I walk into the school for the first time since the accident. A lot has happened since then. Nate filed for divorce and his friend who's a judge gave him custody because I'm almost 18 anyways. I have been hanging out with Jax and Tobi. They are together now. Which is one thing that at least makes me happy. Most of the time I've been sitting alone in my room or running. I won't sing or listen to music anymore. So all I can think about is Shawn.

How could I have been so stupid? He was in front of me the whole time and now it's to late. Even if Bethanie and him don't stay together, I've already had my chance and I let him go. If I were him I wouldn't ever take me back. I sighed deeply and got out of my car. I threw my hood over my face and walked through hell.

Shawn's pov

There he was. I sighed in content. He was better. Well almost. Jax called me and told me he wouldnt even attempt sing. That broke my heart. I was going to go back to him. Then Bethanie said she would ruin him and began acting like she was nicer. Now I'm stuck with her and the love of my life will never be mine again. I would have to figure out a way to talk to him and get him to sing again so at least one of us could be happy.

Kades pov

I walked into phscology class. I hid my face, knowing Chandler and Shawn were in here. I found out Bethanie got out and was at home.

"Kade" I looked over and saw Chandler was smiling at me.

" Mr. Sanders. Your groups project is due later. Whenever you guys finish is good." Mr. Owens said. Shawn walked in and I looked away.

"Hey man. Teacher said we can finish our project whenever. So I say we go ahead and get mine over with this week and then Kades." I looked up in shock I had said I was singing. No. Hell no. I will never sing again. Shawn nodded.

After school we met at the dance studio. I slid against a wall and sat down. Shawn next to me. He couldn't sit anywhere else? You make me feel.... By Cobra Starahip started playing. Shawn looked over at me and I looked back. I dont know how long we stayed like that. Chandler began clapping his hands in our face.

"Wow last time all you did was stare now you don't even look." He said smirking. I blushed and looked away. He started the song again. We watched this time and took notes. After he was finished his phone rang. "Crap Brandie."

"Here man take my car. I'll walk." Shawn said. Chandler gladly listened and left.

"Shawn let me take you home." He didn't answer but followed me to my car. The silence was horrible.

"ba....Kade. I miss you."

"Baby I miss you too" I looked over and he was blushing. I grinned.

"I've missed this." He said sighing.

"I have too."

"Sing. For me."

"Shawn."

"No, sing." He said cutting me off. I turned on the radio and Nothing Even Matters by Metallica started playing. I started singing along. I had been so scared I would never sing again but I sounded the same. God I had missed singing.

Once the song was over he clapped. "Well your good. I swore I would never sing again and you got me to." He grinned and I pulled into his drive way. My heart fell to my stomach.

"I don't wanna leave you. Ever again Shawn" He was quiet for awhile but finally looked in my eyes.

"Then don't. Stay." I got of the car and opened his car door. I grabbed him and smashed our lips together. Not caring about anything else. He turned so his legs were they hanging out the door and I stepped in between them. He put his hands on my waist. Then they moved under my shirt. I shivered at his touch. I grinded against him and he groaned. I yanked him out the car. Without breaking the make out and shut the door. We some how made it to his door and pulled apart. I was so freakin hard. I needed him. Now. And bad. He unlocked the door and we began making out again. I jumped on his waist and wrapped my legs around him.

(*Warning* Sex Scene)

He took us to his room and the clothes started coming off. I threw my top on the ground and pulled his off and did the same. He got rougher now and that made me even more horny. He began kissing my neck and went straight to my soft spot. He sucked on it and I moaned. My hands found his pants and undid them. I pulled them down. I realized the position I was in before I stood back up. I smirked and pulled his boxers off revealing his throbbing erection. Wow he was huge. I moaned and decided to tease him. I kissed his inner thighs. Making him moan.

"Kade. Now." He growled looking down at me. I obeyed and took him in my mouth. He moaned and grabbed my hair making sure I stayed. I began sucking on him. His moans, groans and pleas not to stop had me on the verge of explosion. I let my tongue slide over his tip and he came in my mouth. I swallowed and stood up. He was panting. He looked at me and smirked. He pushed me on his bed.

He undid my pants and took off my boxers. He got on his knees and took me in his hand. His thumb stroked over my tip and I groaned. He then took me in his mouth and sucked me. I twisted my fingers through his hair. Right before I came he stopped.

"Get on the bed." I did and he moved me into the position he wanted me. "Alright baby. This will hurt a little bit" I nodded and he positioned himself at my entrance. He thrust forward and I clenched my teeth together. Yea. That hurt. He pulled back out and went in slowly. Until it didn't hurt anymore.

"Shawn. Harder." I breathed. He immediately listened and we were both moaning. He took me in his hand again and worked me while he thrust. I felt him come in me and I came in his hand. He pulled out and we layed beside each other trying to catch our breaths.

I looked him in the eyes. "I love you Shawn.".

"I love you Kade" He kissed me so passionately I felt like I was floating. Let's just say we had a long night ahead of us. Not a care in the world. Only us two. Our bodies and hearts finally as one.