(Kades POV)

I woke up and immedietly knew where I was. I had been here plenty before mom married Nate. I felt a horrible throbbing pain in my leg. I couldnt even describe the pain in my throat. I looked around and saw Shawn. I pressed the button on the bed. I needed meds now! The nurse came in. I knew she knew what I wanted when she saw my expression.

"I'll be right back."

"Baby, You okay?" Shawn asked streching. I wanted to be in his arms. I held my arms out and he got up and sat beside me, holding me. What had happened to me? Why did my throat hurt so bad?

"Here you are sir" The nurse said. She put medicine in my I.V. "It should kick in soon. This one wont make you that sleepy." She left.

"Im so sorry Kadels. I shouldnt have took you home". But then you mightve got hurt. I smiled at him letting him know everything was okay. He kissed my cheek. There was knock on the door. The Dr. walked in and Shawn tried to get up but I held him down.

"Now, Mr. Sanders. I already told your step-father but now i'll tell you," I grabbed Shawns hand and held it tight," You lost a lot of bloodfrom your leg because a bullet hit your main artery. Now there are quite a few stiches in your face and neck area and one across your chest. Nate said mulitiple glass bottles were broken on you and somehow one was drug across your chest. Now the worst is your throat. A piece of glass cut your vocal cords. We did surgery on your injuries. Your leg is going to be fine but you might have a slight limp even after rehabilitation. Your face will heal fine and we did a blood transfusion. I am not sure if your vocal cords will be fine. You might could go back to normal or never talk again. It all depends but it did cut really deep. We will just have to wait and see. Im sorry Kade".

I was frozen in shock. My Vocal cords. No! That means I might not be able to sing or talk again. Singing is my everything. No one really knows what it means to me. I felt tears in my eyes and burried my face in Shawns chest as I silently sobbed.

The docter said I could try to start talking in a few days. I knew that would be torture. Nate was here now. i wouldnt let Shawn leave me side. The door burst open and revealed Jax, Tobi, and Chandler. Jax came up to me and we hugged for a long time. Next was Tobi who was sniffling. Chandler looked like he had been crying.

"Hey Babe" He said hugging me. My heart didnt sweal like it did when Shawn called my baby. Like he really meant it and Chandler was just saying it. He layed he forehead against mine and kissed me.

"Babycakes, I brought you your Ipod" Jax said. That broke my heart. I couldnt listen to music and not sing along and I may never be able to sing again. I began to cry uncontrobally and Shawn rushed to my side again and held me. This is becoming a ususal thing.

"Shh, Its okay baby. I promise you you'll be able sing again. Trust me" Shawn said.

He really calmed me down. I really did trust him more than anyone beside Jax. I stopped crying and looked up at him. I grinned at him and kissed his check. He wiped the remaining tears off my face. I suddenly got the urge to feel his lips on mine.

"Im so so sorry Kade. I thought it would make you happy." Jax said crying. I shot pleading eyes at Shawn. He understood.

"Jax its cool. Calm down." Jax looked at me and I smiled big. He grinned back and grabbed Tobis hand. I grinned like crazy and slapped Shawn in happiness because thats all I could do and everyone laughed.

Everyone was gone for the day except Chandler and Shawn. Shawn was in my bed, arm around me. Chandler was in the chair, eyes closed.

"Okay, enough. Get your hands off of him and leave. If anyone stays besides Nate it should be the boyfriend. Which is me." Chandler said getting up and glaring at us. I frowned and felt tears in my eyes but blinked them away. I was so emotional right now. I didnt know how much stress I could take.

"Chandler, Hes hurt and wants me. I'll leave if he wants me too." Shawn said walking to stand in front of Chandler. I shook my head fast no. Chandler scoffed.

"Choose which one you want Kade. I chose you."

"No you havent. I know your still with Brandie. I know you Chandler." Shawn said with no emotion. I stretched my arms out to him like a baby. He started to walk towards me when Chandler stopped him.

"No Shawn." He growled. Shawn looked at me. He sighed.

"Fine, take care of him Chandler. Goodbye baby" He opened the door and walked out. Taking my heart with him. I began to sob and got out of bed despite the pain and ran after him.

"Sir get back in bad" nurses yelled. Shawn thankfully turned around and looked at me in shock. I ran into his arm and the pain didnt even bother me. I was in the arms of Shawn. The boy i realized a few seconds ago I was desperatley in love with.