The sun was shining in my eyes. I moaned and turned my head. I saw Shawn was sprawled out taking up most of the bed. I smiled softly. I began to run my fingers through his hair. My thoughts drifted to last night. It was amazing. The hungry look in eyes whenever I moaned. The way he moaned my name. Everytime he whispered he loved me. I can't believe I didn't realize the way I felt about him before. I guess because I was so obsessed with Chandler.

"Your staring" he said groggy from sleep. His eyes still closed.

"It's romantic"

"It's creepy" he countered making me laugh. His eyes finally opened and he looked into my eyes. I felt like I was getting lost in his beautiful eyes. I felt this pull between us and I wasn't sure if he felt it. I felt like we were meant to be.

"I love you Kade" he whispered stroking my cheek.

"I love you too Shawn." I started to cry.

"Baby, what's wrong?" I hated crying. I hated showing weakness. He sat up and pulled me into his lap.

"I can't lose you Shawn. I need to be with you. I love you but it seems like a lots against us." He fell quiet and moved my face into his neck. After I finished crying he spoke.

"I have an idea. Let me take care of everything. I wont lose you again. Your mine, got it?" I smiled and nodded. He kissed me gently but it soon turned hot.

After we finished and got dressed we headed downstairs. Johnnie was sitting there.

"Hey John." I said sitting down beside him. He was watching t.v. and looked over at me.

"Kade right?" I nodded. He was looking really hot but I would never tell Shawn that. His hair was longer now and he had his bangs swooped over his forehead. He had a Black shirt with a neon green panda on it. He had black skinnys and neon green vans. His pants showed of his cookie monster boxers. Chains were also attached to his jeans. I guess I was gawking because Shawn growled and glared at John.

"Why are you here Johnnie?"

"It's John now and why do you care Shawn?" The door opened and Chandler walked in.

"Woah. Tension" He looked at me and raised an eyebrow and I motioned towards John. He looked and his mouth fell open. I smirked.

"Damn you were always hot but now your drop dead sexy John" John blushed but rolled his eyes.

"What! You thought my brother was hot."

"Uh yeah"

"Well it dosent matter anyways. Hes not like that"

"I'm gay Shawn" Shawn eyes grew big and he left the room.

"Baby, are you okay?"

"I didn't even know my baby brother was gay kade. I'm always mean to him and I see how much it bothered him now." he was in the kitchen leaning against the counter.

"You cant change the past but you can make the future how you want it"

"Your so smart angel." he came over to me and wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed me. He walked back into the living room and sat beside John. Chandler was drooling over him so I grabbed him and dragged him outside.

"He's gonna try and make things right" I told him.

"How's things between you two?" I blushed and he grinned.

"What happened Kade?" I shook my head. It's not that I don't trust him. I just don't want this getting out after what Bethanie said.

"Kade we used to date. You trusted me then. I know you did. So why not now."

"Chandler! Are you seriously gonna go there. If you wanna know so bad why don't you ask your best friend." I yelled. The door opened but I ran. Not in the mood to talk anymore. I ran to Nates new apartment. He wasnt there. I sat on the couch and sighed. I might've over reacted but it pissed me off. I couldn't take a chance. Not with Shawn. My phone rang and I saw it was an unknown number. I answered it.

I was currently on my way to meet the unknown caller. I was supposed to meet them at a dinner outside of town. All I knew was it was something important and had to do with me. Everyone had been trying to get ahold of me. Even John. But I ignored them all. Just texting Shawn I was fine. I pulled into the parking lot and got out. I went inside and who I saw made my heart race. I knew my finall moments with Shawn were a couple of hours ago.

I was driving to Shawns house. Tear flowing heavily down my face. I pulled in his drive way and went inside still crying. I went to his room but he wasn't there. I heard noise and followed it. I opened a door and saw John and Chandler dancing to I love rock n roll by Joan Jett.

"Omigod. Kade" John said running to me, Chandler followed. They hugged me and I finally stopped crying enough to ask them where Shawn was at but that made me start crying even harder. They said he left after I did. Shit. He could be anywhere. But I think I knew where. I made my way outside and ran. I could hardly see I was crying so hard. I stopped when I saw the little waterfall.

"Kade?" He said coming to my side. I stopped him. "Baby why are crying? Where the hell have you been?"

"Shawn, I've been thinking. I think we need to break up" I said before breaking down again.

"No you don't. Why are crying like that if you do. Who put you up to this?"

"I did" He smirked and pushed me against a tree.

"One last chance" I stayed quiet. His lips kissed my jaw.

"Gonna tell me now?" again nothing. He moved to my neck and began nipping and sucking. I intertwined my fingers through his hair. Trying not to moan.

"Now?" I shook my head. He moved his hands inside of my shirt and I got goosebumps from his touch. He continued to kiss my neck and jaw but never my lips. Then he thrust against me and i groaned.

"Shawn. I need you."

"Tell me first baby. Then im all yours"

"I can't. If it helps you know them. All three."

"Yes baby. It does help. It's not John or Chandler though right?"

"No"

I was so turned on. I thrust against him and moved to kiss him. He kissed me back and we were all over each other. I took his shirt off and he pulled mine off. He kissed from my colar bone to my v-line. He got on his knees and undid my buckle slowly, teasing me. Then he pulled me pants and boxers off. He took me in his mouth and sucked. I moaned loudly and came in his mouth he swallowed and pulled me down on top of him. Neither one of caring that we were outside. It was actually kinda hot. He laid on his back and I slid on top of him. It still hurt a little but I could care less. While I did my thing he stroked me. He was moaning like crazy.

"Kade" he moaned and he came in me. He flipped us over. Me on my knees and thrust in me. I groaned as he kept going harder and faster. His hand found me again and worked me. I groaned his name as I came and he came after. I heard a scream and looked up. It was Bethanie. Oh shit. We're so dead.

Heyy guys. So who do you think are the three people? Comment and let me know. And please vote.