I'm A Disaster...
Ok let me say something before I start:
I've been gone for the past 3-5 days and that is mostly because
1. I have AP exams and it's just a lot so I don't get much time to write.
2.And 2, I lost my phone for like 2 days and just got it back today so that happened.
Anyways I should be back to doing what I normally do very soon.
:)
Anyways, continue on.
Freddy's Pov:
I heard banging on the door and I heard a familiar voice calling my name. I heard the voices yelling through the door and I covered my ears to block out the noise. I shut my eyes tightly as I felt a pain in my chest slowly become worse. The ringing in my ears kept getting louder.
"Please...make it stop...."
Suddenly, I hear a door open. The ringing in my head stopped as well as my pain. It was as if the pain was never there to begin with. As weird as it was, it was such a relief that I was able to finally stop crying.
"Freddy!" I heard someone yell as they got close to me. I stayed in the same position not knowing who had just hugged me.
"Where are his glasses?" I heard the voice yell.
At this point I stopped crying, but I still felt miserable. My own brother hates me and I somehow fall in love with a human who may not love me the same...
Why can't I just hide myself in here forever...
I felt someone tap my shoulder.
"Hey big guy, here are your glasses." I heard a different and familiar voice say to me.
I lifted up my head and I saw that Y/N and Gold were both kneeling infront of me. Y/N was on my left side as Gold was directly in front of me. Gold had given me my glasses and Y/N was right next to him inspecting me for anything that was wrong. I quickly put my glasses back on as I saw that Y/N and Gold were staring at me.
"You ok?" I heard Gold and Y/N say at the same time before they both looked at each other and chuckled at the coincidence before looking back at me, though Gold's laugh was a little uneasy for some reason...
I smiled as I saw Y/N smiling at me. His smile was wonderful. It made me feel like I was wrapped in my blanket on a sunday without a care in the world. It felt safe, warm, comforting, and at peace...
Gold noticed that I was staring at Y/N for some time....
Gold's Pov:
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Wow I sure did not try to hide that...
Wait, am I nervous...?
Nevermind, it's better that I focus my attention to Freddy than whoever was next to me. I haven't seen Freddy's eyes in a long time, but I don't remember his eyes a dark blue...
My head could just be messing with me, but I notice that Freddy was looking towards my right as he stared at something. I looked over to see what Freddy was looking at. It was a random guy who wore a grey hoodie and had a uniform but was mostly hidden by his hoodie.
Now seeing this guy next to Freddy, they both look very similar. I saw as they gave Freddy a smile and it seemed sweet and genuine...
Ok Gold your kinda sounding like a creep now...
Shit, I shouldn't be staring at someone...
I looked over at Freddy and he seemed to stare at this guy giving a big goofy grin that seemed like saying excited was an understatement.
I've never seen Freddy happy like this. Who could Freddy be to this person...
I've never known Freddy to be emotionally attached to anyone, not even me...
So then...
I had the realization quickly come to me...
30 minutes ago:
As I walked in I heard some yelling from the room next to me. It sounded as if Freddy was having an argument with someone...
He never gets in arguments...
As I walked closer, I was able to understand what he was saying.
"I'll admit! I love Y/N! Ok? Is it so hard to believe that I like someone, even if it's a guy!!!"
My eyes widened as I heard Freddy mention something about loving someone? As confused as I was, my brain just processed the second part...
A guy...
I quickly approached the room that Freddy was in and approached the door. Foxy looked at me and he was trying to shut Freddy up.
"Hell! I'll even call myself gay if I have to-"
Present:
I looked at Freddy and then I looked at the guy who I hope isn't Y/N because I-
Wait! Why am I thinking about it too!!!
Foxy said I needed to be more accepting about others being...gay or something like that but what about myself....
I just need to think about it...
I was getting ready to get back up and leave so I can get myself some time to think about these sudden thoughts...
I was quickly set back down and saw that Foxy was giving me a death stare.
I know I need to talk with Freddy about my actions earlier...
But do I feel ready to tell him? Just a few minutes ago I was feeling confident in telling him, but now...
I felt my head slowly turn to my right as I saw my eyes land on the last thing I want to think about.
Gah! Fredbear! Pull yourself together!!!!
I need to relax and tell him. If not...then I don't know when i'll be able to tell him...
I took a deep breath and looked at Freddy. I realized that he was staring at me, and who knows how long he'd been looking at me. Hopefully he didn't see me staring...
And so I started talking.
"Freddy...Look, I don't feel ok with what you're doing-" I stopped myself as I knew I wasn't being genuine with myself...
"Let me start that again. I don't feel ok with MYSELF..." I said as Foxy looked at me confused knowing I would have to elaborate.
"I myself don't want you to end up being like this and it pains me to see you this way... But i'm realizing that i'm hurting you and I should let you...be you."
I turned over to see Foxy giving me a confused but soft smile. I signal him if I could leave now since I want to think over my own thoughts. Thankfully he let me through the door and pat my back.
I need time to myself, maybe I can visit the coffee shop later today...
Freddy's Pov:
I saw as my brother slowly left out of my room. Foxy had slowly followed as he left the room. Y/N was inspecting me as he tried finding any problems in my system.
My brother has never been the type to apologize about things he hates. For him to apologize was pretty rare for him.
"I don't feel ok with MYSELF" was the part that I kept lingering at...
What does he mean he doesn't feel ok with himself...
I'm going to talk to him later today to ask him what's wrong.
As I kept thinking, I suddenly felt a sudden tingle go throughout my body which made me let out a very VERY questionable sound that made me feel nice...?
"Ah~!" I yelled out which caused Y/N to step back a bit.
"Shit! Sorry Freddy! I accidentally messed with one of your wires while inspecting your endoskeleton..."
"I-it's a-alr-right Y-Y/N" I said shaking a bit from the feeling that surged through my body just moments before.
"Aw shit...Did I mess up the wires connecting your voice box?" Y/N asked worriedly as he started moving around some more wires. I only gasped before covering my mouth as each wire he touched caused me to feel this satisfying and overwhelming sensation that made me moan.
As good as it felt, I needed it to stop because I don't want Y/N to see me like this. Or really anyone for that matter...
"Y-Y/N what a-are you d-doing?" I asked trying not to let out any lewd noises.
"I'm trying to see what the problems with your fans are..."
"W-what do you m-mean?" I asked a bit confused on what he was referring to.
"Yesterday when we hung out, I was able to hear your fans running constantly. So i'm trying to see what may be the problem with them" Y/N said as he closed the panel on my back.
"But I can't seem to find any problems..." he grumbled which honestly made me feel a bit embarrassed. So he did hear my fans yesterday...
"There is no problem with my fans, it's just that I..." I said before freezing up and looking at Y/N. Am I really going to tell Y/N that I love him.
"I...I loveee...youuR hoodie!" I said quickly changing what I said. I WAS RIGHT THERE!!!
AUGH!!!
"Thanks...? We're kinda both wearing the same hoodie, bur I don't know how that relates to your fans." Y/N said with a soft chuckle that made me smile.
"Well, it's because ummm. The hoodie sometimes covers up my ventilation areas and it makes my system overheat sometimes" I said with a slight grin hoping he would believe it.
"Hmm, I guess that makes sense..."
"Well, i'm going to repair on the others, alright?" Y/N said and as he left my room, I collapsed on the bed.
"God dammit! Y/N why do you have to make me feel this way..." I groaned into a pillow before taking off my glasses and falling back on the bed closing my eyes as no one was in the room.
What was that feeling that Y/N made me feel...
It was such a weird tingling feeling and it felt so good and I wanted more of it...
There is only one time i've felt that feeling before, but I don't think I can do it while Y/N is around...
As I opened my eyes, I felt a bit different...
I looked over to my mirror and saw what had happened...
Aw Shit....
My other form activated without me wanting to. My once metallic ears were now a dark brown and fluffy like. My chest and the rest of my body was covered with a thin layer of fur...
How do I turn back....
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Haha looks like Freddy knows something that Y/N doesn't....
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