobbed into his shirt

"That dick" Taylan said with rage "I will break his nose" he said as he pulled away from me

"Where are you going" I said holding his hand

"Stay here, don't go anywhere" he said "I will be back" he kissed my forehead and went storming out of the camp. I went back to my packing and I wiped away all my tears, I didn't want all those bitches outside to gloat at me, I bet Mandy wouldn't have kept her mouth shut either. Just as soon as I was done Taylan was back in the room his hand bloody around his knuckles and I gasped

"What the hell did you do?" I asked in shock

"I thought that asshole a lesson" he spat

"Are you serious?" I went and grabbed his hand to check it. Surely it's going to be bruised tomorrow

"Don't worry pumpkin, it's not my blood" he said and my eyes widened "Don't be afraid" he consoled "His pretty face will be hurt just for a week or so" he winked and I coughed a laugh

"You shouldn't have done that, he is your friend" I said and he rolled his eyes

"I told him from before, if he hurts you he will have to deal with me" he said as I walked to the nearby mini fridge and grabbed an ice cube

"Still Ty" I said sadly, I didn't want matters to reach till here

"How can I express how proud of you I am?" Max jumped inside beaming from top to bottom

"Piss off Max" Taylan rolled his eyes

"My baby, did quite the show out there" he laughed "We have to celebrate" Max added

"Stop gloating Max" I said angrily

"Fine" he raised his hands in surrender "We will celebrate some another time" he said walking out

"Wait I am coming with you" I called after him as I pulled my back pack on my shoulder

"No you are not going anywhere" Taylan protested "It's so dark and you barely know the way back" he added

"I can't stay here Ty" I sighed

"I hate to admit but Taylan is right" Max said seriously "Stay here and leave tomorrow, anyway everyone is leaving tomorrow, strength in numbers" he said

"Come on pumpkin" Taylan pleaded and I sighed in defeat

"But I don't want to sleep here" I said seriously

"Taylan, stay with her here" Max said and I looked at him and he shrug his shoulders "You will feel safer with Taylan around, I would love to stay here but chicks would practically jump on me" he smirked and winked at Taylan "Plus your bed isn't that big" he added

"Hey, I am hotter" Taylan shot right at him and I smiled

"Whatever helps you sleep at night babe" Max shot him a flying kiss before he walked out of the door

"Show off" Taylan called after Max

"Thank you" I said to Taylan

"Don't be silly" I said taking my bag from me and placing it in the ground "Now get into bed" he ordered and I laughed but did as he said. We both slept in the bed peacefully, no noise no worries just relaxing there as I lay in his arms

"Taylan" I breathed and he hummed "Why do they call you a bad boy, when you are perfectly perfect?" I asked

"Well I am the bad boy in a good way" he laughed

"Why did you break up with Beth?" I asked "No wait, the question is why did you even date her?" I corrected

"She was hot" he said but I didn't buy it and he knew that "Fine" he huffed in my hair "I was afraid to come out and well everyone wanted me to date her, they said it was like claiming that I am the school jock and bad boy or something as she is the cheerleader's captain, I didn't understand it back then so I did what they said but I knew she didn't love me, neither did I love her so we ended things like adults" he confessed

"Good" I stated "I wouldn't have even acknowledged you if you were still with her"

"You didn't even know I existed" he said and I though I wasn't looking I knew he rolled his eyes
"True" I admitted guiltily
"You are so unobservant, Pumpkin" he said and I nodded

"I am the type of girl you don't observe" I said before drifting to sleep
"You are the type of girl everyone should observe" I thought he said before everything went black

Feel Free to Vote and Comment
xoxo