A.L.O.N.E
Sorry for then delay, I've rewritten this chapter like 4 times now, but I am mostly happy about the final resort.
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Sometimes it's better to leave someone in the wrong than to use it as a justification for your actions because they may have not been in the wrong in the first place.
Fredbear's Pov:
I walked out as Y/N only nodded. I closed the door behind me and let out a deep sigh.
"I can tell he's lying...he knows something and he isn't telling me..." Should I be mad or...
Fuck! The dream from yesterday is messing with my head!!!
I don't actually think I like Y/N, but why was I dreaming that last night. It was just a dream. Nothing more. I went past the boss's office as I saw Foxy heading this way.
"What'cha doing Foxy~" I teased as he gave me a disgusted look. He walked past me and I swear I heard him say something as he walked by.
Foxy and I used to get along...
Sure we would fight every once in a while, but it would always end on good terms and leave it off with a laugh. I've lost track of time with everything going on and Foxy never talked with me ever since that day...
"You're one sick fuck Golden..." Foxy's words echoed in my head...
I...
Flashback to "I'm A Disaster..."
"Freddy...Look, I don't feel ok with what you're doing-" I stopped myself as I knew I wasn't being genuine with myself...
"Let me start that again. I don't feel ok with MYSELF..." I said as Foxy looked at me confused knowing I would have to elaborate.
"I myself don't want you to end up being like this and it pains me to see you this way... But i'm realizing that i'm hurting you and I should let you...be you."
I turned over to see Foxy giving me a confused but soft smile. I signal him if I could leave now since I want to think over my own thoughts. Thankfully he let me through the door and pat my back.
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In that dream I had said that...
But that doesn't sound like something I would say...
In that dream, Freddy was there, and I hadn't gone maniac about ruining his life...
But what if that was his dream?
Would that explain his sudden dissapearance?
If that were true...
Then that means...
He still cares about me.
Because if that was his dream that we somehow all dreamed, he could have removed me completely or make me seem like a bad person since it would make sense after I put him through shit...
Yet, he didn't.
I...
I need to go apologize.
If I want a future where Foxy doesn't hate me and where Freddy isn't ignoring me, then maybe it's time that I change that...
I had made up my mind and I started walking back towards the room because i'm pretty sure Foxy went in there.
As soon as I opened the door, I heard Foxy and Y/N talking.
"FREDDY?!" I heard Foxy yell.
"What the hell is going on!!!" I yelled confused to as why Foxy had yelled out Freddy's name.
Foxy turned over to me and went infront of Y/N.
"Nothing! Why the hell did you come here anyways!" he said while I turned over to the Freddy plush that lay there. My anger faltered as I remembered why I had come in here.
"I'm not here for anything, I just...want to apologize...", I said hesitantly because I didn't really know what I wanted.
"Apologize for what exactly?", Foxy asked still skeptical. "I want to apologize for...being a dumbass and..." I said stopping and looking up to see Y/N. From these last few days i've hung out with Y/N, he seems to be good friends with Freddy. "and I want to apologize to Freddy for the shit that I did to harm him..." I said knowing Y/N would freak out.
"What?! What do you mean harm Freddy?!" Y/N yelled making me flinch at his sudden change of tone. Up to this point i've only seen Y/N only being jokingly mad, but seeing him actually mad is scary for someone so short!
"I know! I know! I'm not the animatronic you thought I was...But i'm willing to change who I am because I thought revenge was the best idea...clearly it wasn't." I said while rubbing my arm anxiously.
"What revenge? You kept telling me that you needed him and he left you but that doesn't sound like something would do?!" Foxy questioned.
As I think about it, it confuses me still to this day how he would just up and leave without telling me anything...
"It would probably make more sense if I told you what happened that day...Maybe it would clear things up...", I said beggining.
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I saw as Freddy was beaten by the boss, I saw as he got off of him. I don't know why but I decided to run off and let Freddy take the blame for my mistake...
I wanted to go back to Freddy but I was too scared to go near. I wanted to talk to him, but I would never get the chance to...
Later the next day, the boss approached me as he was suprisingly sober. Though, I could tell he was trying to hide his sadness. His usual swift movements were more sluggish, his usually tucked and neat shirt was wrinkled and loose, and his hair was a mess.
I mean, no one could blame him for that. I decided to stay silent as he approached me. I could sense that something bad happened as Freddy never came back to his room the night before...
"Fredbear...you're leading all the shows from now on, got it?" he said abruptly which took me by suprise. Me and Freddy would take turns with shows as we both got tired between the shifts so me managing all those shows would probably overload my system if I wasn't careful.
"What? Why?! Where's Freddy?", I asked as he stopped in his footsteps.
"Freddy...he decided to move somewhere else...we wouldn't want a child murdering animatronic, would we?" he said coldly as he continued to walk away...
Because of my system failing, I caused my own brother to leave me...
Not only would I manage all the shows, but I would also have no one...I was left alone.
I started falling apart as my system quickly overloaded because of all the work mixed in with my grief... Fredbear Entertainment quickly fell apart along with me and I was transferred over to a different facility. I was stuck in this facility for years before it was run down. They transferred me to one last facility, and the second I heard the name I felt a flashback of memories come back to me.
"This one is going towards Fazbear Entertainment which is a brother company to Fredbear Entertainment. I was filled with so many types of emotions that I hadn't been able to feel for so long, but there was also the bad ones...
Abandoned.
Loathe.
Outraged.
Neglected.
Empty.
These were all something that could describe me in the moment. I felt abandoned by my own brother who just got up and left after my mistake. I loathed the fact that I had to confront my brother after all these years. I felt outraged that he was able to leave me without even saying goodbye and leaving me to suffer. I was neglected by my own boss and saw me as just some robot with no emotions as he overworked me to do things that not even I could do alone. In the end, this feeling that I was suppose to find happiness in felt...empty.
As I walked into the pizzeria, I was met with my brother. I didn't know how to feel. He looked at me and I was met with him being in a black tuxedo, similar to mine but mine was white. "Fredbear...is that you?" he asked and all I could do was look at him. He looked like he was having his best life without a worry in the world. While I was left to suffer all those years...
I felt a sense of disgust from him. He leaves me and I suffer for years without his help and now suddenly he pops right back up like if nothing ever happene-
"I've missed you so much!"he yelled suddenly hugging me as if his life depended on it...
I would be lying if I said I didn't miss his hugs, but deep down I knew that he had abandoned me...
"It's felt like forever since i've last seen you! Hopefully I wasn't gone for too long. What happened with Fredbear Entertai-" he asked before I punched him in the face.
"Wasn't gone for too long?! It's been 6. Fucking. Years." I yelled letting the anger i've been holding all these years. Freddy was able to take the hit pretty well without even stumbling.
"Fredbear, I promise I never meant to-" He started saying but him even mentioning my name triggered me right now.
"Don't fucking call me Fredbear! Just stay quiet, show me where I need to go, and Leave. Me. The. Fuck. Alone..." I said finally calming down.
"I-...*sighs* Fine...You room should be over this way..." Freddy said sighing in defeat. The rest of the way there, Freddy was silent. The silence was really unbearable and I began to regret screaming at him.
"Fredd-" I began but was immediately interrupted by Freddy,
"You said you wanted me to be quiet, so quiet it is..." he said as I swear I could hear his voice crack as he finished his sentence.
My brother is the type to usually be more secretive than me. Most of the time he is seen as the happy bear that everyone knows him to be, but he keeps most of his secrets well hidden. It's like he has an emotional wall that prevents any emotion he doesn't want to show to never make it past his thoughts.
I don't know how he manages to do it, but he does it better than me. I envy my brother sometimes and I wish I could do things he can do...
Freddy stopped at a door and he didn't face me at all. "There...your room. I've got work to...do right now so if you'll excuse me...i'll be leaving now" he said walking away as the struggle in his voice was clearer than before.
I entered my room and there was a bed, a desk, a lamp, and....
My...old...microphone...
I quickly walked up to it and there was a note attached. I felt a sense of guilt as I assumed that Freddy must have had this.
I read the note.
So you may be wondering how I got your old microphone, and to answer that question. I had your microphone ever since the incident and I kept it with me ever since. I'm sorry I couldn't be there, but maybe we can y'know...
sing together like the old times?
The note had a little drawing of me and Freddy on it. I felt guilty over what I had just done...
But were also those thoughts...
"He abandoned you"
"Are you seriously going to trust him again?"
"He hurt you, so why can't you do the same"
My eyes widened as I heard my last thought...
He hurt me, right?
He made me feel lost, broken, and alone...
Alone...
Overall...
I feel alone.
So what if I...
Make him feel alone?
He did hurt me. So I should make him feel the same way, that's the least I can do for the suffering he gave me.
I threw my old microphone in the garbage along with the note.
Sorry, but those old times are no longer possible...
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"Ever since then...I've tried making Freddy's life a living hell...", I said wrapping off the story. It stayed silent after a while.
"You were afraid of being alone, but decided to take some sort of revenge..." Y/N said which thinking about it made sense. I nodded.
"I didn't think much of it, but now that Freddy disappeared again, i've thought back and I see how i'm messed up in the head..." I said pulling my ears.
"I don't care anymore that he even left. I just... I just want him back!" I said as the tears that I tried to hold back had let loose.
Freddy's Pov:
"I don't care anymore that he even left. I just... I just want him back!" Golden said as he started to sob. I was still on the table and only Y/N and Foxy had noticed me moving while Golden told us about what happened while I was gone...
The thing was...I never left. Turns out that our previous boss told Golden that I had chosen to leave...
In reality, I had been shut down and sent to a warehouse until Fazbear Entertainment opened up.
"I never left", I said as Golden turned around to face me. Foxy was also somewhat suprised while Y/N was unfazed by me speaking.
"What?" Golden said drying up his tears.
"Freddy! You didn't dissapear again!!", he said approaching me as he gave me a tight hug which felt all too familiar.
"Golden, I never did dissapear..." I said as Golden only squeezed harder but soon let go after hearing my response.
"You never disappeared? But the boss said-"
"He lied. Back then I never chose to leave...I didn't even have a choice to begin with... He shut me down and. I was sent to the warehouse until the opening of Fazbear Entertainment, which was only a week before you got sent over..." I said explaining to him of my sudden disappearance.
"Shit...This is starting to make sense now..." Y/N said as me and Golden turned around to face him
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Heya guys! So it looks like this story is getting a bit better for Freddy and Fredbear...
Though, what's happened with Jason? What's really happened in Y/N's life?
Y/N's spring break is about to come to an end...
Wonder how that could affect the others....👀
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