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It's Ok Not To Be Ok

From here on out, some chapters are not going to have [Rewritten] on the title, But the story is still going to continue in the Rewritten story line as I think it is better than what I had done with the old one.

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Freddy's Pov:

Foxy was for some reason excited...?
He was listening closely to what I was saying as I explained as best as possible how I felt about Y/N.

"Sooo,uhhhh yea...." I said feeling a bit uncomftable sharing some of my deepest personal thoughts with Foxy. Meanwhile, he just sat there and listened.

Foxy stood up and motioned me to stand up with him. As I stood up, he looked at me before being mere inches from me. I honestly felt weirded out by this as Foxy got closer.

"Uhhhh Foxy..." I said stepping back a bit. Foxy without a word had me pinned to the wall as I felt extremely weirded out by what he may have been trying to attempt.

"Foxy...The hell are you doing?" I said more sternly hoping he would back off. As he got closer, I moved my face away from him as I could feel his breath.

I closer my eyes waiting for something to happen. Then, I heard a laugh come from Foxy. I felt him back away and I immediately  punched him which caused him to fall down to the ground.

"Ouch...I deserved that heh..." He said before falling back down on the ground.

"Ya think?! What the hell was that!" I yelled at Foxy. All he did was rub his head before fully getting up.

"What I want to ask is how did that feel?" he asked me as if he was testing me.

"What?! It felt weird... and just really REALLY uncomftable" I said before crossing my arms. Foxy then just scratched his chin as if trying to find an answer.

"So you don't get flustered around other men....but you do around Y/N...." Foxy mumbled.

"I'll admit! I love Y/N! Ok? Is it so hard to believe that I like someone, even if it's a guy!!!" I said as Foxy shook his head at me as if telling me to be quiet. At the moment I don't care, so I continued.

"Hell! I'll even call myself gay if I have to-"
"What...." I heard a voice call out from behind me. As I turned around, I realized why Foxy wanted me to be quiet...

"Freddy? What the hell am I hearing from you?!" said my brother who stood infront of the doorway.

"I-i-" I tried to explain but couldn't find the right words to say.
"No! I've told you so many times that you can't be fucking gay! You know what happened with mom and dad!!"

(Btw Freddy's nickname for Goldie is Goldz because..... yea.)

I saw that Goldz was now looking pissed and had tears in his eyes. Even though talking about our parents is a sensitive topic to both of us, Goldz likes to mention it more than he needs to.

We all have parents, but they get sent over to Fredbear Entertainment where animatronics that don't perform anymore can live until their system crashes or gets malfunctions.
Our parents...didn't get that...

Suddenly, I got slapped in the face as the glasses Y/N gave me fell to the ground. He growled at me while Foxy was left their shook by what was happening.

Goldz picked up the glasses and I knew what he was thinking. I kept my eyes closed as I still felt insecure about them...
"These aren't yours are they?" Goldz said as I felt him approach me. I kept silent as the tears began to flow down my cheeks.
"Answer Me. Are they your? Or not?" He said screaming into my ear.

Foxy's Pov:

Goldie was getting awfully close to Freddy and I could tell that Freddy needed help as he couldn't respond. Or atleast didn't want to...
(Foxy's speech is normal.
Goldie's text is bolded.)
"Goldie, what the hell is wrong with you!"

"Wrong with me? How about my brother who just said he was gay! Huh? What about that!"

"Does it really bother you that much! C'mon why is the fuck is being gay so fucking bad! What the hell is your problem with others being different!"

"Because it's not normal! It's not how-"

"Because it's not how it's meant to be? Do you not understand that nothing is wrong with being gay? Lesbians, gays, pansexuals, asexuals, and many more. They ALL exist and there is nothing wrong with that!"

"You're one of them too aren't you?"

"Actually, I'm straight."

"Then how do you deal with them-"

"Maybe because I have some decency. Unlike you, who seems to have such a closed mindset on the topic that you think it's not 'normal'."

"You disgust m-"

"STOP" someone said not letting Goldie finish his sentence. We looked behind us to see Freddy covering his ears. He was breathing uncontrollably as he was mumbling something.

"Pleasestoppleasestoppleasestop"
"stopfightingstopfightingSTOP FIGHTING!!!" Freddy screamed as the room fell silent.

"Please...stop" Freddy said so low that I could barely understand what he said. I looked over at Goldie and he was ready to say something but I gave him the 'don't you fucking dare' look. Gladly, he closed his mouth and just sighed mumbling something before leaving the room and shutting the door.

I've never seen Freddy like this at all. Here I am, seeing Freddy have a somewhat of a mental breakdown for a reason I don't know why. But is it really a mental breakdown? Or could it just be trauma?

Freddy never had shown or said anything about his childhood. He's always been a pretty positive guy. He would help us settle arguments and doesn't mind helping out someone when they need it.

Yet, here he is being vulnerable over me and Goldie fighting...
Freddy is hiding something that none of us know...Goldie may know because he wouldn't be as compliant as he was just then. As much as Goldie is controlling over Freddy, he still cares about him and tried to do what's "better" for him. Last time I remember, Goldie is like 15 years older than Freddy so he's in like early to mid 40's

I should ask Freddy about this. Maybe I can learn more about the bear we thought we knew so well. As I approached Freddy, he was still in his crouched position as his breathing slowly became steady.

I slowly sat down next to the bear as to not startle him.
"How ya doin big guy?" I said softly as he kept his head covered...
Shit! His glasses! Goldie still had Freddy's glasses and never gave them back. I quickly stood up.
"I'm gonna get your glasses back, alright?" I said as the bear just nodded. I took a deep breath before heading out into the hallway. I looked at the clock at saw that it was 8:27. I only have about 30 till opening....

I started walking through the halls of the pizzeria seeing that Chica was in the kitchen and Bonnie was tuning his guitar. I approached Bonnie since it looked like Chica was busy with the cooks in the kitchen.

"Hey Bonnie? Do you have any idea where Fredbear went?" I asked him as Bonnie refers Goldie as Fredbear.

"Hmm, I remember that he was heading over back to the room where the mechanic keeps all his stuff." he responded as he went back to tuning his guitar.

I waved him goodbye and left towards a lit hallway. The hallway was bright as the light that had been broken for the last 2 days were fixed.
Weird...

I opened the door to see that Goldie was slumped on the chair with the glasses on the table. He was spinning around in the chair whistling to himself. Before I could say anything, Goldie begins to speak.
"Sometimes I wish my brother wasn't like this..." he said softly.

I raised an eyebrow trying to guess what he meant by that. I couldn't tell wether he was talking about his short breakdown or about him being gay, but either way it's not right.

"He's never going to change. I don't know what I did wrong to have my brother turn out like this..." Goldie said turning around. At this point I was angry at Goldie for even thinking that Freddy turned out like this because of something he did "wrong".

"Freddy did nothing wrong and neither did you. Not everyone turns out the same as everybody else and it's wrong to see things as "normal" when everyone else has their different personalities, likes, and dislikes."

Goldie sat there thinkin about my response.
"Well..." Goldie said.
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These in this story are going to get a little bit more interesting...
These past 2-3 days I have had an idea that I really like and it's different from my normal one and I hope you guys would like how it goes.

It will be revealed in the end but I will give very subtle hints in my story....

:)

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