I am sorry I am sorry for not updating regularly! I still can't help it because I live you got an extension & the mood of these two ffs is drastically different from each other! I am more of the kind of genre I live you belongs too still this ff has an interesting story to tell along with DevAkshi! It may take time to sink into the feel & get the right words I don't want to rush up on this one & I spoil it!!!! So accept my apologies to treat this ff as a stepchild kind of thing but I live you is my first love can't help updating it... Sorry

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Bakhuda tumhi ho
Rehnuma tumhi ho
Haa mai dekhu jaha jab
Uss jagah tumhi ho
Ye jahan tumhi ho
Wo jahan tumhi ho
Jiski khwahish hai humko
Wo panah tumhi ho
Tumhi ho mujhmein haan
Tumhi ho ....

" Aap sun rahe the Bakhuda from Kismat Konnection only on your favorite radio station 97.9 ... Mai hu aapke saath aapki host & dost Sonali Sen .... It's now time for a quick traffic update "

The RJ pushed her seat back & looked out of the window. It was drizzling & some raindrops had made their way on the glass of the window pane. Sonali kept her hand on the glass.Her long wheatish fingers touched the drops from the other side of the window. She longed to go out but it wasn't just her job that was keeping her from going outside but she was expecting a call ... From someone special ... In her nervousness she was twisting a strand of her hair ...

"Will he call??
He should
What if he doesn't"

Someone knocked at the door. Her coffee had arrived. She grabbed the mug & inhaled the aroma of the coffee. She took a deep breath ...

"Inhale & exhale ... Inhale & exhale
Relax ... Be positive he'll call"

It was time to end the advertisements & start her show.

" Let's start SONA"

Mana ke hum yaar nahi
Lo tai hai ki pyaar nahi
Phir bhi nazrein na tum milana
Dil ka aitbaar nahi ...

"Hello Everyone !! Aap sun rahe hain Raat ke Humsafar mere yaane Sona ... Sonali ke saath only on 97.9 ...
Doston life me sab ko aise dost ki zaroorat hoti hai jo aapki chalti firti diary ho jisse aap sab kuch share kar sakein aur wahi kaam hai mera ... Aap call kare 098598542421 pe nd share karein jo bhi ho aapke dil mein ...
Let's see aaj ke first caller kaun hai
Hello"

"Hello... Mai ... Mai" a male voice is heard

" Mai aapko batana bhool gayi ki ye show sirf insano ke liye hai ... Bakrion me bhi mera show popular hai ... Great news"

The voice replied
" No ... No ... I'm Dev ... Dev Dixit
... A friend ,Sonakshi Bose, ... Told me about you"

A beautiful smile came on her lips,her eyes lit up

"Yes yes Sona suggested you ... aage boliye"

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Dev took his own sweet time to speak. He had called Sonali solely because Sonakshi had asked him to open up & get some peace. She felt that he was dishevelled a bit inside but the truth was that in his quest to give a brighter future to his family he had made himself stone hard he couldn't even listen to his own voice. He found Sona's logic silly but hey! It was the only thing his Sona was persistent on. She wanted him to get a good night's sleep, blame it on her career if you want but she was really caring.

"Ummm... I called earlier" This was all he could blurt out.

"So?" Sonali asked.

"Do you remember Ghunghroo? "

"Of course I do" Sonali tried controlling her laughter " You are Ghunghroo? "

"Yes I am" Dev said sheepishly

"Well Mr. you have a really nice name why did you put up this facade?"

"Umm... I'll call you some other day"

"Don't you dare hang up on me" Her voice was commanding. Dev literally got scared for a while " Fine Ghun... I mean Dev... If you don't want to talk about your choice of an absurd name... Lets talk of something else"

Dev kept quiet things were going so awkward that he just wanted to hang up. Why did he call in the first place? He was mentally slapping himself

"How's Payal?" Sonali tried breaking his shell

"Great!"

"Good."

"It's good to be around her."

"So you still have a problem with her? "

"No"

This man was testing her patience

"Then why did you call me? You have no problem. Everything is fine. Then why this absurd call Mr Dixit?"

Mr. Dixit... She sounded so much like her

"I'm sorry I know this conversation is going no where. I am an insomniac! This friend... Sonakshi is a doctor & she wants me to speak to you... She talks of some things buried in me which keep me far from peace but I don't know .... I guess I'm numb to all those feelings... I don't feel a lot of things... I mean I don't know how to be happy... Nothing makes my heart flutter from happiness or sink with sorrow except... "

"Except?"

"Except... Umm may I ask you a question? "

"Issi ke liye to baithi hu mai yaha confused Dixit"

"Right. The only feeling...only sensation I get of being alive is when I'm close to someone... A friend ... She fills me with this feeling of completion... She thinks music can give me solace but now I think that even if I sit all night listening to her blabbering I'll be the most relaxed person on this planet. The problem is she doesn't open up I see that she is hiding a lot of things lately. There is a side of her which she is keeping away from us... She wants to protect herself from getting hurt or maybe she protects us from getting hurt but I want to help her... "

"I see something coming"

"What? "

"I see that love is round the corner... An undying not demanding completely giving one... Unconditional love" Sonali was smiling broadly

" I'm sorry I didn't come up with a problem" Dev said "Sorry for wasting your time"

"I'm here to be my listeners human diary... You don't need to come up with a problem ... I'm glad you opened up Ghunghroo"

Dev smiled to himself. "What should I do with her? I mean should I try to help her"

"You should. She needs it"

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The room was pitch dark. The door cracked a bit before opening

"He called! I heard your chat. " Sonakshi told the person who entered

"He is a nice guy" The person replied

"Thank You... I knew you would like him... So is he approved?"

The person smiled faintly.

"He loves you not just because you brighten his life but because he wants to pull you out of this darkness" The tone of the person getting serious "That's dangerous Sonakshi"

"I know I sensed it the day we went out for camping... That's when I realised that I love him" Sonakshi's tone reflected hope & happiness

"That's day you realised that he loves you not that you love him. He loves you unconditionally Sona. I could sense it & he'll pull you out of this mess but to pull you out of this he'll have to put his hands inside this situation. It can cost him dearly. Do you want that to happen? Do you love him enough to leave him? " The person said in one go... She paused & then continued "If not then... Then don't label it as LOVE... It's just a lining on your grey cloud... Your 3 months at his house are going to get over back off"

"I can't imagine my life without him" Sona was about to cry "I know what you are saying is right but... He is my friend first & ... "

No more words came out of Sonakshi's mouth. Tears made their way through her eyes. She cursed herself for being so selfish but Dev meant more than just a hope to her. She wanted him to help her but she couldn't hurt him in the process. She didn't love him enough to let him go. She wanted to keep him all for herself. She wanted to live life like any normal person. She wanted to be selfish for once though she knew that love is all about giving and if it is not liberating then it is not love. If the feeling is strong then the geographical distance cannot distance their hearts. Love would be strong enough to keep them together even after staying apart physically. She knew that her past was knocking her door again and she should leave him for his own good but she couldn't love him enough now to leave him.

Seeing her sister in pain the person switched on the lights. Sonakshi looked at the person... Who was none other than her twin sister Sonali! Both of them had exactly the same face, same features the only difference was Sonakshi's eyes had hope but Sonali's face was stern. The other difference was in the length of their hair. Sonali's hair ended near her ears while Sonakshi had long curls. Sonali wore formal shirts with long skirts while Sonakshi wore simple Kurtis. Still the two of them loved each other dearly, they were each other's family there was no one for them in the world. Yes there were people who stood up for them but there was no else whom they could call family.

Sonali bend down to hug her sister.
"Don't be selfish Shona"

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PRECAP - Sona hugged Dev with all her might as if he would vanish the next second... She lifted her chin up with his finger... Sona couldn't control herself & she ended up brushing her...

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