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There  is also continuation of this story second part as AMOUR

After spendng her childhood in orphanage, she started leaving in girls hostel, to pay for her expanse she had joined as part time art teacher at play school n she went for night collage to complete her education, one night when she was returning from collage, one of boy from her collage try to hit on her, she slap him tight n insulted him by calling him impotent, she was real bindas girl, she was not afraid of anything, very brave, happy go lucky, cheerful girl, she was very found of kids at school, she had many friends but she never had any best friend, with whom she would share her happy or sad moments, she had mostly happy moments as she was always nice to everybody, next day that boy followed her to school n then collage, just when she was alone, he trow acid on her n ran from there, she was shouting in help n crying of pain for almost half hour, there was car passing by, when he saw her, he stop car n help her to sit in his car n drive her to his hospital, he was Dr Purab Khanna he was gynaecologist in his early 40s, treated her, next day when Pragya opened her eyes, she was again crying in pain, soon bulbul came n nurse her, clam her n told she is lucky that acid attack did not spoiled her face, her just below her jaw line, neck n little part of her left shoulder was injured, bulbul was nurse in this maternity hospital, she was just like her, as days passed they became best friends, but Pragya lost her job, kids were scared of her appearance n she stop going to collage n applied for correspondence course, Dr Purab was nice man, he offered Acountent job to her n she agreed, she used to stay here at hospital, she was very happy being around with pregnant ladies,all of them were surrogate mothers,this hospital was meant for them only, identities of these ladies were not disclosed to couples who wanted child. One day Dr Purab receives call from Abhishek mehera( Abhi the rockstar) that his dadi passed away, so he went to Mumbai to meet him
Abhi was broken beyond repair, dadi was his whole world, Purab asked him to settle down in life, but Abhi was determine to his decision to remain single in life, Purab asked him that what's life if not shared with someone, one needs partner in life, to that he argued Purab himself was not married, Purab told him" I'm not married but I have my girl, my angle Aarna with me"he had adopted her, when she was two weeks old from orphanage
Abhi told him,"I would love to have child, but of my own n without marriage" Purab looked confused n ask him,"I didn't get you, what you mean" Abhi with smile told him," I can have child with surrogacy" Purab was more then happy n offer him that he could help him with this but Abhi said," my only condition is??? it should be her first surrogacy" Purab asked him why he wants this to that he replied, " I have read somewhere that first time mother take better care of baby" Purab smiled at his thought, n assure him that he would find someone n keep whole thing confidential, after discussing whole matter he returned to Pune,
On coming back he discuss same thing with bulbul but he did not disclose Abhi's name, Pragya happened to over hear their conversation, that whole night she was thinking about it,after thinking over n over again she said to her self,"this will solve my problem"
She needed money for plastic surgery n 2 lakhs was big amount for her, Purab did offered her but she didn't wanted to bother him, her self respect didn't allow her, she wanted to start her life again n live it to fullest, wanted to join that school again as she loved kids there. Next day she went to him n said," sir, I heard your n bulbul Di conversation yesterday n if you don't mind I'm ready to do it, in return you can ask that couple to pay for my surgery bill" Purab told her about complication related to this n she should not emotionally attach to baby, " sir, I every well know about this, I'm not only doing this for money but I will be glad if I'm reason for some else happiness"
Purab agreed n ask her to do some tests n called Abhi that he found girl, n her condition that he will have to pay for her surgery as her fee, she doesn't need anything in cash
3 months passed, today was her first sonography, she was excited n amazed to see life inside her, though it was like size of peanut but heart beat which showed on graph was exciting her, she requested Purab to send copy of this to couple," actually he is going to be single parent" Pragya was surprised but did not asked any question about," so what, he needs to know after all he is going to be father, n he has right to see it, ( after minute she again said) can you mail him, he may not even know about what all test n all going on, his child should be loved by father from start, he will bound with baby from now" Purab laughs at her innocence," I will give you his id, you only mail it but nothing more then that no conversation ok"
Pragya smiled n agreed, within an hour she mailed reports
Abhi was happy when Purab told his report is positive n will soon become father but when he read mail n saw sonography tears came in his eyes, he was on cloud 9, he wanted to reply instantly but he remember Purab words that he can't contact her, he bought some books related to pregnancy, read them all, but after week he could not hold on his curiosity n he mailed her

Abhi mailed her
"Hi, I'm very thankful to you for carrying my child, for giving me my biggest happiness, I promise I will take you to best surgeon for your surgery, it's amazing I saw sonography, I was almost in tears of happiness, it's awesome, I'm going to be father, I also bought some books related to pregnancy, but they confused me more, so I need some questions to be answered, do you have any morning sickness or carving for any particular food, do you get proper sleep, n take your vitamin tabs, are you gaining weight, so you are 15 weeks, you should do anomaly scan when 20 weeks, pls do reply but I request you not to tell Purab or anyone that I mailed you n asking for reply pls, ok take care"
After reading mail, Pragya was overwhelmed by him, but was little surprise that he didn't mention about his wife, ( in all excitement she forgets that he is single parent) she hesitated to reply, but after 2days she replied
"Hi sir, I'm glad that I can give someone happiness, you don't have to think about my surgery now, just think about baby,n I'm taking care of your baby, bulbul Di helps me with all info I need to know about pregnancy, n yes I do get morning sickness, I feel like vomiting when I smell hot milk but I take soap n smell it n that helps, about carvings I really don't have any, I'm taking all medicines Purab sir have asked me to have n I have gain weight, at this point in pregnancy getting sleep is not that difficult maybe at later stage, I also need to ask you something, bulbul Di told me that reciting gods name during this time is good for baby, so if you tell me about your religion that would be helpful, n One more thing, what you aspect boy or girl, I know it's personal question but I read somewhere if we talk to baby they respond so was thinking call baby by nick name, can you suggest
I hope you won't mind it, do reply soon bye take care"
From that day they exchange mails regularly Abhi was glad that Pragya was taking care for his baby
"Hi, I'm really thankful that you are taking care of my baby, n you can ask me anything, I will always be happy to answer, you can name baby "Fuggie", as it looks like balloon in sonography, I'm punjabi, but I don't believe in God, he has taken every happiness Of my life, my parents, my dadi everyone which mean world to me, only because him now I don't believe in love or relationship, so it doesn't matter, How is your morning sickness now, is it better??? Pls feel free to ask, or inform me anything that bothers you, Bye take care"
to that she replied,
"Sir, wow, girl, even I have same feeling, I read on some site, n calculate delivery date n conception date n it turn out to be its girl, I'm sending link, you can check yourself, "Fuggie," its unique name, so does it means balloon, i m really sorry to hear that you lost your family but at lest you have loving wife, I'm orphan so I know how it feels, but not believing in God is not right, I believe in God, even though I don't know I'm of which religion n anyways not believing in God is your choice, you just can't take this right from baby, when baby will grow up baby will decide weather he wants to believe or not, tell me, do your wife think same, even she don't believe in God?? I know it's personal sorry if I sound rude, think over it, bye sir"
when Pragya mention about wife Abhi was taken aback he didn't reply for few days, he was constantly thinking about his fuggie n Pragya, day by day he was feeling restless n thought Pragya should know I'm going to be single parent, I'm planning to rise my fuggie on my own, I will keep her always close to my heart n finally decided to tell her everything without giving his identity, Pragya was shock n angry, asked him, well actually bombarded him with questions, her insecurity, curiosities, she was completely gone insane, n the fact that Purab also knew, that Abhi was going to be single parent,

"Are you out of your mind???
how will you rise baby alone???
You will be busy in your work n fuggie will be whole day with maids n servants, are you planning baby for them or yourself, how can you be so selfish, fuggie deserves love of both parents, just because you are running from commitments, fuggie will have to suffer, if you really feel you can give her that love n affection of mother too then promise that you yourself will take care of fuggie from feeding to getting her to sleep to changing nappies all that things a mother does for baby, you should do, you have planned this n you will alone take care of fuggie, oh god, how you will do it??, i think you should take maternity leave for at lest three months n after that also you have to make sure you work from home or take fuggie to your office, but first join those prenatal classes, they will teach you everything, oh my god I'm going nuts, my BP is rising, oh god help me, I know, I should not question you but you are going to have baby all alone n you better start believing in God , as now only he can help you, you know everything happens for reason, if you had all the happiness in world then fuggie would have not came in your life, maybe God wanted to give you much more then anyone can ask, you are lucky you got second chance in life, as you will be reborn as father, will have your fuggie soon in your arms, I'm sure you are going to best father any child could have, Bye sir take care,"
Abhi was amazed at her replied but glad that she was so much worried n cared for fuggie n her future, from that day he started going to guru dhwara everyday, but taking care of baby just like mother gave him goose bumps, from that day he changed his getup to Sardar n went for prenatal classes hiding from media n fans, n their mails were like endless, both would reply at once as if they are chatting on phone,
She was almost 6months pregnant, Abhi was busy for his upcoming concert n had not mailed her just for one day actually only time till his concert got over, Pragya was curious he had not replied for over 5 hrs after she mailed him, that was making her more n more restless so she started watching TV, she was surfing channels, then stop at music channel n started listening to song happy love, (abhi's live concert) just then fuggie kicked for first time, it was little pain full, but that experience was magical, at that instant she shared that info with Abhi n but he was still busy, that day late night he saw he was having more then 10 unread mails from Pragya, he read them in one go, but didn't reply, he was eager to meet her now, he also wanted to feel baby, his fuggie, who reacted n kicked on his song, fuggie would move n at times kicked so hard that Pragya would almost cry out of pain, Pragya would mail him like live updates, as he was not replying, he was lost of words to all this info, n this was making Abhi more n more eager to meet his fuggie,so very next day early morning he went to Pune, but he knew Purab would not allowed to meet, so he waited till late night, he finally seek in like thief, was looking for Pragya, to his surprise there were 4-5 pregant ladies sleeping in that room, he thought for while n remembered that she was having scar near her neck, so slowly he checked all ladies, but non had such scar, suddenly Pragya came from wash room n saw someone standing near bed, n shouted chor chor chor, he notice her n was happy that he found her n quickly hide, all came running, bulbul said she is imaging things there is no one n ask to go to sleep. After waiting for almost an hour Abhi slowly came near her, n softly kissed on her tummy, n his fuggie kicked, he gently was rubbing his hand on tummy when Pragya thought its bulbul Di, thanks her n said she was feeling better, n less painful, n then talk to herself, I think I should stop listening to Abhi music this fuggie gets hyper n she kicked her hard again n Pragya woke up with pain, n scolds "fuggie one more kick n I will stop playing happy love song of yours" telling that she looked around for bulbul but no one was there,before he had quickly hide under bed, Pragya thought she must be imagining that bulbul was here, this went for 2 more days, he would come n talk to his fuggie n feel her, n then this was routine for every week end,
Abhi would wait for whole week, so that he can go Pune for weekends to meet his fuggie, Pragya was 34weeks, she was true fuggie now, like balloon, her legs were swollen n her tummy was like as if she was carrying twins, one can place a dinner plate on her tummy, but her face had that glow which would make you forget that she has any scar, one such day,he was about to kiss Pragya's tummy, fuggie kicked hard n Pragya woke up, she didn't saw Abhi but she got suspicious as she always felt fishy on weekends, like someone is watching her, so she decided to act like she is sleeping, after while Abhi came again he kisses her tummy talking to fuggie, n asked her not to trouble your mummy, then he kissed Pragya on forehead n softly told I love you n he went. Pragya was shocked but at same time was happy that he loves her not because she was mother but he loved her for what she is, she also wanted to say same but, she thought "what if he was telling I love you to his baby his fuggie n not me,"n went to sleep
Next day, abhi got call from Purab, n he asked," what are your plans for next 14 days"
A: not much, I have concert next month, so mostly will practise for that
P: I wanted to inform you something
A: (cuts in) is fuggie alright??
P: fuggie what??? Who is she???
A: my baby
P: you already name her
A: (with excitement) so is it going to be girl
P: you caught me, yes you are going to have girl, but pls don't tell anyone as its against law, I called you for that only, weight of amniotic fluid is more then baby's weight n her placenta is also low lying, so maybe we won't wait till actual labour start, n operate her in coming week
A: (calmly) Why don't you do colour dropper sonography n check blood flow in heart n other parts of body, n if that is normal, then check for gestational diabetes, I think we can weight at least till 36-37 week, n till then ask her cut down on salt completely for few days
P: (was shocked) how you know all these
A: I'm going to be single parent but, i should know, what mother goes through difficulties during pregnancy n after that, physically I'm single but emotionally she will get both.
P: Wow, I'm impressed that you are so already attach to your unborn baby n her mother, will inform you about reports, bye
Purab turned to Pragya n said," you are right he is very much concerned n he can handle any situation, he really understand what he wants from life, n thanks for making him realise that, n sorry for scolding on you"
Flashback
Pragya was typing mail n Purab just came in, n saw her replying to Abhi n he started scolding her, to that she said that he is going to be single parent n if I don't guide him, them he will only depend on maids to rise fuggie, he has not plan this baby for Servent right???, you can call him now, ask any thing or any situation, I can assure you, he won't panic or get confused but will have solution to it n he called Abhi right away n lied him about Pragya
Flashback ends
Pragya," really sir, it's girl,
Purab,"yes" she with excitement,"i told you, I wanted to be sure that fuggie should deserve love of both parents, if he decided to be single parent then he himself should know how to handle any situation related to pregnancy n baby"
Purab: do you know who is he??
Pragya: sir we never disclosed about our personal life or even name
Purab: I'm proud of Pragya, n fuggie is lucky to have parents like both of you, after 2hours
Abhi gets call from Purab again
P: don't worry Abhi, your baby is doing well, reports are normal n may be we will wait till 38weeks
A: I know everything is going to be fine, fuggie is strong, she has survived that accident n she will do this also
P: confused whom are you talking about??? Your fuggie is still in tummy n as far as I know mother has not suffered any accident in her pregnancy
A: I'm talking about mother of fuggie, accident she suffered before that, she is also like fuggie after gained so mush weight, she looks like balloon, I don't know her actual name so fuggie
P: oh my god, her name is
A: pls don't, we have decided not to disclose
P: n when that happen??
A: pls pls don't scold her, we are talking through mail,
P: I know that, just caught her red handed while she was replying you,
A: really, where you mad at her???pls don't be, it's all my idea n my condition that she should not tell you
P: I know, she told me that you are going to best father in whole world n you have full right to know each n every detail about baby
A: no actually she is best mother in whole world, my fuggie kicks n moves so much but she so cutely gets angry on her, I love her
P: you are confusing me fuggie your baby, n you calling her (Pragya) also fuggie n you love her means, which fuggie, you love
A: both,
P: (confused) tell me how do know she is fatty
A: ( bites his lip) it's common sense all pregnant ladies are fat n round
P: (laughs) so you love her n your fuggie, I mean both
A: why are you asking again n again like CID, tell me clearly what you want to ask
P: ok I will come to point, your case is totally different, I mean you both talk, know each other inside out but don't know each other's names, you both have trust in each other but never saw each other's face, I think you both are in lov...
A: ( gets nervous n cuts in) pls don't say we love each other, I'm taking care of her n she is taking care of baby that's it we are just friends
P: ok let it be, but keep yourself free for next month, I will call you ok bye take care
Abhi thinks," thank god, I almost got caught today, I was about to say I came to meet her, I love her, if this conversation continue then may be I would I have told him that Im going to propose her for marriage, before she delivers," n he mails her,
"Hey how are you, hope everything to going fine, n my fuggie is not troubling you less, I have some work, may not mail you for next 2days, I have to go outstation n there is network problem so sorry in advance, Purab called n told me that you are having some health issue, so from now cut down on salt, start walking in night also, but take bulbul along with you ok, don't go alone anywhere n pls for few days stop listening to Abhi songs in midnight, you n fuggie go crazy, night time is to rest n not listening music that to rock music ok, take care"
she read mail, she was happy n confused, "how did he know that I listen to music in midnight, I never told him, (she remembers he came on weekend)was he coming on every weekend???, he is so possessive about my health, actually his fuggie, if I'm fine then fuggie will also be fine, I must do what he said" n she decides to reply him later n first go for walk n calls bulbul but she was not around, when enquired she came to know that bulbul is having fever so she has not come today, Pragya went to hospital's garden n started walking, after sometime it started raining, it was first rain of monsoon, she enjoyed smell of wet soil n sound of crickets n rain, but when she realised its not good for fuggie, she rushed to go inside but slipped, she cried out loud in pain, there was blood all over, she was almost soak in blood as she fell on tummy, hearing her voice, Purab n other nurse came running n rushed her to operation theatre,it was around 3am when Purab called Abhi n told him about what happened n they will operate her right now, Abhi was in shocked, he took car n started driving fast n rough, he was lost in thoughts remembering about Pragya n fuggie, how he had planned to marry her before she delivers n at same time continuously praying to God, to save both, n suddenly truck came in n Abhi lost control of car n met with accident, he was lucky enough as accident took place just before hospital, he was rushed there, Abhi was not that hurt, but had some swelling on leg, he could hardly walk, doctor asked him to rest, n said he could leave in morning but Abhi arranged for cab n tried his best to reach as fast as he could
Here Pragya gave birth to beautiful girl, tiny baby though she was premature, she was almost 1.9kgs, n was looking just like Abhi (well that's what she thought)
It was around 9am in morning when he reach Pune, he was really excited as he was going to see his fuggie for first time, n going to propose Pragya for marriage, as he entered his eyes where continuously searching for Pragya n he finally asked nurse, where is Dr Purab n nurse directed him to Purab's cabin
A: hey so where is my fuggie
P: what happened?? Why are you so late n why you are walking like this
A: it's long story, but where is fuggie
P:(calls nurse ask to bring her) wait here she is coming
A: really, here!! I thought after delivery it takes few days to walk, but my fuggie is strong, she is walking already
P: you are talking about mother right??
A: of course, I know new born babies can't walk, well may be after 9-10 months, they can
Nurse comes with baby n gives in hands of Abhi, he had tears in his hands, he didn't struggle to hold her, it was like she was always in his arms, resting like an angle, after few moments spending with her, he ask for mother (Fuggie )
P: I'm sorry you can't meet her
A: this not done, I want to meet her now, n I mean it, now
P: pls don't be stubborn, I said na, you can't meet her
A: pls pls, listen you were right I'm in love with her n I'm going to propose her today for marriage so pls let me meet her
P: I'm sorry
A: ( stands with anger) fine I will find myself n leaves, he looks in her ward, she was not there, he looked for her in OT, but she was not there either, he again goes to Purab cabin
A: ( in very angry tone)tell me where is she???
P: I'm sorry but
A:(literately bagging) pls pls I bag you
P: ( calmly) Abhi firstly I'm not against you, I knew one day you will say that you love her but I'm sorry she is no more
A:(slaps) how could you go so low, don't lie, I know you are hiding her
P: Abhi get hold of your self, She died due to postpartum hemorrhage ( lost lots of blood during labour )
A: no you are still lying, I don't trust you
P: pls Abhi ( just then fuggie started crying)
A: ( in tears look at he), for her sake, pls tell where is she
P: I tried my best but could not save her, believe me pls
Abhi was broken beyond repair, he fell on keens, hugging his fuggie cried n cried,
A: where is her body, I want to see her for one last time
P: today, early in morning we did the rituals
A: why can't you informed me???why didn't you wait for me, WHY??
P: we tried but your phone was not reachable n she was orphan she didn't had any friends also, so
A: so what?? I'm there for her, why didn't you wait
P: pls Abhi, you have to be strong n take care of your fuggie
A: what was her name
P: Pragya
A: Pragya, I will name her( looks at his fuggie) Pari n hugs her
P: nice name, ( in serious tone) listen she is premature, she will have to stay here for month or so
A: ok I will also stay here
P: I can't allow that, it maternity hospital,
A: I can't leave her alone all by her self, do all arrangement in my hotel room, I will stay here in Pune
P: that's not possible either, she is too tiny to handle n we have to put in incubator n
A: (cuts in) ok, but I will came to meet her when ever I feel n pls don't say not allowed for this, its request, promise I won't disturb anyone, pls
P: ok
Abhi would come n care for his Pari, he would insist that he will change nappies, he would stand for hours out side room gazing at Pari, he would still mail Pragya n update her with all he felt about being father n pari, he even uploaded pics, he knew he will never get any reply but still, it was like he is writing dairy, he would read her past mails again n again, her detail info about fuggie, which would help him to connect with her
It was almost month, pari was 3.2kg, n today she was going to discharge,
P: congrats finally you will be taking your angle home
A: ya, but I have decided I will stay in Pune for next 5months as I want Pari to get breast milk from bank n not cows milk or artificial milk
P: that's good, but you can get that in Mumbai also
A: I have still not announce about her arrival, I will do once she starts with semi solid food, n big enough to travel n I'm on leave till then
P: I'm so proud of you
A: this is what Pragya wanted me to do, give all my love n affection to my fuggie n I will give it, how I wish she was here with me, (with tears) I love her so much
P: control yourself, everything happens for good
A: she used to say same thing
Few days after coming from hospital, At home
Abhi almost cried," baap re, she is doing more putty then susu," he bends toward her, lifts her legs to clean n she does putty on his face, (he was to close) oh god pls help, n starts crying, n cleaning her at same time, next day Pari was crying may be due to colic, but Abhi also started crying with her after sometime he heard," what kind of father you are?? Instead of pacifying her you also started crying, who does that?? Try feeding her, check her diaper or is she hungry" making puppy face, he replied,"you don't teach me ok, first you left me n now you are arguing with me not fair" ( he would image her, when he got stuck, n don't know what to do)
Finally day arrived, when he announced about Pari, in media, n told Pragya was her mother, who died while giving birth, everybody were shocked, they question him why didn't he mansion about her n why didn't he disclose anything, they even ask to show Pragya pic, but All Abhi said its personal n he didn't wanted to keep it as personal
N days past, then months n years, abhi indeed was great father as Pragya wanted him to be, Pari was copy of Pragya, beautiful, clam n but when somebody lie to her than God save him/her from Pari, she grow up mostly seeing, Abhi gets happy when he reads her mothers mails, so she also started sending mails on her id daily, today she was also connected to Pragya,

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There is continued part AMOUR