Freddy's Pov:

Y/N pulled back from the hug and sighed. He patted my back and gave me a warm smile.

I had realized something since I have met Y/N. I have gained feelings for him, but i'm an animatronic and they are human.
That is unless I...
No I don't think I could show Y/N. He may freak out and think differently about me and the others.

I waved my last goodbye to Y/N and I winked at them. This was my first move and I am not backing down.

Then I realized something...
I had glasses on...
Meaning Y/N didn't see it.

GOD WHY AM I SUCH A DUMBASS!

Me and my insecurities...

I wasn't always this insecure...
It happened long ago...

Flashback 3 years prior

I woke up and I saw that I was next to a chicken and a purple rabbit.

I had a microphone in my hand and I saw that there was a guy infront of us.

He explained how we are robots who are made to entertain children.

I was a bit shocked at the purpose of my existence but I stayed strong.

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After our first day at the Pizzeria I was confused. The entertainment part was easy to say the least, but I saw children with adults who they called "mom" and "dad".

Do I have a mom or dad? I wanted to know if I had a "family" but I didn't know who to ask.

I also found out that "brother" or "sister" meant like a person who comes from the same "family" but they also belong to the mom or dad.

I was honestly very confused and for the first night of me waking up I felt something.

I don't know what it was but I was confused shitless.

At some point I felt like I was gonna go mad and I went up to the guy we have to call our "boss".

He saw me walk up to him and looked at me curiously.
"What's up Fredster?"

This motherfucker did not just call me Fredster.

Ok Freddy. Relax...

"Boss, what is a family?" I asked as nice as I could.

He looked at me suprised.

"Well uhhh, a family is a group of people born from a mom and a dad and sometimes they have kids like a boy or a girl and sometimes there are multiple kids. They call each other their siblings or brother or sister. Ya got that?" he said politely.

Most of my questions were answered but before I could ask them, a thought came into mind.

"Can a family be a mom and a mom, or like a dad and dad?" he looked at me while his face turned red and I saw him grit his teeth.

"Hell No! That is just wrong! Don't you ever ask that again!" he said while pointing at me.

I flinched and ran away before I could get any more answers from him.

As I ran back to the main stage I heard footsteps coming from the corridor.

"Freddy get just animatronic ass over here! I am not done yet!" I heard my boss yell.

J quickly panicked and walked into a room that i've never seen before and closed the door shut.

I ran to the corner of the room and I covered my ears as trying to ignore the screaming around me as I cried with my head tucked into my knees.

I didn't want to move but I felt a hand touch my shoulder. I soon bounced up from where I was to see 2 white eyes staring at me. I couldn't see anything else as the room was pitch black.

Out of panic, I tried looking for the light switch in the room to discover there wasn't any. This room must have been old since it would appear to be a room where the pull string is in the middle of the room where the lightbulb should be.

Soon the room flashed with light.
I closed my eyes as the sudden brightness in the room blinded me. Once my eyes adjusted to the light I was able to see the figure that was in the room.

It was a...
golden bear...?

He looked just like me but a different color.
I saw that his hand was on the pull string in which the light in the room turned on by.

I was a little shaken by his presence and he could tell I was scared. Before he took a step towards me I was able to say something.

"Wh-who the hell a-are you!" I said with a trembling voice.

He looked at me curiously but then just sighed.

"My name is Golden Freddy Fazbear" he said. My eyes widened as he told me his name.

"B-but my name is Freddy Fazbear" as I said that, we both look dumbfounded at how similar our names were.
Not similar, basically identical.

I saw him tear up and run up to hug me. He was hugging me tightly, but somehow I didn't mind.

"They told me about you, but they wouldn't allow me to see you. I can't leave this room freely until someone brings me out for the first time"

He started to cry and I was shocked at the situation.

"Does this mean...I'm your brother." I said trying to confirm my suspicion.

He let out a small chuckle and wiped his tears.
"Of course! Though I'm older than you by 20 some years or so."

20 damn years!!

He looked like me and I looked like him. He started telling me about himself and I told him about me.

I felt happy that I atleast had someone who cared about me.

That didn't last for long though...

After a year later, me and my brother had a bumpy relationship. He was overprotective over me, but he used that to criticize me and since he was the only one I had...
I took it personal....

He had told me that I eat too much sometimes....(yes they do need to eat to survive, just deal with it)
So i sometimes skipped my meals....

He told me that I spend too much time with friends....
So I became distant from them....

He once said I was too annoying to deal with....
So I just stopped talking to him...

It had been a long time since I talked with him and so I decided to talk to him.

I went into his room and I saw he was reading some sort of book.

He looked up to see me and he looked excited.

"Freddy! It's been so long, Why haven't you came to visit?" he said curiously.

I didn't want to tell him that he made me feel insecure about myself but I smiled faintly.
"Sorry just been busy with the kids and I just had to take a break for myself, that's all!"

He believed me and we walked over to his bed.

He was looking at models and it was weird that he even had one of those human magazines in the first place....

He noticed that I noticed the magazine and looked like he wanted to tell me something.

"Oh right! Hey look at these models! Most of them have black or brown eyes and they look so nice. Honestly, your blue eyes don't match you at all.

I looked down now.
Great not even 5 minutes and he already starts talking about how I look...

I snapped.

"You motherfucker! Can you not judge me for 5 FUCKING MINUTES!"

He looked at me offended as if I was in the wrong.

"What? I'm only telling you what's be-" he said before I cut him off

"Best for me? You FUCKING RUINED MY LIFE!"

"I LET YOU FUCKING MANIPULATE ME INTO THINKING THAT I AM WRONG. I STARVED MYSELF AND I DISTANCED MYSELF FROM OTHERS JUST TO FUCKING PLEASE YOU, SO YOU WON'T JUDGE ME!"

"Well I am sorry that you are messed up!"

Those words hurt me badly and I could feel myself start to cry.

"Why don't you put on some glasses so I don't have to see your stupid eyes"

"ATLEAST I HAVE EYES YOU EMPTY EYE SOCKET MOTHERFUCKER"

His face went from annoyed to fucking pissed.

"I'm sorry that mother and father hated how you looked!" he blurted out.

"W-what?"

He started to smirk.

"Y-yea! Mother and Father looked just like me and hated that you looked different from them! They hated your eyes the most, so no wonder they abandoned us."

If I wasn't crying already then I am now.

"So why don't you put on some glasses on those stupid eyes of yours before I leave you as well. Not like you have anyone else to go to" he said smirking.

I could feel pain in my chest and I don't know wether my brother was telling me the truth.

Did we have parents?
Did they really leave us because of me....?
Was my brother really gonna leave me?

"Fine, if you are just going to stand there, I'm leaving." he said as he started to go towards the door.

"W-wait!" I said pleading.

"I'll wear glasses....just don't leave me...
please..." I said as putting on a pair of shades that were on his desk.

"Good! How about we just spend some time together then!"

I nodded slowly and my brother only smiled.

I let him take control over me again...

Someone save me from this hell...

Back to the present:

Heh. It's funny y'know?

After everything I had done...he still left me.

He left me with all these insecurities and it had only gotten worse.

Though, a light in the dark appeared when Y/N walked through those doors.

I want to be with Y/N but i'm scared he will leave me like my brother did so long ago.

I started to wipe away the tears as I now stood up.

Well, let's get back on stage, shall we?

As I walked through the doors I saw that 2 boys were talking to Y/N. For some reason I growled at them silently. I gave them a glare and I felt this sudden new emotion that I haven't felt before.

I saw both of the guys turn to me as they noticed me staring at them. I saw that Y/N noticed them looking towards me and he turned around to face me as well.

I suddenly didn't have that feeling as Y/N gestured me to walk over to him. I did not hesitate and stood proudly beside Y/N.

Alright Freddy...
Time to socialize!
Don't fuck it up...